。 ° ★ 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 , @janedoez as calamity : 💋 for a kiss !
𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆 lilibeth had felt this sort of connection -- it isn’t like eileen , no . with calamity things are easy . she’s not held to any expectation . not cast aside or ignored . with her , she can breathe . it’s this that she wanted when she dreamed of moving to the city -- 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 pale in comparison to the feeling of truly being cared for . an unconditional and unspoken thing , they look out for eachother : only pain experienced around cam is an ache in her cheeks , smile unwavering the moment the other woman enters a room . they sit on a bench outside of a club , 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 visible in glitter and quickened breaths . the cool air blows against the warmth of their skin , and slowly , a soft hand reaches out , intertwining fingers and leaning close . head comes to rest on friend’s shoulder , a beat of silence passing before lili finally speaks . “ um . . . could , i -- ” heart beats fiercely within her chest . “ could i kiss you ? . . . maybe ? ”
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。 ° ★ 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 , @janedoez as calamity : ( edge ) for the sender to prolong the receiver’s orgasm .
𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒎 𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 , hiding the crimson tint of her skin beneath & shielding her eyes from cam altogether . she couldn’t bear to look her in the eyes , can barely keep her own open anymore . other hand is lower , a soft hold on cam's hair — not as a method of control , but encouragement . the air within the apartment feels thick , filled with the 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚐𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚜 and soft moans that part lilibeth's lips as she grinds her hips downwards against calamity's mouth . she’s happy this way , this close , this intimate . feels lucky to share a moment so heated with someone so close to her heart . ( any unspoken feelings she harbors only adding to her arousal ) “ cam . ” she breathes , grips at her own hair without uncovering her eyes -- but just when the actress can feel her release nearing , calamity's lips slow against her . the whine that leaves lili is sudden , high in pitch and panic , and for a moment sounds like she might cry . both arms snap away , gripping tightly at the 𝚙𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚢𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚙𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚑 of the pillow behind her head . “ no . . . nonono— ” words come out as strained whimpers , and the starlet's back arches . “ cammy , y'er — y'er bein' rude . . . please . ” unashamed to beg , she finally looks down , wide eyes locking with the other’s . “ please let me . . . please , i wanna come . ”
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。 ° ★ 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 , @janedoez as calamity : ❛ 16 . a kiss first thing in the morning .
𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒅𝒐𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇𝒇 the night before . intertwined limbs huddling their bodies close . slowly , she blinks awake ; a happy hum leaving the actress as she gives a tentative little stretch & takes in the sleepy sight of calamity . she’s cute like this , causes butterflies to begin beating rapidly within her chest . one hand is moved 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚢 , rising to brush hair out of the dark haired womans face . a gesture that wakes her , despite lilibeth's best efforts . she can't hide the smile that grows as cam’s eyes open , nor would she want to . . . and leans even closer , lips pressing to the tip of her nose . “ g’mornin' sleepyhead . ” a gentle squeeze within the embrace, then a second , shier kiss is placed upon the other's lips . lili wishes things could always be this way . soft , happy -- safe .
if everything in the world were perfect , they would stay in bed forever , tucked 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 under the plush of her many blankets . but the world isn’t perfect , and a look at the clock gives notice that she only has two hours before a brunch meeting . lili kisses her again , a little firmer , not as lazy with fatigue . “ i gotta get up an’ start gettin’ ready soon . . . ugh ! i don’t wanna . ” doe eyes close tightly in frustration , pulling the other woman even closer so that she can tuck her head down into the crook of her neck with a quiet whine . “ i wanna stay here . . . why’s the world gotta be so mean ? ”
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。 ° ★ 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 , @janedoez as calamity : you’re too good for her .
𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒚 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒆 , lips pressing together . defensiveness comes second nature , especially with eileen . . . it’s a curse , to want to see the good in people so badly that she blinds herself to any missteps that her friend might take . they are friends , aren’t they ? -- she almost flinches , an uncomfortable truth that had been 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 uncovered . she’d tried ignoring it for so long that she had truly convinced herself that nothing was out of place . the way she’s treated . . . it does hurt . but that pain is fleeting compared to how happy she feels when 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 . lilibeth feels cold suddenly , exposed . reaches out towards calamity to link arms and huddle close with a small shrug : her playful nature an attempt to serve as mood lightener -- she doesn’t want to approach the subject in seriousness . “ oh , i dunno , cam ! i ain’t really 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 , either . ”
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。 ° ★ 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 , @janedoez as calamity : they don’t deserve you— i don’t deserve you . but at least i’m aware of it .
𝒍𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 to be a prize . she isn't anything special , not really . she's just . . . well , she’s just lili . it isn't that the young woman feels she is without value — sure , she's successful . 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚗𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝 , but at the end of the day , she's human . and so is cam . though the usual badmouthing eileen comes expected , the moment those observations are turned inwards the actress' eyes widen , turning upon her companion . “ what ? ” there's a crack to her voice , the sudden shock of it all almost funny . 𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 . “ y'don't — no ! stop , don't say that . . . ” the words are a hushed attempt at comfort , and the darker blonde moves herself closer to her friend . “ you deserve good things , cammy — not that . . . not that i'm too good or anythin' , just — i ain't better than you . really . ”
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