#☢ ╼ i'mma ghost ( ooc )

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Sorry for being so quiet. I've been depressed and sleeping a lot. Today is going to be a rough day for me. I'll be outside the house for hours with little time to relax. (Those who know me, know I barely leave my house once a day. I'm leaving it three times today. Send help.) But I am going to try catch up on my ims and plotting and stuff. Again, I'm so sorry.

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sorry i've been in my depression hole and hiding on discord. it doesn't mean I love ya'll any less. I've just been dealing with some stuff. but I will try to be back soon. <3

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Like I was looking through the ghoul fallout tag, and people thirst over every ghoul but beatrix. and im like man am i the only one? look at her. Ophelia thinks she's so neat.

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me starring at all the posts that say lucy can't shoot. and needs cooper to teach her.

girl can shoot???? she doesn't need anyone to teach her??? she is capable on her own????

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sorry if i'm slow tonight. something happened that really caused me to doubt myself. and I just feel weird and am lowkey crying.

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Thank you to all those who have been checking on me. I am still struggling pretty bad. To make matters worse my glasses broke and I've basically taped them together. I'm blind without them. Idk, I just can't get out of this hole I'm in and I'm sorry.

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i just saw a lucy fic where she didn't know what a commie was.

and i'm just starring at it like, LUCY IS AN AMERICAN HISTORY TEACHER!?!?

SHE WOULD KNOW WHAT A COMMIE IS!?!? WHAT!?!?

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thinking of making this a tri-muse and adding lee moldaver, thoughts, opinions?

also making a yes man sideblog this weekend.

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real life health update:

so i went to the doctors. the reason behind my current emotional instability and depression has been officially due to my medicine change. withdrawal from the medication they are getting me off of can take up to three weeks (rip). and the new medicine they put me on hasn't really kicked in yet. so i'm just kind of stuck in a blah spot. my doctor recommended trying to stick it out since i'm not a harm to myself or others. so no mental hospital for now. thank you to all those who checked in on me and offered advice and help and support. i'm really the luckest gal in the world.

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ever nap for hours and still feel tired?

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Look at what I just impulse bought.

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i wanted to say thank you for those who have stuck with me during my depression week. It really means a lot. i love you guys.

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i have like one rule, i really give a shit about. it's that if you unfollow me softblock/hard block me. it's really not that hard. and quite frankly disrespectful.

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my pride month headcanons:

lucy is bisexual/pansexual with no particular lean. but she does have more experience with men due to circumstance and upbringing.

ophelia i wouldn't know what to define as bc she is attracted to any being that can consent. human? mutant? ghoul? synth? ghost? robot? can you consent? she's probably attracted.

lee is a lesbian. who is obsessed with rose. if she could be rosexual she would be.