#✨ kestrel answers

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catch up meme ✨

i got tagged by @koreanthrillerenjoyer, thank you so much!

rules: answer the questions and tag 9 people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

so!

favourite color: green. so plentiful and vibrant.

last song/album: seb lowe - cavalryman (been listening to seb lowe a lot.)

last movie: dune part two (in the cinema! it was very fun.)

currently reading: finished nádas péter's a bibila (hungarian stuff) yesterday and just started stefan zweig's chess story/the royal game.

currently watching: oh boy. bad and crazy (on ep3), community (on s2), and i want to start an iwtv rewatch before the new season drops.

currently craving: erm... food? and maybe a cooler (in temperature) dorm room.

coffee or tea: tea. all the way. tea is the best thing humans have invented. i don't take criticism on this.

i'm tagging (would love to hear from you but no pressure of course): @foolishmortal, @l-tyrell, @cagedinreality, @iamanonniemouse, @the-kestrels-feather

and (tumblr having difficulties with me tagging hopefully this'll help): @sophieistrashaf @gyunikum @derry-rain @a-trick-or-two-with-lepers

thanks again! 💖

[kestrelcares]

I started crying during art class (in high school) when I found out caregiver blogs are a thing and I saw a post by a cg saying "sweetie? what's wrong?" and I started crying. I'm currently going through every cg blog I can find. I don't know what to do because I don't have a cg or a bf/partner or any friend that can take care of my and I don't think I'm mentally able to regress bc I can't shut my mind off. Idk what to do because I can't even read the simple line "sweetie what's wrong" without feeling tears prick up. I just want to be able to regress and have someone and I like cg blogs a lot because they help a little. Sorry for this, theres no meaning to this, it's just me kinda sharing because I don't know where to share this. I want to share it on my blog but I'm kind of ashamed/embarassed for some reason and I know I shouldn't.

Sorry for this, feel free to ignore if it makes you uncomfortable! -R (since I might submit more stuff) /g

Don’t worry hun, that’s perfectly normal! It’s always the little things that make someone cry or become very happy. It’s the same for me, and i’m sure it’s the same for many others too! I’m confident you’ll find someone that can take care of you, I know it.

You didn’t make me uncomfortable, in fact, you’re very brave for coming up to admit this! Brave like a lion? Maybe ♡

[kestrelcares]

hihii!! this is a check in for cgs cuz i wanna make sure yur takin care of yurself :3

have you had water recently? eaten at least once today? stretched out and walked around for a bit? how bout thinkin of one thing that makes you happy ✨

remember: yur really awesome! have a star for bein super good 🌟

~ Gem 💛💎💖

this actually means a lot ♡ depression can take over sometimes but i’m glad that someone is there to check on me ! you should keep the star for being so thoughtful , you’re amazing ♡ 🎇

unfortunately i haven’t been keeping up with my own health for the past couple of months due to work taking up most of my day almost every day , but i promise that i’ll find some day for self care ♡

[kestrelcares]

hi miss kestrel! am so sleepy rn, college is hard esp. with depression >_< it would be so nice just to be held and babied sometime ;-;

I wish I could baby you sweetie :( you’re doing a good job okay? 💕

[kestrelcares]

There’s so much screaming in my house right now and I just want to curl up and cover my ears and be small for a bit :(

i’ve been there, arguments are not fun to hear constantly, especially when it gets violent!

but it’ll be okay bub! :) do you have any headphones to use, preferably noise-cancelling or you can watch videos/play music. this is usually the way i tend to block out any loud unwanted noise inside the house!

[kestrelcares]

hiiii! i'm just excited to share the fact that i'm gonna finally be able to buy my own gear soon! i'll finally have money and i can spend it however i want! i hope ur havin a awesome day/night!

wooo! that’s the best feeling! i’m pretty hyped for you ♡

[kestrelcares]

hi momma :DD is it bad if my little space is only triggered after I'm really sad or anxious? cuz I want to go in when I'm happy too but I can'ttt :((

It’s perfectly okay, it’s a coping mechanism and lots of times it’s triggered at times of anxiety or trauma, alright? 💚 the most important part is that you’re okay and feeling all little! You just need to find something to make your little baby self all happy! I’ll be here to help.

As always, be a good baby! 💚

[kestrelcares]

hi there I really wanted to try regressing but I'm a little bit scared about being helpless - do you know if littles lose physical abilities while regressed, such as being able to walk properly, read and spell, etc, because a lot of what I've seen includes littles not being able to do those things. so are they actually unable to do those things, or do they just not do those things to help make themselves feel smaller? I hope this makes sense

Not every little tends to become completely helpless! When I used to regress (0-3 months or so), I still talked/typed like I always do and walk places when I need to. It’s more of a “you can’t do this, you’re a baby” mindset that helps littles keep feeling little!

You’ll just have to see for yourself, because your experience is completely unique :)💚

[kestrelcares]

your blog seems very comfy and accepting so im sending this here: you dont have to answer if you dont want to! but do you have any help for a trans masc little during their cycle? or just positivity? an online hug? :,,,,,,( feels rly icky and bad

i’m really glad you find my blog comfortable, it means a lot! i’m sending over every hug i can possibly send, kiddo ♡

it feels very icky, but you’ll be fine—i promise. just take care of yourself for mama, okay? ♡ you’re very strong!

[kestrelcares]

PLEASE trigger tag diapers.

the tag associated with posts relating to it is “#sfw diaper wearing” so please block the tag if you can as an extra measure in case i fail to tag it properly in the future.

i’m sorry to have made you feel uncomfortable, and by all means block my account if you must! to reassure, all diaper-related posts are and will be nothing but sfw!

i’ll do the best i can, promise. ♡ my content probably isn’t for everyone sometimes and that’s okay, it’s impossible to tailor my posts for over 700 people!

[kestrelcares]

Miss Kestrel regresseres too? Dat’s so cool! Hehe and yu wear diapees too. Hoo’s da big baby again? Hehe jus teasin! Even if yu go potty in yu’s diapees and needs baby time, we all still luv owr Kestrel ☺️❤️

Mhm! Thank you! I originally regressed more before previous experiences happened and I started caregiving!

Yes yes, hush now silly 💕 Maybe I am a little baby sometimes, I make messes, I have accidents too and need diaper changes. I do indeed need a little baby time :)

[kestrelcares]

Hello Miss Kestrel! I'm new to being small and regressing and still trying to find things that work for when I small and bored. Is nice to meet u! I'm a byt shy so sorry if this is awkard

- 🌧 (if thats ok)

That’s okay! Nice to meet you too :) good luck finding things that help you regress!

I’m always here if you need some tips or advice, my little cloud. 💕

[kestrelcares]

tini kitties!!!🐾🍼🐾🐾

Aww! 💕 Meow meow 🐾

[kestrelcares]

Hi Miss Kestrel! I (she/her) just had a cozy nap with my stuffies and my paci and I feel really good and ready to play more! Uhm and I wet my diapee lots cuz I had juice before my nap, but I dun wanna change cuz it’s playtime! Um also I wanna say you’re really nice for being so nice to everyone and you deserves double all the niceness and happiness you give everyone. *hugs!*😊❤️

Thank you baby!!! 💕 I’m glad you had lots of fun :)

Make sure you get changed okay? Being in a wet diaper might feel nice but it can get icky when you’re in it for too long!

A clean baby is a good baby, remember that!

[kestrelcares]

Hi. Uh, if it’s not too much trouble, could you just say it’s ok to regress? I’m kind of older (people my age are starting to become parents) and I feel kinda weird about that. It’s ok for me to still be little, right?

Honey of course, it doesn’t matter how old you are! It’s a coping mechanism/for fun, there isn’t an age limit at all! It’s something for all ages to indulge in.

Don’t compare yourself to others, live your life the way you want :)

[kestrelcares]

Hewwo mommy l wanna know if it otay if I use diapies but am 2-4..? dank chu! have good day!

Of course sweetie, that’s perfectly fine! You’re still a little kiddo, and if diapers make you feel safe/you just want to wear them for fun, then go ahead! You have a good day too hun. 💕