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Despite my previous post… I think I’m gonna give TikTok a final chance now that it’s officially over (thank the stars).

I’m just gonna be posting my art, poetry, quotes and such just to promote myself and my artistry. Might as well benefit from the app’s rotting carcass

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There are a lot of things that hurt and, tonight breathing is one of them.

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“Sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger.”

— Fall Out Boy, Miss Missing You

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This is exactly how life has been feeling for me lately.

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Haven’t been in the best of mood lately. Life is feeling like such a blur and not in the best ways. I don’t feel as enthusiastic about things, and creating hasn’t come to me as easily as it has.

I’m trying to write this oneshot and as soon as I start working on it I get distracted or disinterested. I’ve been trying to get back into sketching, and everything I’ve sketched out just doesn’t look as great as I would like for it to be. And I have two videos I want to create, but I’ve barely even started working on them. It feels like I haven’t had the time to really do anything lately.

Working at jobs I’m not interested in, trying to survive in this economy, and my relationship with my mom isn’t always the best given she’s partially the reason we’re in such a bad situation right now. I yearn to travel out of my city, or even my state just for a few weeks, make some new friends I can hang out with, and maybe find a lover I can obsess over even if it’s short lived. I just want to experience and explore life without any inhibitions.

I just — I don’t even know what I’m doing in life anymore, man. I might not keep this up for long or I’ll make it private, but I just had to get this off my chest.

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The Eye of Gaia // Gifts From The Stars

My first piece, is Earth, our homeworld, our Mother. The name Gaia has always been synonymous to Earth like Terra is. The eye of Mother Nature depicts what she sees, the Earth and moon in its waning gibbous phase, and the dark blue universe surrounding us with small stars scattered around. She’s covered by plants, grass, vines and leaves, as they surround her eye, paying more attention to the focus being her. She is Earth and Earths soul is her.

Eyes are the key to the soul. Don’t mess with the soul. Don’t mess with Mother Nature (Gaia).

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There’s a world full of beauty within you. Vast landscapes of greenery, oceans deep of blue mystery organic beings that roam, to call your body, your temple their ‘home’.

You’re existence is one that most disregard, chanting vile incantations like the wicked strum of a bard.

But within you, is beauty & creation, destruction & death, a rebirth of old nations. From the eyes of a human, to the soul of Gaia

You are loved & appreciated from the moon to the stars, beyond the heavens & past Mars.

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Gifts From The Stars (Art Series)

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Modern society is VERY unforgiving. You can make a mistake, say something stupid at a time in your youth, or even do something socially deplorable and people will hold you upside down on a stake with your face to the fire and a rifle aimed at your chest no matter what you do.

I can’t stand the way society is at times, it just makes me realize how negative and puritan people claim to be (especially in online spaces). Yes, hold people accountable!!! But forcing accountability and then continuing to mention or punish people for their wrongdoings after they’ve shown growth or evolved in their beliefs is a bit much. In no way does doing that make you a better and more acceptable person.

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This is exactly how I feel working in the retail industry… I’m not built for this shit

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I love this X-Men 97 series. I never watched the original (and don’t plan on it cause of how dated the animation was), but this series actually fills you in on what’s really going on and what new viewers may have missed. Especially with introducing a new character to the series, like Sunspot.

I think a major reason for why I like this show is because of how similar some things are to a story I’m working on, with a young non-superhero kid who’s obsessed with superhero’s and gets to train and live with a superhero family. I’m not gonna spoil to much of it cause I don’t want yall to steal the concept but it’s very inspired by X-Men, and even Teen Titans.

I hope the MCU can get these characters right because this series is actually fantastic!!

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“But I'm a lover of all kinds of art. And I just can't stick to one thing. I guess I could if I made myself, but I’d always be looking the other way, for other things.” ~ Unknown

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“Fix the broken child in you, so you don’t break the child that came from you.” ~ Unknown