#♡ ❞ 𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬

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I've seen a few people talk about it so I decided to try wuthering waves... it's downloading now. ughh, I try to avoid gatchas and then .....I'm intrigued.

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A student placed a paper crown on my head and said I was queen of everything. .........so i am queen of everything.

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My favourite student: …. I love you 🥺… UH, I like you!!!!! Because you’re always kind and nice to me”

Ugh my hearttttt!

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As I mentioned, my last day of work is tomorrow! Activity will increase but I think… I may go on a bit of a soft blocking spree!

I just wanna keep those around that genuinely want to interact.

(I know Cissnei may not be the most interesting character to some and that’s okay!!!! )

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just a small psa but ... I'm going to be rather selective with romantic ships, just in general.

If we interact through threads and banters and it really builds up and we get along well ooc. I'm down.

however, I will not agree immediately.... just because... in my experience most that ask, aren't genuinely interested.

--- I also will not ship with anyone that is 'looking' for a cissnei writer... I'd prefer that someone wants to develop a thing because they like *My* portrayal.

.......I've uh ... had a couple people approach and it felt... like it was only because it was a 'cissnei blog' and they didn't really care about how I was writing her etc. jeirw

just throwing it out there...... I'm not against trying things but ...the effort has to be there and it won't be immediate. romance isn't my main priority anyway but -- I thought I'd still post this here jejfw

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Cissnei even when free, isn’t free … she’s only in Gongaga to make things right in her eyes.

She’s probably loved there but she’s also stuck in that promise she made to Zack.

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the one thing about fandoms is that..... a lot of people take fanon and hcs as 'Canon'

and reach just to 'prove' they are right ..... and if you disagree you're a bad person and UGHH....

I have passed on a lot of muses I'd like to write because I don't agree with the 'fanon' and fear I'll be attacked for my portrayal.

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Eeeee!

I got a new contract for September !!!!! I didn’t know until today !!!!

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Seeing as I’m off for two months starting on the 14th .. I’ll hold off on replies and then catch up with everything once my vacation starts ! I won’t feel as rushed (restricted by chores and a bedtime time limit etc haha )

So thank you for your patience! I WILL reply to everything. Nothing is dropped unless you want it dropped.

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Anyway, I gotta share this wild RP related story. years ago I started my first romantic ship with a friend.

which ended up making several people mad..... it wasn't because it was problematic ...it was fineee, it's just... they shipped those characters with their 'canon' love interests and didn't like that we... weren't going that route I guess?

.....those were just random strangers..... the most bizarre was that two people I considered friends were really .....mean / passive aggressive. One called me mediocre and said if I didn't like the canon .. don't ship at all? I was very ???? ...because they shipped non canon things. then they ignored me and like... I was really hurt... they were being really nasty for no reason.

thennn..... the other friend kept insulting my ship partner's portrayal and...kept reading our interactions together .... criticizing them.

......it turns out both these people liked me ooc and were jealous I was shipping with someone ...

biggest plot twist ever. anyway my ship partner was so sweet... bought two pet fish and named them after our shipped characters iwif

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I wanna show off my Ariel costume for tomorrow …. But should I? 😩

(I almost never post ooc images of myself )

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Cissnei is not the second option. If Zack ever approached her for a date after everything with Aerith.

She would politely decline.

Her first or nothing 😩

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Sinday hc . Cissnei can unhinge her jaw and swallow you whole from head to toe.

You die immediately and she is no longer hungry.

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I'm not sure who would be interested....but I made a blog for Lily from stellar blade.

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I am very dead haha, anemia is still being cruel to me! I napped again but my energy is pretty kapoot!

Hate this. Hopefully I’ll be able to write more during the week. 😩

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I had a dream a man was chasing me because he had a dentist appointment and thought I was his dentist. I was very distressed.

I woke up several times just to fall back into that dream.