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[doepoet]

𝗔 𝗦𝗧𝗨𝗗𝗬 𝗜𝗡 . . . dealing with trauma, new beginnings, being the youngest sibling, the world of darkness, skepticism, being human, and uncovering the unseen.

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#doepoet. an original character based on the concept of a doe-eyed poet. influenced by the ttrpg vampire the masquerade 20th edition and other supernatural media. contains themes of gun violence and mentions of family death. proceed with caution. independent, private, selective, & low activity. written by merlot | 28 | he/it/they. 21+ only! PSD credit calisources.

more rules under cut !

001 : FIRST & FOREMOST.         RACISTS, HOMOPHOBES, TRANSPHOBES, ZIONISTS, ABLEISTS, ETC. ARE NOT WELCOME. EAT SHIT. i block people who write noncon, dubcon, pedophilia, incest, etc., and those who age up characters who are minors for shipping and/or smut. so if any of this applies to you don't interact with me. 002 : SHIPPING.         i'm pretty much cool with anything--frenemies, rivals, romantic, whatever i'm down! but i won't ship my muse romantically or anything like that with any muses under 21. respect this or i'm gonna hit you with the stick i swear to god.

003 : TRIGGERS.         triggers will be tagged as (subject) // and i try to tag everything i can. if you have any specific triggers please feel free to let me know and i will tag it for you!i do have a few triggers myself which are vehicle accidents, images of veins / wrists being punctured or cut, and nail & eye trauma so if you could do me a solid and tag those for me i'd greatly appreciate it, thanks! 004 : FOLLOWING & FOLLOWING BACK.         if i can't find your age and you don’t have working links to your rules & muse's bio/stats, i'm not following you. plain and simple. i need information on your muse to get an idea on how our muses can interact and i don't want to accidentally break any of your rules.

005 : REPLIES.         length really doesn't matter to me, you don't have to match my length whatsoever. however, if you give me a one-liner when i give you a couple of paragraphs i'll likely drop the thread altogether. at the very least meet me halfway in between, okay? cool. life is busy and i get that so take all the time you need replying to threads, no pressure at all! 006 : DNI.         i am not willing to write with muses from the following fandoms. h.arry po.tter, 13 rea.sons why, str.anger thi.ngs, lo.st boys, and riv.erdale. i am also not willing interact with people who use problematic face claims for their muses. oh and if you whitewash or genderbend muses, stay away.

007 : BASIC RP ETTIQUE.         basic rp ettique ya know, don't metagame, godmode, etc.

008 : ACTIVITY.         i'm gonna be very honest my activity will be sporadic on here as i'm working a part time job, living with my husband, dealing with my chronic migraines, and also just generally get overstimulated. so, just please understand there will be spurts in activity.

[valkyriexo]

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾Late night thoughts 006☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

"Look at me." Chan x Reader

note: Requested fluff<3

The door clicks shut behind you, muffling the distant hum of the city. The moment you step inside, the first thing you do is sigh, heels kicked off haphazardly as you set the gleaming trophies on the entryway table. The weight of the night is still settling on your shoulders—so many awards, so many people congratulating you, and yet... deep down, a small voice whispers that maybe you don’t deserve it.

What if people were just being nice? What if they expect more from you now—more than you can give?

What if you disappoint them?

The thoughts claw at you, wrapping around your chest, making it hard to breathe. You stare at the gleaming trophies sitting on the entryway table, but instead of pride, all you feel is doubt.

And before you even realize it, you’re sinking into it—into the familiar spiral of not enough, not enough, never enough—

Then suddenly, warmth.

Strong arms wrap around you from behind, firm and grounding, pulling you close against a steady heartbeat.

"Nope," Chan says, voice firm but so gentle, as if he knows exactly where your mind was headed. "None of that."

You let out a soft laugh, though it wobbles at the edges. "What?"

He doesn’t let you go. Instead, he holds you tighter, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. "Not tonight. Not ever."

He turns you in his arms, hands cupping your face as his thumbs brush your cheeks. His eyes—warm, full—hold so much emotion it makes your breath hitch. "I know you," he murmurs. "I saw it in your face every time they called your name. Like you couldn’t believe it was real." His grip tightens, yet its still gentle. "But it is real. And you deserve every single second of it."

Your gaze drops, overwhelmed. "I just... I don’t know.."

Chan makes a sound—part disbelief, part something achingly tender—before suddenly scooping you up, ignoring your startled squeak. He carries you straight to the couch, sitting down with you cradled in his lap like it’s where you belong. His hands find yours, lacing your fingers together. "Look at me."

You do.

"Do you have any idea how insanely proud I am of you?" His voice is so full of love, so earnest, it nearly breaks you. "Like, I swear, I thought my heart was gonna explode watching you up there. You are amazing. No—" He shakes his head, eyes shining, "—you are more than just that."

You open your mouth, wanting to argue, to tell him that maybe it was all a mistake, that maybe people just had their expectations too high—but Chan doesn’t let you. He shakes his head before you can even speak, his hands warm and steady against your cheeks.

“Nope,” he says again, softer this time, his thumbs brushing against your skin. “I know that look. I know exactly what you’re about to say, and I’m not letting you.”

Your breath stutters. “But Chan, what if—”

“There is no what if.” His voice is firm, but his eyes are so gentle, so unbearably full of love that it makes your chest ache. “You didn’t just get lucky. You worked for this. I saw you.” His fingers curl slightly, like he’s trying to will his belief into you. “I saw every late night, every time you doubted yourself and kept going anyway. I saw you fight for this.”

You swallow hard, blinking up at him. “But five awards in on—”

“No buts,” he cuts in, pulling you into him like he’s afraid you’ll slip away. His lips press against your forehead, lingering there as he whispers, “You are incredible.” Another kiss, this time at your temple. “You are brilliant.” His arms tighten, his voice almost breaking with how much he means it. “And I am so, so, so proud of you.”

Something in you crumbles. The tension, the doubts, the weight of your own mind...it all shatters in the warmth of his love.

You clutch at his hoodie, pressing your face against his chest, and suddenly, you don’t feel so small anymore.

He just holds you, swaying the two of you slightly, his heartbeat steady against your ear. “I wish you could see yourself the way I do,” he murmurs. “You’d never doubt yourself again.”

You sniffle, letting yourself melt into him completely. “I love you.”

His breath catches, and then he’s laughing softly, full of something warm and endless. “I love you more.”

The trophies still sit on the table, gleaming in the soft glow of your home, but now—wrapped up in his arms, his love drowning out the voices in your head—you finally let yourself believe you earned them.

And with Chan by your side, you know you always will.

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[sweetheartsaku]

♡ soobin & y/n's dossiers.

dossier; a collection of documents about the same topic. dossiers are typically meant to provide comprehensive, detailed information about a subject. the subject either being yn ln, or choi soobin. 🌷

✿ contents :

— [ I ] file 001 ; when we had first met in fall ☆ [ y.ln ]

— [ II ] file 002 ; another lovesong abt u [ y.ln ] + [ c.sb ]

— [ III ] file 003 ; ' what are you listening to? ' [ y.ln ]

— [ IV ] file 004 ; i love his jumper.. [ y.ln ]

— [ V ] file 005 ; its really her. [ c.sb ]

— [ VI ] file 006 ; ive never met someone like her.. [ c.sb ]

— [ VII ] file 007 ; the ☾all at midnight [ c.sb ]

— [ VIII ] file 008 ; we could be more than that [ c.sb ]

— [ IX ] file 009 ; the sakuras bloom ✿

— [ X ] file 010 ; finding all the right words.. [ c.sb ]

— [ XI ] file 011 ; when they drifted

— [ XII ] file 012 ; february 14th ♡

✿ dates :

started ; 12 / 02 / 23

ended ; tba.

✿ taglist : [ open ! ]

@iweneyy @kswlosver @openingssequence @ihrtgyu @soobin-chois @impureperhaps

✿ note :

sakuras bloom in many places, so you can imagine this smau/dossier anywhere! the songs referenced are the glue song, lovesong and apple cider!! i was gonna put soren n' cologne, but it js doesnt match yk [cri] more chapters may be added if people are interested.. also, im gonna try post once every 3-4 days!!!

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[abracadavra]

✨ 🔮 👻 🧙🏼‍♀️

MUN INFO.

name/alias: azu. age: 21+. pronouns: he / him. timezone: ( mst ) gmt -7:00. discord: available upon request ! little trivia fact about yourself: i’ve been a massive pokémon fan since it came out in the usa... and i don’t see that changing anytime soon, to be honest. oh, and i also do drag and am naturally a huge fan of r*paul’s drag race. if you are, too, tell me all ab your fav queens! i’d looove to hear all about that!

CHARACTER INFO.

character name: ( 황미도 ) hwang mido. stage name: ( 루체 ) luce. age: 24, born 1997.02.21. zodiac sign: ☼ pisces, ☾ leo, ↑ gemini. group/band/position: solo_04.

info links or quick points about your character: bio & profile.

001.  when creating hwang mido, i took a lot of inspiration from a girl i once worked with for a winter. though we didn’t know one another for long, i’ve always been really inspired by her, and she’s genuinely one of the coolest people i’ve ever met. aside from that, there’s a dash of luna lovegood personality-wise, and the rest is mostly just me filling in any gaps. she’s a dreamy mystic who loves talking to people, asking weird questions, ignoring boundaries, and living her witchy fantasy. she’s a muse i’m really excited to watch grow during the writing / plotting process!

002.  she grew up in gurye county, south korea, but spent a lot of time in namwon, too, so she considers both of them her hometown. her grandparents are pansori performers, and she was constantly in attendance, so that’s where she first began to admire music and the performing arts in general. today, she utilizes the storytelling of pansori but adds a modern twist—focusing more on heartfelt lyrics and simplicity rather than over-the-top production value / technically strong vocals.

* tw,  parental dealth, mental illness, suicide.

003.  unbeknownst to her at the time, her mother suffered from postpartum psychosis after birth, and only a few months into her newborn’s life, she left this realm and entered the wild, expansive cosmos. her decision obviously devastated family and friends, but it also made them feel shameful due to how she chose to make her exit. mido’s family decided to keep everything a secret for many years.

004.  when a classmate’s mother let it slip that that’s what happened to her, kids at school began to alienate her. they called her cursed, a witch, and a demon—literally believing that being her friend would lead to their deaths, too. middle and high school weren’t easy, and she grew to resent her family after finding out about her mother in the hallways at school, of all places. she still deals with that trauma.

005.  she “ran away” from gurye when she was nineteen; not bothering to finish high school. she’d made friends online via soundcloud after posting some covers there. they convinced her to move to seoul and steep herself in the indie music scene. she heeded their advice. it was hard at first. she gave tarot readings curbside and busked for a long time before finding a lover ( possible connection ! ) who took her under their wing and truly helped her find her footing in the city.

006.  when she’s in love, she dissolves into her partners; often mirroring their interests and changing herself in order to be more desirable to them. she does with friends, too. she likes to consider herself adaptable and interchangeable, but it can definitely read as artificial, or like she’s trying too hard. all the bullying she faced gave her a desperate need to fit in, so she does all she can to do just that.

* tw, infidelity, drug and alcohol use / abuse.

007.  remember the lover from two points up ? yeah, she cheated on them a few different times, and also would get really messy at the clubs in hongdae. she was so new to all of it; having been so sheltered in a small town as a kid. she loves feeling good and having a good time, and she hates confrontation / making people upset, so she’d say yes to everything. she really loves the highs that drugs give her, the buzz alcohol creates, and the pleasure sex brings. she’s indulgent in that way.

008.  she hasn’t spoken to her lover and their mutual friends in ages, and took time away to sorta reflect on the mess she created / the mess she became, and invested time into herself by making a living at a saju café, improving her music-making capabilities, and remaining as sober as possible. however, after a mixtape of hers created ripples online, she’s started live sets in hongdae and is terrified that she’ll run into her old crowd, but is adamant on trying to make her dreams come true.

plots or any development you’d like to see for your character:

001.  the main plot point i’d love to explore is the dynamic between mido and her ex-lover, and if they’re not within this rp, dealing with their mutual friends / people who were aware of the falling out they all had would be dooope ngl. i left the gender of the person flexible as she’s bisexual and loves all people of all identities, so literally anyone can inquire about it! the relationship took shortly after she arrived in seoul and it turned romantic over time, but pretty quickly all things considered. specific years would be ~2016 to ~2018-ish.

002.  branching off from number 001, she cheated on this person towards the mid-to-end of their relationship with a few different people, so those connections are open too. any gender and pretty much any age so long as we’re comfy! infidelity is involved, so only inquire if that is something you’re okay with exploring / writing. totally understand if not! note, they didn’t have to have sex. it could’ve been lots of making out / emotional cheating, too.

003.  as she’s a mess who needs a little “supervision” despite being a grown ass woman, i would looove to have an individual who’s more of a benevolent / good influence on her. as she’s trying really hard to remain sober now that she’s entered the indie scene again, they’d be a shoulder for her to lean on when times get rough. she’d do her best to be there for them, too. she’s flawed, but a good friend.

004.  opposite of above, some bad influences that encourage her to take a shot or smoke some weed or drop some lsd would be pretty cool, too, just to fuck things up a little. it’ll be a lot for her to dip her toes into those waters again, but the temptation’s high and she’s one of those people that’s easily led, so...

005.  general connections like friends, enemies, friends-with-benefits, collaborators, etc. are always encouraged, too. i find that these connections are easier to build in plotting so while i have nothing specific to offer, i’m up for any ideas depending on the muses / their chem! i like the idea of collaborator / fwb blend, or even friends from her past who didn’t like her giving her a second chance, or literally whatever else fits. just gimme, gimme, gimme all of it! ♡♡♡

[deviiancetv]

☾ blanche et noire ☽ // R&L Entry 006

Life can be seen through many fog filled lenses. Blurry and visionless. Without color, without meaning. We try to live our lives like an aesthetic. Only showing the light and never the darkness. We conceal our true emotions in the shadows

Nous sommes noire, nous sommes blanche

Life can have meaning behind the curtains. A small pinch of light comes through the cloak of darkness. We live life in black, See things in white, As we walk the gray line of purgatory.

Nous sommes des deux côtés du spectre