#✧ ⥼ ㅤ— ㅤ❝ i'm sorry. i'm sorry. this may be me at my best. ╱​ about.

[flintstruck]

SONG CHALLENGE.

share at least five songs that you associate or remind you of your muse.

good enemy by pvris fight no longer by demur numb the pain by clarx nothing to lose but you by three days grace play with fire by sam tinnesz

flint's playlist is still in development so these songs will probably change over time but i enjoyed this a lot. tagged by: @arlquin tagging: @adenial, @confluxium (hati), @abyshal, @ndhoggr, @inundatae, @primalvessel

[tokkiwrites]

FAWN HEART, PART ONE : The night's desire.

dark!joel miller x f!reader

summary: After a few months of being together, you move in with your boyfriend, 'Adam'. His landlord, Joel Miller, takes a special liking to you.

tags: murder, stalking, spying, mention of abuse, mention of blood, violence, age gap, vulnerable reader, stalker joel, mentions of abusive relationship, pet names, she/her pronouns (let me know if i missed anything.)

ㅤ↪ㅤtokki's ۫ 𐑺 𝚜𝚞ׂ𝚐𝚊𝚛 ࣭ note ˑ ⌕ ࣭ ּ ➭ staring my first series ever !! of course, I will continue it only if this first part does well ( so no spice for now!! ). for now, we're starting off a bit mild, & I'm leaning more on the double storylines . this is short with only 1.5k words, but it's a little gift since i was gone for so long. sorry if it sucks! remember, requests are opened, and your feedback matters the most to me 🐰

【commencing】 : a heart as soft as the embrace of spring. She welcomed everyone with open arms, seeing the best in people, and never turned anyone away, no matter the pain. Her kindness boundlessㅡ she gave without expecting anything in return. But this gentle nature often left her defenseless. she continued to believe in the goodness of others, her fawn heart resilient and unwavering, oblivious to those trampling on it. her fawn heart, her weakness.

「may 04th ㅡ O2:08 AM」

he didn't know her. didn't deserve her. the nerve he had saying he loved her when he doesn't know what love is...he doesn't know what kind of love she needed.

so when he left for work every night, her true love would sneak in. Joel wasn't the romantic type, but for her, he'd do it all. he'd sit there, watching her sleep, staring as her soft lips puffed out when she took her shallow breaths as she slept - how her lashes laid so perfectly onto her cheeks.. that's all he could do - stare. no touching. It killed him. how that asshole could do all that he pleased to her and how she would accept almost nothing in return.

she was sweet. bitterly. her soft, gaze a testament to the trials she's been through. she could've had so much more, yet she chose this moron. Joel couldn't understand why? not just why she chose that - but why everything when it came to her. why? everything about her, she was an enigma. when Joel first set eyes on her, that's all he could think of. why? and how? how could he have lived so long without his angel by his side.

that was 6 months ago. Tonight, it's a little less cold outside- its may, and the summer smell fills the air, as branches sway next to the window in a tireless dance. cars sound in the distance, as late night chatter of the streets fill Joel's ears and her scent his nose. drowning - suffocating him in the anticipation that maybe for one night he'd have her. he never wanted to scare her - to hurt her. she's precious, a porcelain statuette he had to have. Joel was adamant. kissing her only with his gaze, he got up only as the moon kissed the sun goodbye, and the chickadees started their long-awaited song.

「june17th ㅡ O8:42 PM」

late again. he's always late, letting her wait with no sign for hours. it was his birthday, not that Joel cared, but the thin walls provided him with utmost soundㅡ any and all sounds.

she was crying, and he didn't want to budge in making it weird for her, but his heart twisted when he knew she wasted tears on a shit-head like Adam.

but he let his heart get the best of him, and maybe, just maybe, this was the moment when he let his heart dictate, and she finally realizes that she's better than that. better than Adam. Better for Joel. He makes his way to the apartment next door, thinking if he should be honest with her or make up a lame excuse like late payment on utilities or donations for a new front door. He knocked twice, his palms sweaty. This girl made him feel all giddy like a teenager again, heart racing, his dreams full of her. The door cracks open, revealing just half of her red, puffy face with make-up pushed around.

"Y-yesㅡ"

"Hey, there, Iㅡ is everything alright, fawn darling?" his eyes furrow, a weight settling down in his stomach. he couldn't stand seeing her like this. her eyes finally reach his, a glint of gratitude glimmering within them. "hi, Mr.Miller. I'm fine justㅡ" she sighs. "Adam bailed on me.. again!" she tries to laugh it off, wave it as a joke, but the pain in her spirit is apparent. "Sorry if i was, you know... crying too loud. I'll keep it down -"

"fawn...darlin', you know-" Joel's gaze softened "you know you can always come to me if you ever need a shoulder to cry on. As corny as that sounds, 'm all here for ya." looking down at her, he dares not break eye contact.

"Thank you, Mr.Miller.."

"I told you to call me Joel, didn't I?" he tsks, straightening his back. "I feel too old when you call me mister.." Joel admits, in a playful manner. "Got it. Joel." How it rolls off her tongue like honey. how he wants to lick off every drop and indulge into her like the powerful drug she is, so deeply coursing through his being, wishing he'd hear her scream his name underneath him one day. "Right, so- if you ever want anythin'.." he scratches his rough beard. "I'm one door away."

"Thank you, Joel." she steps out barefoot, throwing herself into Joel's arms, hugging him whilst her sweet perfume envelopes them both. Joel breathes inㅡ so close. At last, the hug is broken, and she scurries back inside, leaving Joel stuck in his fantasy.

"My sweet fawn."

「july 3rd ㅡ OO:35 AM」

"Why so hostile, little bird? I thought you liked it when i touched you like this.. a little rough." he rasped, voice scratching at her chest like a knife. "Adam, you're drunk. let's justㅡ get inside." she manages to huff out as her palms lay flat on Adam's chest, pushing him away. "Baby- c'mon, be a doll."

"stop, Adamㅡ stop!" you could hear the frustration in her voice, and the tears that were brimming at the corners of her eyes, threatening to fall.

he couldn't just stand there and witness this. he'd regret it forever, unquestionably. " 's everything alright here?" Joel tries to play it cool. He doesn't want to let off too muc. Hee doesn't want it to escalateㅡ for her to get hurt.

" Mr.Millerㅡ"

"Yeah, none of your business, man. Just leave, okay?" Adam scoffs, staring down the hallway where he heard Joel's voice, thinking to himself,'what this old geezer was doing up so late'. "careful, boy. don't want ya to hurt your pretty lady, ok? just makin' sure everything is -"

"yeah, i fucking said everything is alright, so mind your fucking business, dude!" he spat "Jesus, man." Joel does nothing but smile. Does this Adam guy know what he has gotten himself into? Surely not.

He stretches his neck, making it crack as he takes one step closer to where the couple was. By this time, she was already starting to panic, soft pleads leaving her mouth as that jerk held onto her frame, shaking it up whilst he threw rude remarks towards Joel.

"Let go of her, boy."

"Fuck outta here, old ass. Don't make me come to you, I'm not nice when I'm drunk."

"Oh, I know." Joel promptly comes closer so that only a part of his face is visible by the light of the moon shining through the large window.

"Adam, let's just -"

"Quiet, bitch!" With a swift turn, Adam managed to deliver a harsh backhanded slap to her head, the pounding pain sending her a few steps back, right into the wall. "See, if you weren't here I would've gotten some pussy tonight. But you had to show up." Adam laughs, shaking his hand to recover from the hit. "You a knight in shining armor, or what?"

"You apologize to her, before I rip your fucking legs off and shove them up your sorry ass." Joel was calm. he tried his hardest to not run towards her, embrace her in his tight armsㅡ but he had other plans for now.

"Spare me the threats, old man. one wrong move, and your whole body dislocates." Adam laughs hungrily, shoving joel. or at least attempting. " I don't even know why you care so much. This bitch was onto me the whole night, but when its time to finally get the dick she shys away." he raises his arm again, oblivious to the knife Joel had aimed straight to his jugular, all this time, impatiently thirsting over the thought of Adam's blood gushing onto him. At first Adam is confused, but as he catches a glimpse of Joel's dark grin in the moonlight he finally realizes― he'd been stabbed.

with one palm over his mouth, joel grabs Adam closer, the knife slitting further into his flesh, now reaching his ear.

"You gotta know how to respect your elders, boy." Joel sucks a sharp breath through his teeth, staring deep into Adams eyes as he retracts the knife and promptly shoves it right between his eyes, with enough force that you could hear a faint 'crunch' sound. "ㅡand your lady." In a failed attempt to reach for the girl that was frozen in place, Adams pathetically tries to grab onto her dress as he collapses to the ground.

everything is silent for a moment.

So she stood there, watching as the blood from the splayed body pooled at her feet, the only sounds bouncing off the walls that bathed in darkness were her short breaths and slow steps approaching to where she practically turned to stone.

"'s alright, baby fawn . he can't hurt you no more. i promise."

[plus-i-miss-you]

Oh, one more if that's okay! Yandere Haruka, Mikoto, and Orekoto with their darling prisoner gn!reader please. 👀👀 They're my faves, so...😆

▷ listening to:

"you're just too good to be true" (gn!reader)

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♪ note: ahaha, sorry for starting with your second request! i just suddenly got too inspired :'D i'm working on your first request, i swear! hope you like this one! (i feel like it came out way too cute/fluffy, but maybe that's just me)

♪ summary: yandere!haruka, mikoto and orekoto/john becoming obsessed with you, a fellow prisoner, because you're way too good for them and you make their lives better every day. congratulations, these guys are okay with doing literally anything for you and now es has to worry about them possibly trying to murder someone.

♪ warnings: general yandere themes and behavior, themes of obsession, unhealthy relationship dynamics, there's also some repetition in mikoto's part and a warning for possible themes of derealization in his part too, just in case and also mikoto and john may be slightly ooc here.

haruka sakurai.

♪ i imagine it'd be very easy for haruka to become.. a little bit possessive over someone he likes. it's actually scary just how little you have to do to make him become obsessed with you. seriously, just be nice to him. give him a warm smile every time he looks at you, never forget to say hi to him, praise him for even the simplest and tiniest things, and that's it, the boy won't be able to get you out of his head. he just doesn't understand why you're so kind to him. he also noticed that even though you're nice to others as well, it feels like you kinda give him.. special treatment, maybe? like, your smile is especially wide whenever you see him and you compliment him more often than others.. there's gotta be a reason for it, right?

♪ his obsession with you isn't that noticeable at first. in fact, haruka starts acting in a way that's maybe a little.. cute, even? like, he shyly asks if it's okay for him to sit next to you and when you nod, you can see literal sparkles in his eyes. and when you say how good he is at something, he stares at you for a moment and when you ask him what's wrong, it takes him a bit to respond and he laughs quietly while a drop of sweat runs down his cheek and he says he's just not used to hearing things like that. and when you begin to walk away, he suddenly stops you and asks:

"u-um, y/n!.. d-did you.. you know, uh.. really mean it?" 

and you have no idea that you're only encouraging him to go even more insane while turning back to him, smiling and saying yes.

♪ haruka will try so hard to spend even more time with you from now on. whenever everyone is eating, he always sits right next to you, if you're going somewhere, he's already following you, if you're talking about something, he will eagerly nod and agree with you, no matter what you say. someone like you just can't be wrong. honestly, he doesn't even have to think about anything when he's with you. he can just rely on you, right? he knows he's not the brightest person, but you will take good care of him, right? i mean, it's not like you have a choice.

♪ oh, but it doesn't mean that it will just be haruka depending on you for everything! if you need anything from him, please feel free to tell him! he can't make any promises, but he really will try his best to help you! he knows he's slow, he knows he's dumb, but if it's for you, he will try so hard to learn to do all the things you can't do yourself. just please, praise him for all his hard work. it's not such a high price, right? pat his head, call him a good boy, smile at him and only at him, say that you will always be by his side and that you will never, ever, ever leave him. hm? n-no, he did not just call you his mother right now. but he hopes you know that he's more than okay with killing someone for you or even himself if you so desire. again, he's not that smart, but he's strong, so you can trust him, he will take care of it!

mikoto kayano.

♪ .. it would take a LONG time for mikoto to realize that he likes you. yes, he had a girlfriend before according to his interrogation. yes, he's still a little slow when it comes to these things. yes. h-he just has so much on his mind, okay? also, you're just really nice and he enjoys your company a lot! there's nothing more to that, really! and no, he doesn't know what you're talking about, his face is definitely not red! maybe he just has a fever or something, he should go back to his cell, he doesn't want you to catch it, haha.. it's really hard to leave for some reason though. why can't he just take his eyes off you already?..

♪ he would try really hard to distract himself from thinking about you. maybe he should just go and talk to someone else!.. but for some reason hanging out with others isn't so fun anymore. he just can't get rid of those annoying thoughts. what do you think of him? do you like him? do you like him as a friend or in a different way? do you like somebody else? you don't, right? you don't, right? you don't you don't you don't- 

"o-oh, sorry, y/n, i kinda spaced out a little, haha. hm? i looked.. angry? come on, don't say such scary things~"

.. but he will still listen a lot more attentively whenever mahiru talks about love around you and you reply to her. 

♪ getting enough sleep is also basically impossible because of you now. whenever he closes his eyes, all he can see is you smiling, waving your hand, looking at him, getting a little too close to him.. and he immediately opens his eyes right after that because his heart starts beating way too fast, so fast that mikoto starts thinking that this is the end for him. w-wait, no, no, he shouldn't blame you for this! it's his fault for liking you so much, haha.. wait, so he likes you, huh.. that's it, he finally admitted it. he likes you. a lot. he doesn't know what he should do about it though. well, maybe, after all of this is over, you two can get together?

♪ except his feelings for you are so overwhelming that it doesn't feel like a cute little crush. he can't even simply ask you what you think about him, he starts to shake and stutter and he needs to put on a smile as quickly as he can and assure you that there's nothing wrong with him and he is so sane and so normal. oh, you have to go somewhere? he will go with you! oh, you want to spend some time alone?.. o-okay then. no, no, he's not mad! of course, he respects your privacy and he completely understands if you want to be alone right now! he will just.. stand here, in case you want to talk to him. and when he has to go back to his cell, he still can't fall asleep and he just lies there, staring at the ceiling and wondering what he should do. you have to be his. he feels normal when you're around. he feels at peace. he feels like everything is okay and there's nothing to worry about. .. huh. was there something for him to worry about?.. wait, what was he thinking about again? haha, he should just go to sleep already. you will worry about him if he doesn't get enough sleep- ah. ah, he was thinking about you.

john kayano.

♪ john doesn't really care about his own feelings. his job is to protect mikoto and that's it. he doesn't have time for other things. and why should he, out of all people, be interested in romance?.. well, uh, that's what he thought. honestly, you're so weird. since the second trial started, he's been the one who's fronting and pretty much all prisoners have been avoiding him, even shidou and kazui, but he wasn't mad or anything. actually, it's better for mikoto's safety if everyone just leaves him alone. but you were an exception. you still were patient with him and you still were nice to him no matter what he said. even if he threatened you, even if he showed that he's more than capable of attacking you and he's totally okay with it, you still believed that he wasn't a bad person. eventually he just gave up and let you do whatever you wanted. as long as you're not dangerous for mikoto, you're okay.. probably.

♪ his trust issues are still bad and he analyzes your every move, but also for some reason your presence feels safer than the other prisoners'. you actually greet him every time you see him, you actually talk to him and you just.. see him as a person? he even tried to ask you about it simply out of curiosity and you gave him a confused look and replied with:

"well, it's true, that you can be a little.. you know, scary, but hey, you're not a monster or anything. just a person who needs a little bit more care and love and that's all, haha." 

.. god, you're weird. how can you just say things like that without a second thought?.. you actually remind him of mikoto a lot.

♪ actually, he's not sure if you still see him as mikoto or someone completely different. how much do you know about him and mikoto? how close were you to mikoto? did mikoto like you?.. well, john doesn't find you suspicious and he actually feels sort of calm when you're around, so that's probably a good sign. and it's also a sign to make sure nothing bad ever happens to you. if mikoto really did like you, he would be devastated if you got hurt. and, um.. john probably wouldn't like it either. he actually feels like you're too nice for this place. sure, he knows you're a murderer as well, but he doesn't really have a right to judge you. so don't be surprised if you start to notice or feel john's presence more often or see john getting visibly annoyed if anyone looks at you in a "wrong" way or says something even slightly mean about you, even as a joke.

♪ yes, he's fine with attacking someone if he gets a feeling that they may do something bad to you. even if that person just doesn't like you that much or they have done something that made you sad, even if it was an accident, it's enough for john to see them as a threat. just don't worry too much about it, okay? it's not like it's your fault or anything. and it's not that hard for john to do it. he's.. uh, used to protecting the people he cares about, so it's fine. and you don't have to worry about him "losing" or anything. he won't calm down until that person gets what they deserve. also, if the guard has anything against you, he won't hesitate to take care of them either. it's fine, you can trust him. just remember to thank him for saving you after he's done. 

[evidoliscomming]

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ㅤㅤ 〝 You may feel no purpose nor a point for existing

ㅤ ㅤ⠀ ㅤIt's all just conjecture and gloom

ㅤ ㅤ⠀ And there may not be meaning, so find one and seize it

ㅤㅤ ㅤ⠀⠀⠀Do not waste yourself on this roof〞

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ㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤ⠀In this place of wrath and tears by AprilFeldspar

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Hello there again!! And I'm annoying again with my moadboards, at first I wasn't going to "introduce them" to you because they're not the best but after seeing them several times I decided to do it more when you're giving everything with your chapters, you have to repay it in some way and the only way How to do it is by making moadboard. And if you're wondering why Paul is never there, it's because my karma of laughing at his misfortunes is that I can never finish his moadboard or be happy with the conversation and they end up in the trash.

(And no one tells me now that every time I do something irulan I hear Achilles come down or well obviously the quote must be there xD)

Anyway, thank you for sharing your stories with us, for updating your stories, they are gold in cloth that are a pleasure to read!! Have a good week and sorry for bothering you!🤍🖤🤍🖤🤍 @aprilfeldspar

[hellishradio]

❤️‍🩹-Hey Al ... I love this event it helps me calm down atleast this part of it.

Well I know you are asexual but I have a Crush on one of my classmates because he reminds me of someone really special. He reminds me of my cousin because they look exactly the same! I was 9 when I lost my cousin and uncle in a car crash. The Country that I live in is not very safe let's just say it looks like GTA 5. (I don't know if you know that game because well ... video games weren't invented in your time). That's why he reminds me of my cousin he's very sweet and kind and I love that. Well obviously I told my Best friend...and she told all of classmates my classmates told their friends and now the half of the school knows I TOLD MY BEST FRIEND TO NOT TO TELL ANYONE!!!. ( I go to only girls school so he isn't there. I met him in my Music class NOT IN MY SCHOOL so my friends don't know him in person) well I don't have a problem that the kids know this, the problem is that my best friend told them that I like him because I had a crush on my OWN Cousin and now the kids just make fun of me and bully me ... I have to tell you that my best friend and I know each other for 7 years now and lately she acts like she's not my friend like she's more of an enemy. I gave her everything. everything I had in my life because she's the only thing that I have left from this life and she turned out to be just... Toxic ... but I haven't told her yet I don't want to be alone I don't want to be left out .... my reputation is ruined and everyone dislikes me and my best friend doesn't act like she's sad for me. She keeps telling me that she didn't tell anyone but I know when she lies. The whole point of this is that all of my friends every single one of them are turning out to be my enemies and I don't want to tell them because I dont want to be alone...thanks for being here Alastor ...

#hellishradio!advice

" My goodness isn't you r story a complicated one. Your classmates are quite foolish and cruel, what child would dare to ridicule another for having innocent feelings? Don't allow their petty gossip and ignorance to hinder your judgement and heart. I find it quite endearing you have such affection for someone dear to you. "

mod : hey, i mean no offense and it is purely an assumption however i presume that you are quite young. young teenage years maybe? first things first, i am sorry for your loss. i will say it again but there is nothing wrong with harmless innocent feelings but i will tell you that it is wouldn't be very nice for the boy if word ever got out that you liked him because he reminded you of your cousin. what your feeling is valid however forming a relationship with someone just because it reminds you of someone else may come off similar to a "rebound".

of course this only stands if you're willing to try to get with the boy, and i'm not telling you to just lose your feelings. i mean you should try to like the boy because of the person that he is, not because it reminds you of someone else.

and as for your friend(s), i know confrontation can be scary but i advice you to go talk to them. tell them how you feel. and hey, no need to call them your enemies, all people make mistakes. of course what they did was wrong, but there's no need to make conclusion that you will be alone now. thank you for telling me, anon!

❤️‍🩹 — advice for ventsㅤ|ㅤcheck out the event!ㅤ|ㅤ100f eventㅤ|ㅤㅤinternational hotlines if you are struggling

[ox1-lovesick]

📨 incoming ask game !

post a snippet of your drafts (atleast 5 if you have more) and let your readers guess what it's about !

This ask really found me at the worst time i literally have 96 drafts 💀 wips list maybe 🙀🙀🙀 there's only a handful of them but here you go, i may scrap these or completely change them so just keep that in mind y'know 💀 I HAVE MORE ENHYPEN STUFF BUT I WAS PLANNING TO DO SOMETHING ELSE SO I CAN'T SPOIL THEM YET

✧ REACTIONS

( i didn't include snippets in these cause it doesn't make sense without context 😭💀)

001: tubatu - you forget their pet's birthday

002: enhypen - you are taller than them

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003: introducing tubatu to your family

✧ HEADCANNONS

001: txt as cliché romance tropes

── "you always cheat off me but you don't know my name?" you smiled at him, his eyes almost dissapearing as a guilty smile beamed back at you. "no wonder we're both taking the make-up test," he chuckled softly "do you maybe want to study together? i have no idea what i'm doing" his eyes trained on the marbled tiles below you "i don't have a clue either, i'm sure we'll figure it out though"

002: txt as tragic romance tropes

── maybe your mother was right, kai was indeed so perfect he didn't seem real. maybe her tears every time you mentioned him were off happiness—happy that her child had found someone who loves and appreciates them despite their circumstances. he was real, you felt it. the way he talked to you, touched you, kissed you. you could see his love clear as day—but schizophrenics who haven't taken their meds in weeks don't always see the truth, do they?

003: txt and how they show their love for you

── he takes care of you; throwing an extra jacket over his shoulder when you go out on a particularly cold day, scolding you as you shiver — with love of course, for not listening to him when he told you to cover up.

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✧ TIMESTAMPS

001: [4:27 am] - c.bg

── any normal person would be sound asleep asleep right now, after all, 4 in the morning was an unusual hour to be up at when you had work in the morning. you, like a normal person, did have work in the morning, however sitting next to you, was the most abnormal person you've ever known. he too, like a normal person had a full schedule that would start in about an hour; instead opting to keep you and himself up throughout the night rather than getting the sleep he'd need to function throughout the day.

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✧ FICS

(starting off with the tyun fic cause @yv17 will bite my head off 🫶)

001: Cash Or Card? - K.TH

002: Bookworm - C.BG

── be it early in the morning when he thought the others were still sleeping, or late at night when his eyes are struggling to stay open, he would always show up infront of you. it had become a force of habit at this point, never fully conscious or aware of his thoughts when he made the decision to grab another drink or pass by, his feet just carried him back to you sooner or later. dimples poking out of his cheeks, face dusted in red as he smiled, a smile he wore only when he knew he would see you. the same smile you searched for everyday without fail, your own lips curling at the sight

── "you can barely keep your eyes open y/n." beomgyu placed a gentle hand on your back, his gaze softening seeing your droopy eyelids. as adorable as you looked to him right now, he could see you were exhausted, anyone could— the way your head hung low enough to practically fall off your neck, your eyes red and bloodshot from the hours of forcing them awake to read one last paragraph, and your sleep schedule practically non existent due to you devouring one book after the other to store the information somewhere there in your brain.

003: Strings - C.BG

── "can a best friend not call another best friend over to sing them love songs anymore?" he smiled, his eyebrows furrowed.

004: Mistletoe - K.TH

── "this is all my fault, i'm so sorry" taehyun took your hand in his, caressing it softly "if i knew you were allergic i never would have hung the mistletoe, i wanted to kiss you, not send you to the hospital"

005: Gingerbread - Y.JW

── "maybe if you actually followed the recipe you wouldn't make a disaster every time" jungwon snickered, the piping bag clutched tightly in his hand—skillfully swirling buttercream roses onto the side of your gingerbread house

[unknown-lab]

𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐖𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐇𝐞𝐫 (𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏)

Pairing: fem!reader x Okkotsu Yuuta

angst to fluff

A/N: This may not be the best, if you spot any grammar errors, pls inform me about it. Thank you for your support!

*Knock* *knock*

"Come in"

“Yuta? How are you feeling?"

“I'm feeling much better now, thanks”

He gives you a warm smile that almost melted your heart. You hand him a glass of warm water that you prepared earlier.

"There, drink it."

He takes the glass of warm water from your hand. Before he drinks it, he stares at the water and asked:

"What happened last night?"

Your eyes widen in shock, not because of him not remembering anything. You were afraid that he will remember what happened.

"Hmm, to simplify it... You and the gang had fun, drunken, I brought u home, and u slept" :)

You said it at a fast speed, avoiding eye contact with him.

"Is that so?"

"Of course my dear"

"But I had an uneasy feeling ever since I woke up, which is 4am"

He turns his gaze towards you, staring deep into your eyes as if he's trying to see through something from you.

"Maybe it's because you were too drunk yesterday"

You replied in a steady tone and smiled at him. Of course, that smile was forced, and you're actually panicking inside.

A frown emerges on his face, pushing both of his eyebrows together.

"You were sleeping on the couch. I went for a closer look, there were dry tears on your face."

What? He never woke up this early before.

"Oh, that? I was watching a sad movie before going to sleep haha" You let out a dry laugh and turn around, ready to flee.

Yuta shut his eyes and sighed, 'Maybe she'll tell me when she's in a good mood.' He then stands up and walks toward the bathroom to clean.

You open the refrigerator, take an egg, cabbage, and tomato. You open the fire and start to cook. Making a sandwich isn't a big deal to you anymore, since you do that every day for yourself and Yuta. Hence, the procedure had already stuck into your subconscious mind.

'I should probably distract myself from what happened' You thought to yourself. Using your free hand, you take your phone out of your pocket and start texting the 'Formation C' group.

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Y/N: Ohayou minna~

Maki: Ohayou

Toge: 🌤🌞

Panda: Panda is not a panda 🐼

Y/N: This is why I respect Maki more :|

Panda: Panda is not human, Panda cannot understand human language

Toge: It's alright if you don't respect Panda, but I'm absolutely a normal human being.

Y/N: Anyway, do you guys have some time? Like, now.

Maki: I'm having a training session with Megumi right now, sorry.

Panda: Is it an emergency? Or else, I would love to continue my beauty sleep.

Y/N: Hmm... it's not an emergency, I guess. How about Toge?

Toge: I do have some time, but I just woke up and haven't had my breakfast.

Y/N: Same here! Wanna go grab something together and discuss about the problem I'm facing right now?

Toge: Alright, where do you want to meet?

Y/N: Maybe at the famous coffee shop near our school? I heard they launched some new dishes.

Toge: See you there!

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You keep your phone back into your pocket, then turn your focus onto the frying pan. You put the fried egg, cabbage, tomato together in between 2 pieces of bread.

“Yuta! Breakfast is ready!”

Yuta walks out of your shared bedroom, wearing a plain white t-shirt and black-colored sweatpants. How could someone be this hot His eyes look at you, then scan the table.

“You're not gonna eat?”

“I have to meet Toge in 10 minutes”

A lot of things pile up in Yuta's head, but as a calm person, he does not show any expression towards your statement.

“What for?”

“Something work-related.” You lied, looking at him with a light smile and walk towards the front door.

“Why not we do it together?” He said, looking down, taking one bite of the sandwich.

“Gojo sensei put both Toge and I in the same group” You took the keys, ready to open the door.

Gojo sensei? What the hell was that blindfold man thinking?

“When will you be back?”

That question startled you. You've never thought he would ask this question in any way. 'Work-related = exorcising curses. That might take some time, even though we won't be actually doing it.'

“Hmm... I'm not quite sure. Around 12 maybe? Which is 3 hours later.”

'3 hours... 3 hours... Yea sounds reasonable'

“Alright, stay safe.”

You turned around, smiling genuinely.

“Thank you”

You open the door and step out, without noticing a pair of disappointing eyes staring at your figure.

'She did not hug me today. No, wait, she will. She hasn't closed the door yet.'

After wearing your shoes, you closed the door.

Yuta bites down the sandwich harshly. Didn't care about the pain he received when his upper and lower teeth met together.

'What is wrong with her today? She didn't even say goodbye or hug me. She usually does that when she goes out, no matter how far she will be going.'

He instantly remembers the incident from just now. He walked around the living room, kitchen, bathroom, bedroom, every corner of the house looking for clues. But still couldn't find anything.

“Damn it, think Yuta! Think! Think what the hell happened yesterday!”

He yelled, squeezing his head with his hands.

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You parked your car in front of your favorite coffee shop. You were about to open the door when there was a white-colored hair boy standing by the door, glaring at you from outside your car window. Looking at his face, you laughed, very hard. He was so confused. He titled his head to the left and opened your door.

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"Shake?"

"Ahahahaaha you were so cute Toge! Your angry face doesn't look angry at all!"

"O-Okaka!"

"Hai hai, let's get inside, shall we? I'm very hungry right now."

He nods. "Shake"

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You stepped out of your car, Toge closed the door on your behalf. Then, the both of you walked inside together, chose a side table and settled down.

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"Good morning, Mr and Mrs. Here's our menu."

The waitress handed you and Toge their menu. You noticed Toge's ears turned red after hearing what the waitress addressed the both of you.

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"I'll have a toast bread and a cup of hot coffee."

"Alright, how about you Mister?"

"Tuna tuna"

"He would like to have a tuna sandwich and a hot green tea."

"Gotcha~ Your meal will come in a short while."

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The waitress turned around and walked away, leaving you and Toge alone. You looked at him, but instead he is looking outside the window. His ears are still red, too embarrassed to look at you.

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"Don't tell me you're embarrassed by that?"

You teased him with a smirk on your face. You lean towards him, close to his ear, and whispered:

"Your face is sooo red"

Boom, now his head is a burning volcano. Like Jogo's. Of course you were lying to him, you could only see his ears, not his face. He's so much fun to tease ahahaha.

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"Alright, back to business. Do you still remember why did I call you here?"

"Shake" He now had calmed down, facing you.

"Something happened last night."

Part 1 End

Check out Part 2 <3

[aamircoeur]

hello! may i request a fade x reader angst? maybe something about fade almost losing reader to her mirror self? thank uuu!

of course! i love how a lot of people like fade hehe :] thank you for the ask, i hope you enjoy this!

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Fear Nothing, With Me.

How Fade reacts to almost losing you to her mirror self.

story format. gender neutral reader. cw: cussing, guns, and blood. (normal valo stuff) fade and reader are dating! might be ooc, i'm sorry TT

word count: 717

Fade felt her surroundings slowly float away from her consciousness as she sprinted. "Please, please, shit!" She cursed, upset at how she can't do anything to get to you faster.

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You were bleeding, too much for your liking. Your pants and grunts could be heard from the Fade's ear piece. You were injured by the enemy's Fade. Bullet wounds in your thighs, cuts on your cheeks with only a Classic on hand.

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How it came to this situation was Fade's biggest frustration. The mission was originally very clear and easy; Clear the site and defuse the spike. Confidently, Fade asked Brimstone to send the two of you as a duo, saying that the others shouldn't be bothered with an easy mission like this.

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What they two didn't know was that there were more enemies than you and Fade could handle. Getting separated when met with enemy agents, the plan to clear sites was now much harder than you imagined. Fade was in A, and took down the enemy's Jett and Kay/o. Meanwhile, you were in B.

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"Skye down," you announced through the earpiece. "Do you have eyes on the last agent?"

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"No," Fade answered.

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"And the spikeー shit!" You exclaimed, a grunt following right after. You hid ran and hid behind a wall, hoping to escape from the enemy's vision. You were hit.

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"Name?! Hold on, I'm coming!" Fade shouted from the earpiece, anxiety very visible from her words.

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"It's, fuck, it's Fade!" You said, gripping on your thigh wound to hopefully apply some pressure.

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The bullet wounds were quite a few, six. You were loosing blood and it was happening so quickly. Focusing on your breathing and trying to stay conscious, you heard metal slam to the floor as soft beeping was heard right after. Spike planted.

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"You can't hide, [Name]." You heard Mirror Fade loudly say from the other side of the wall, followed by the sounds of a gun being reloaded.

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Royally fucked was what you were. "Bal (honey), please, hurry." You whispered, tightly gripping on your Classic so hard that your knuckles were turning white.

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ー Which brings us to the present.

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"Please, please, shit!" She cursed, upset at how she can't do anything to get to you faster.

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Finally only a wall away from B site, The bounty hunter's face went cold as she heard more bullets get shot. Rushing into the site with an eager need to hold you into her arms, "Face your fears!" Your Fade's voice boomed from inside the site, followed by rough footsteps and gunshots.

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Then followed silence.

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"Headshot," You heard from your earpiece. A huge feeling of relief washed over your chest as you limped to peek into the site, only to see two corpses of mirror agents and your lover defusing the spike.

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Upon defusing the spike and keeping it, the bounty hunter looked around and exhaled deeply with a smile on her face as she saw you. "Bal!" She said, rushing towards you and into your arms, embracing you.

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You buried your head into her neck and let out shaky breaths. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Fade," you said, immediately making her shake her head and separate herself from your body to look into your eyes.

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"No, no. You did amazing, for staying conscious and alive. I'm sorry for getting the two of us alone into this shit. I'm sorry we got separated, sorry I couldn't get to your quicker, Iー" It was your turn to shake your head, but with a small smile on your face instead.

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"Not your fault, Fade." You whispered. Her eyes softened.

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"I could've lost you, my dearest.." She whispered back, voice trying it's best not to crack. Her words made your heart soften a thousand times. You held her head between your hands and kissed her lips softly.

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"But you didn't," You pointed out, a grin visible on your face.

Fade sighed, a smile forming on her face. "Let's get you patched up, okay?" She said, holding your waist and making you wrap your arm around her shoulder, making you use her as a support. "We're a good duo, ya?" She smiled.

Walking towards your ride home, Fade couldn't keep her eyes away from you. "I'd kill anyone and myself just for you, bebeğim. Fear nothing as long as I'm here with you."

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[mitsuyaya]

behind close doors || kageyama tobio x gn! reader

☆༉ contains: 643 words. none ig? except for fluff

☆༉ summary: Kageyama was your worst enemy or so they thought but behind closed doors he's different.

☆༉ end note: repost from my old blog, tweaked it out a bit. If you saw this on ao3 *waves*

ㅤㅤ sfw masterlist ㅤ drabbles/timestamps masterlist ㅤㅤ@hanayanetwork

“It’s your fault for not looking your way!”

“I said I'm sorry!”

“Sorry wouldn’t cut it you idiot, my milk is already spilled”

“Don’t call me an idiot!”

Banters, banters, banters, it's what always greets the whole team every morning, it's what they always see anytime of the day, it's a routine that the Karasuno mens VBC are all too aware. Their manager having yet another screaming session with their first year setter, Kageyama Tobio.

There’s not a day that they won’t see them both lunging at each other’s throats, throwing insults and deathly glares at each other, like two siblings fighting for a piece of candy.

The team accepted this regimen, not trying to stop them because they knew they’d just go at it again.

Well except for the two, Yachi would always pull you to stop insulting him and just forget about what he said, while Hinata would practically need to raise his voice just to get it through Kageyama’s head that it’s fine, no harm was done so it wasn’t bad. But it just doesn’t work, you’ll just continue squabbling again.

“Oh no no no no no no” you ran back up to the door and tried to open it, banging on it like your life depends on it. But just your luck no one answered, no one bothered to open the door, you knew it’s probably Yachi or Hinata or both, those sly devils.

“Locked?” You nodded, taking a seat just a few inches next to him, it was, to put it mildly, awkward. His obnoxious sipping resonated across the room, his feet tapping into the ground, his free hands drumming on the bench.

It would have been nice if he could just sit still and be quiet for a few moments. “So do you think they’re gone now?” he asked after he finished drinking his milk, his eyes glancing back at the door.

“Yeah, probably”

“Then…I can do this now, right?” He embraced you right away, engulfing you in his warm embrace, it’s breathtaking… literally. His arms wrapped around your waist, face buried into the side of your neck, making it hard to breathe and yet you didn’t say anything.

Opting to just let him have this for a while, you know how often it is for him to initiate this kind of affection, and you’re sure that he’s doing this to apologize for the rough week of hell he put you through.

As unbelievable as it may sound, Kageyama does love someone other than volleyball, he’s not just some volleyball loving himbo, but a man who's so touch-starved that he craves for it anytime you're both alone.

It’s admirable how he can act like two different people behind closed doors, the way he doesn’t hold back when he’s arguing with you, pushing all of your buttons, making your life miserable and practically pretending to be your worst enemy.

But the Kageyama you’re seeing right now, is the one you didn’t know existed, vulnerability encasing him completely, his layers of anger and pride permeating when he’s wrapped around in your arms, embracing him like a mother would.

“I love you” It’s different from how he said it in the last couple of days. It sounded much more sincere now, more with feelings and not just because he was forced to. It sounded a lot like how the ocean hits the shore, how the rain patters from the roof.

It’s calming, wonderful, magical. It was a tune that stayed in your head for a while, while his entire body shifted to make both of you and him feel at ease, you just couldn’t stop repeating the words he had just said in your head.

It may have been a tough act to pretend that you loathe each other, but the only positive outcome is that your unsuspecting friends have to do this in an attempt to get you closer.

By the way, Yachi and Hinata weren’t the best planners for this little mishap, but maybe you do need to thank them after this.

[writtenfeelingsforwijar]

Hello, Wijar How was your day? Did you enjoy it as much I enjoyed mine? Well, I hope you enjoyed it even if it was less than 100%.

This is kind of awkward for me, or maybe for you too? To be frank, I have never done this kind of thing before, but I wanted to do something new for you. Sounds cliché, I know. Or you probably almost throw up when you got this whole paragraph through this carrd. Be ready, Jar. You will read more thoughts about yourself from my perspective. Doesn't it make you feel dugun dugun or I am the only one who feels this kind of thing? I don't know yet...

It has been a few month we knew each other. You probably have heard of me from your friend before so.. I was pretty nervous when I tried to talk to you like 'am I doing it right?' 'will he get scared of my sudden action?' but my friend said it is okay, so I did that.

I thought you will kick me as soon as I made my first move but no, you were so sweet and nice in our first met. I felt like I was talking to the most delicate person and yes, you are indeed the most delicate, sweetest and nicest person I have ever met.

Instead of talking about yourself, you said like 'hey, let's talk about yourself too!' and that was the cutest thing I have ever read. I never expected someone would say that when my intention is pretty obvious to get closer with you. You made me feel like I think I finally find someone who will not making me feel left out because you always make sure to ask about what did I do in a day or some random question. That is cute. And I am thankful for that.

And when you talk about any things you like, I feel like I can see the stars on your eyes or those love eyes emoji that I often see on anime or other animation movies. CUTE. Call me a simp and I will not complain about it. My friends already knew about it, and now it is your time to see the full version of Edbert and his simping agenda over Wijar.

I wrote this whole paragraph while realizing my feelings for you have gotten bigger each day. I am fully aware of my feelings and what we have been doing; throwing jokes, sharing laughs, talking about anything we like until pass my bedtime and those warm touches.

Wijar, I may have said this before, I am not that kind of person to make promises telling you this or that but, I am willing to try anything with you. I am willing to share my playlist with you even though you already knew I have weird interest on my music taste or… My taste in general. I am willing to spend my day with you and maybe holding hands and give you a small pat while saying I am sorry, the world is too cruel for you.

The legend Yerin Baek once said, I'm in love. Yes, I'm in love with the idea of your existence because it makes me feel happy, safe and sound. I love to hear your stories about anything from you even if it it takes a day, two days or months to finish it, I would love to do that.

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Navy spheres glitter,

Desires sewn by full moon.

I have fallen in love,

And he is so beautiful I could die.

Puddle of emotions ripple,

Galaxies collide.

I have fallen in love,

And he is the blessing I had been dreaming of since days of yore.

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Like a love song,

Your chords resonated in my head.

Like a love song,

You touched the strings of my heart.

Like a love song,

You played through my mind like a symphony.

Like a love song,

Hold my hands and let us be fools.

Fools,

Foolishly in love.

ㅤ- Edbert.

Congratulations for us, we finally reach our first month of being together, time flies so fast right? I just feel like we just met a week ago but now we celebrate our first month. Thank you for being such an understanding boyfriend, thank you for bearing with my annoying and clingy side 24/7. It must be hard for you to deal with me when I am being clingy, but thank you so much for always tried your best to accompany me. I hope we can stay together for long long time! I am sorry if I annoy you most of the time but I just want you to know that no words can describe how much I love you, I treasure you a lot my precious baby. Don’t get tired of me okay? Love.

[flintstruck]

very, very barebones hsr notes until i come up with more:

part of the belebog underworld.

a regular visitor and participant in scott's fight club.

spent the latter of her youth in the orphanage and then trying to make ends meet after escaping from her mother into the underworld through the same secret paths sampo uses where she adopted a new name.

due to wildfire existing as the peacekeeping group in the underworld, flint does not end up with the fighter name wildfire. i am still thinking up a new one for her hsr verse.

hhh i need more.

[flintstruck]

LET ME ASSIGN YOU AN AFFECTION LANGUAGE

CONSUMPTION OF A HEART UNLOVED

Here’s a dining table, here’s a set of plates. Here’s your heart, red and bursting with love. You have tried to love people all your life, but no one seems to understand you. Your own mother perhaps forgot to teach you how to protect yourself, maybe people whom you trusted chose to look the other way when all you wanted was a hand full of love. All you want is someone to take from you, all you want is someone to dig in your heart and eat it and kiss you afterwards - bloody and red. You want them to tell you that you are what they have been looking for, you want to be the one who ends their hunger.

tagging: you. steal it.

[flintstruck]

I’ll expand on this at some point but I’m thinking about how Flint had a freeze (and occasionally fawn) response irt her mother when she was younger and nowadays, she doesn’t have freeze, nor flight, she is just purely fight or fight in response to everything.

[flintstruck]

tag drop 001.

✧ ⥼ㅤ — ㅤ❝ i’ll raise you like a phoenix.  ╱  ooc.

✧ ⥼ㅤ — ㅤ❝ the scent of sweat‚ jaws at my throat.  ╱  desires.

✧ ⥼ㅤ — ㅤ❝ a better knife than you are a person.  ╱  ic.

✧ ⥼ㅤ — ㅤ❝   ╱  threads.

✧ ⥼ㅤ — ㅤ❝ made into a weapon and told to find peace.  ╱​  musings.

✧ ⥼ㅤ — ㅤ❝ honey and wildfire are both the colour gold.  ╱  aesthetics.

✧ ⥼ㅤ — ㅤ❝  you’re gonna carry that weight.  ╱  insight & mannerisms.

✧ ⥼ ㅤ— ㅤ❝ i'm sorry. i'm sorry. this may be me at my best.  ╱​  about.

✧ ⥼ ㅤ— ㅤ❝ i can carry it well. it remains heavy.  ╱​  v.001 ; warrior of light.

✧ ⥼ ㅤ— ㅤ❝   ╱​  visage.