#☽ ——「αℓι¢єιη мιѕσησ」 / ❛ i am going to leave this garden of eden .

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❝    this feels like some sort of treacherous plot  .    ❞    /    @ofsavior​ ♡ 'ed

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❝   what  aren’t  you  telling  me ?   ❞

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@kyukicho​ liked for a starter

𝐀𝐍 𝐎𝐃𝐃 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐈𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐏𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐃 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐀 𝐓𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐋 𝐖𝐀𝐕𝐄  —   emotions he had a difficulty identifying  ,   when amethyst hues final met with hazel shades  .   once upon a time  ,   he found himself consumed with ire  .   now he was not so sure anymore  .   maybe it was a mixture of determination  ,   hope   ,  and a hint of sorrow   &   regret  ,   for needing this long to uncover the truth of the past  .   eyebrows arched  ,  wrinkled and words wouldn’t form as thoughts ran through his mind .  misono could feel his heart hammering in his chest with urgency as a bird fighting to escape its cage  .   and in the blink of an eye  ,   there was only calmth  .   ❝   quite some time has passed  ,   huh  ?   we have been waiting for you to come home  .   i  —    i have been wishing to talk with you  .   ❞ 

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@truethes​ liked for a starter

𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑  ,   arms crossed in front of his chest tainted by defiant cues to the movement  .   ❝   what did you just say  ?   ❞   a tinge of irritation coloured the tone of his voice  .   oh  ,   he had heard just fine the first time —  there was nothing wrong with his ears  ,   after all  .  amethysts gazed up at ocean hues  ;   the seated position didn’t make the comical difference in height any less obvious  . 

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Misono, do you miss Mikuni?

𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐓  ,   wordlessly staring off in the distance  .   memories of simpler times danced in his field of vision —  god  ,   did he miss those times  .   misono also remembered the years he had spent filled with ire  ,   angry with the course of action he had taken  .   only recently had he learned that the truth was far more complicated than he knew it to be and it had filled his heart with remorse  .   ❝    of course i do  .   but one day  ,   i will see him again  ,   even if i were to need moving mountains  .   ❞ 

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❝    we  can’t  tell  anyone .  not  until  we  know  for  sure .    ❞

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@ofsavior​ liked for a starter

𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐖 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇𝐒 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐔𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍  .   the norms and values that had once structured his life turned out to be beautiful lies  .   to protect him from the cruelties that   were tied to his very existence  ,   he was told  ,   because he was still a kid  .   acceptance and forgiveness had come easy  ;   he was loved and thinking rationally  ,   it wasn’t really anyone’s fault  .   as time went by piece by piece the puzzle came together and now he was not so sure anymore   —     the answers he got  ,   gave rise to another swarm of questions  .   What else was being kept from his in the name of conserving his youthful innocence  ,   cushioning his weak disposition  .   kamiyas approach offered him a sense of equality his father never could  ,   even after all what happened  ,   and he was grateful for that  .   misono shifted in his seat  ,   black knight folded between thumb and index finger  ,   hazy eyes starring off in the distance  .   his focus on the game had lost to the enormity of their current situation  .    ❝    what do you think to be the reason for my brother’s actions  ?   i never got the chance to return the question .   ❞