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Which sad planet analogy are you?

Neptune is drifting away from the solar system .

You're tired of everything , you are so sick of everyone around you & nothing makes you feel better anymore . You don't find worth in staying this way , you want to leave everything , to go somewhere very far away where nobody knows your name , & maybe then you could finally be free .

Tagged by: Stole it from @gemkun !

Tagging: @prodigls @raytm @dupliciti @protcg @barxlupin @effigist @vulpesly @wingspiked

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what ghost haunts you?

the ghost of impurity.

you are covered in filth . you can feel it as another layer of skin that spreads over your body like a disease . you wish so much to be lovely , to be easy on the eyes , but something haunts you so closely that you are incapable of ever being human again . what wretched thing entered your life to stain you with such colours ? what was it that cut you open , what was it that kept the wound from closing ? you were the sacrificial lamb . you were thrown into the fire . it was emilie autumn who wrote , “ you robbed me of my life . i could’ve been human - i could’ve been alive , but you took my heart & murdered it . you made me into this . ”

Tagged by : Stole it from @raytm

Tagging : @barxlupin @prodigls @vulpesly @protcg @longerhuman @cloistress @spadilled @gemkun @theircurse @theladymuses @giftandguile

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𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄 .

Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse!

1. Victim Or Survivor, Citizen Soldier & Icon For Hire

I've got more skeletons than cemeteries hold, that made just living life feel like a funeral. The kind of traumatized no one will ever know, that made me fantasize about just letting go. Until I saved my soul, with what I can control. When it rains you can drown or you can be baptized, when you hit rock-bottom, you can cry or climb. Crutch or a crown, only you decide. Victim or survivor? Be born by the battle or just wave a white flag, deciding not to die, that might be all you have. You can make that choice or you can be your past. Victim or survivor?

2. Vices, MOTHICA

Feel like I’m just passing by. It’s not love, it’s just a guy, & it's got me feeling right for the night. But in the morning, when he's gone, I'm alone with all my thoughts, so I gotta drink 'em up 'til I'm numb & ooh, it's never enough. Pass me the cup, got nowhere to run, so pour me another one. I'm taking it all, I'm getting lost. I'm making a fool of myself with all these vices. I really don't know why I'm like this, & I just don't care what the price is. 'Cause I need these vices, oh-oh-oh. If it’s not drugs it’s drinks, if it’s not drinks it’s things, if it’s not things it’s people, places I don’t wanna be, these vices. I don't sleep too much these days & I hate being awake when the sun's out. Lock my door & shut the blinds, they can't see my bloodshot eyes, I got habits I can't hide in the light & ooh , it's never enough. Pass me the cup, got nowhere to run. So pour me another one. I'm taking it all, I'm getting lost, I’m making a fool of myself with all these vices.

3. Poltergeist, Corpse Husband & Omen XIII

Cross my heart & hope to die, I can’t fucking sleep at night. Blew up for the thousandth time, guess I’m always ‘lucky’ right? Pop some shit, then fall behind, I jump the gun & take what's mine. Looking like you seen a ghost, moving like a poltergeist! I'm like, "Wait, what's his name?" I'm like, "Huh, what'd he say, bitch?" I don't want your two cents, you ain't even paid, bitch. We are not the same, I dropped out in seventh grade, bitch. Came up from the grave, fuck everything you claim, bitch. I don't sleep, I'm a freak, when I wake up, I see concrete. Risk my life on concrete, it’s too hard to starve me. Feast, feast, feast, feast! All I see is options, everyone’s got problems, anyone’s a target ( fuck my life ). Can't pay the price 'cause I bet it, thinking ahead, I expect to see dead ends. Count money, count blessings & tuck you a weapon. Somebody knows something you don't, can't be guessing. Where I'm from, we don't think about tomorrow, keep two fingers crossed, nothing is promised. Nobody knows how I feel when I go out, that’s what I learned, 'cause I came from the bottom!

4. Debt Collector, Jhariah

It's all catching up to you now, hope you can run. 'Cause soon your past will come and drag you, down, down. You scammed your way into heaven, 'til the angels realize you're not one of them. Here comes the debt collector, seems you owe him again. Dollars & coins can't cut your cheque this time around. Here comes the debt collector, & you owe him again. Kind words & lies won't save your head, this time around, 'round, 'round. Gravedigger. Cordial killer. Your payment is due, they're looking at you. We’ve done what we can, it's out of our hands, sooner or later, it comes back again.

5. Live Fast Die Young, Hollywood Undead

Here in the city, where the sun beats down on the streets, my demons talking to me, & they're just trying to eat. Sunset's pretty when the waves crash down at my feet. Ain't this life so sweet? Cruising a hundred & three. I'm in my fast lane, I'm moving rapid, & it's do or die, you need to catch back up, man. I'll never slow down, just like a ghost town. James Dean, curtain call, silver screen showdown. I'd rather burn out than fade away, living day to day. I was born an outcast, but who are they to say, what I do is wrong, & I keep moving on? You might choke on these words, but you sing along. So if your heart stops or your hands tied, be the rainfall, cause a landslide, & if they condescend, then something's wrong with them. I've been off, now I'm on again.

I just wanna live while the feeling's there, a hundred on the highway, put the top down, feel the air, kill the snare. Life's a movie, we're the directors. We're the star, don't bother us, no time for the lectures. Many memories, I wouldn't trade for the planet. Life is short, I never take it for granted. God, take me now, in the place that I'm standing. I got no regret, & that's the way that I planned it. I know you all will remember me in pages of history. Oh no, no, maybe we were born to die young. Live fast, then we die young. Live fast, then we die young. We live fast, then we die young.

It's never been in my faith to run, I was born to chase the sun. Mama always told me I was like no one. But I'll know when the time comes. It's never been in my faith to run. I was born to chase the sun. Mama knew I wouldn't be here for long & I'll smile when the time comes.

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Tagging: @barxlupin, @gemkun, @finalism & idk I only did this because @fortifice peer pressured me.

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What flavour is your soul?

Honey

“ Sugared mel e lingua serpentis . ” Sugared honey from a serpent's tongue . Oh dearest , look how you gleam . How the sunlight dances off your shoulders , how the heavens shine across your wingtips . But you are hollow , hollow , hollow . Even the taste of nectar can choke a man . Sometimes the sweetest flowers hide the sharpest poison . You lie to yourself , the worst lie of all . You needn't be so obsessed with perfect . The greatest beauty lies in our faults . Do you think the moon apologizes for their mara ? No , their craters add to their glow . My dear , breathe . You are not an island , breathe , before the honey drowns you . You wish to be lovely , you long to be loved . But did Aphrodite trade her powers for perfection ? She did not . You can be beautiful , & also whole . Be whole above anything else dear . A heart of diamonds is worth nothing if inchor oozes from it . Inward . Look within & question how well do you know yourself ? Little petal are you trying to be a god ? Why ? Can a god bloom from sullen soil ? No . You are whole as you are .

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Tagging : I apologize in advance for this ya’ll . @fortifice @gemkun ( Ratio! ), @dupliciti @protcg ( Stelle! ) @barxlupin ( Leblanc! ), @vulpesly ( Yanqing! ), @crimsonbesotted @finalism @ofscalesanddatabanks @sciamachys @spadilled @wingspiked

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Lose yourself in a dream .

— Bravery .

You’ve hardened a shell around the person that you used to be . There was only so much you could take until you needed to gain control , change the only thing you could . You might think there's only a yolk left inside , but there's so much more . In the corners & in the crevices , there's pieces of you that you never got to meet .

I promise that little kid is still in there .

Things will get better because you're good at breaking through things . So keep yourself together , yeah ? That little kid still hasn't seen the rest of the world yet .

Tagged: N/A I’m just a masochist apparently

Tagging: the HSR crew & then I’ll leave you alone & actually try to write today LOL. @gemkun @barxlupin @dupliciti @ephemyrals @wingspiked @prodigls @raytm @vulpesly @protcg

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Which tragic character from Ancient Greek literature are you?

Answer the questions the way you think your muse would, post the results & tag friends to do the same!

— Orestes .

You are Orestes from the Oresteia by Aeschylus , & you are haunted by a cycle of pain . You try your hardest to be a better person , but sometimes you wonder if you will stop feeling trapped by your past . You have a strong sense of justice , you are quick to protect & defend those you love , & you are not afraid to compromise your morals if that means you are settling the score . Eventually though , the consequences of your deeds will catch up to you , but that's okay , because sometimes looking your ugliness right in the eye is the greatest release .

Tagged by: N/A I had the link saved lmao.

Tagging: *cracks knuckles* @barxlupin @prodigls @raytm @protcg @dupliciti @raytm @vulpesly @spadilled @ephemyrals @gemkun @wingspiked @starspurn @theircurse

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Which Symbolic Fruit Are You?

Kakavasha~

Clementine

In Chinese culture , clementines , known for their bright orange , waxy exterior , were symbolic of gold , & by extension , wealth , good fortune & abundance . Trees that bear clementines ( or mandarins , as they're also known as ) are often used to decorate the thresholds of Chinese households as a sign of good luck & prosperity .

As lucky as Clementines may be , so are you & those around you . With a sunny disposition , & a knack for seeing the best in everyone , & the good in the world around you , you’re someone who believes that the glass is always half full . Things can always be worse , & they will always get better , one way or another ! Like the vibrant clementines , you're known for bringing light to those who need it , & always bringing laughter to your friend group . However , such a bright exterior can sometimes hide a deep & lingering sadness . Remember : even the light sometimes has to dim , & even the sun has to set . Don't worry ; it'll always come back .

Aventurine~

Pomegranate

The pomegranate is most famously attributed to the Greek goddess , Persephone . Though versions of the story differ : with some of them saying that Persephone was tricked into eating the pomegranate seeds , in order for her to become trapped in the underworld , & some saying she willingly chose to eat the seeds .

Pomegranate's have a hard exterior that is tough to crack . Your hard shell is a natural protectant & keeps you safe from those that only wish to use you . Internally you are rich with bounties . You believe in living your life passionately & vibrantly . The idea of surrendering to a fate of being confined to anything , whether it be a relationship , a job , or family dynamic where you are not happy & lack agency is a terrifying prospect . It is fears like this which also prevent you from opening up & showing vulnerability to those around you . However , like the pomegranate whose seeds sparkle like gemstones , you hide inside you incredible beauty that only the most worthy deserve to see .

Tagged by: @gemkun ( TY! ♥️ )

Tagging: Anyone who hasn’t done this yet since I rolled up late to the party lol.