#𓇻 Oikawa’s Gravity

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Desiderium

PRONOUNCED - des·​i·​de·​ri·​um | \desəˈdirēəm\ DEFINITION - an ardent desire or longing. especially: a feeling of loss or grief for something lost

PAIRING - Oikawa Tōru x Reader GENRE - Angst SYNOPSIS - You never did want to be pulled into the cycle of loving Tooru. You told him when you admitted to knowing that he liked you, you weren’t ready for a relationship. He didn’t listen. Wormed his way into your heart with his stupid moves that shouldn’t have worked. You dreamed of futures together, then one day... “Is this even worth trying to fix?” STATUS - ONGOING NEXT UPDATE - SEP 04 TAGLIST - OPEN

PARTS - 12+

00. Accismus

01. Two Week Notice 02. Abbreviate 03. When vs If 04. Better and Worse 05. That Much 06. I Always Knew 07. 20s 08. Life Lately 09. Dirty Laundry 10. iCloud Storage 11. Almost You 12. Survivor's Guilt 13. Strangers 14. Out of the House 15. Phantom Pain 16. Closure 17. 7 Stages of Grief

A/N - This was a therapy piece for me. I would like you all to know this will be very angst heavy. I love Oikawa, I really do, he was one of my first Haikyuu crushes and I kin him very hard. This was just my free therapy, however, because at the time I wrote this, my boyfriend of two and a half years left me with no warning the day before we were supposed to put in an apartment application together. This is how I coped.

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