#𝄢 · 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬 & 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫𝐬. ✦ ( asks. // answered. )

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random dialogue.   >   @falseapostle​

“i don’t like that look, what happened?”

SLOW FEELS THE SHIFT OF FEATHERS UNDER HER SKIN. it feels umbearable, like an itch she’ll never get rid of, like an aching that’ll never stops. she can feel each of them SWAY and PUSH in a desperate attempt to GROW OUT.

the back of her neck feels cold; she feels guilty, she feels CAUGHT. she can feel gold tickling the insides of her throat like ACID, sore reminder from her latest bathroom trip. she feels so lucky he wasn’t there. she feels so lucky he was out. she feels so lucky she wasn’t messy and had time to clean.

“ it’s all good, ” she lies. she can still feel the gold dripping down her lips. every time she speaks, she can almost feel it CLIMB BACK UP. the whole thing makes her want to gag. and still she lies. it doesn’t feel good. but it still feels right: right now, LYING FEELS RIGHT.

“ how was your walk ? seen anything nice ? ”

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FMK: Sho, Joshua, Neff

FMK.   >   accepting.

ah ... that was a tough decision. “ y’all just keep asking about sho, huh ... ”

“ well ... i can’t possibly kill my best friend, so, i think i’ll fuck sho, marry neff ... and let joshua figure it out. ”

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😊😶😟😥 {I am, mostly still very afraid, but I think you're a really cool person and I'm so grateful you've allowed me to write so much with Haruto. (๑ˊ▵ॢˋ̥๑) I hope I can get better about this over time.}

intimidation meme.   >   accepting.

😊 - I think you are a really friendly person. 😶 - I’m not sure if I can reach out to you. 😟 - I wish I had the courage to start talking to you. 😥 - I am very intimidated by you. I wish it wasn’t that way, because you seem cool.

dude im jsut sitting there!!!!!! i’d love to talk to you more man!!! you seem hella fun!!!!!!

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💛 + Sho, Haruto, Joshua

FMK.   >   accepting.

“ well we -- we know my stance on sho, ” clears throat. okay. this is still weird.

“ i’d ... rather not sleep with someone i’m not already intimate with, and ... joshua and i are rather close, so ... i’d -- trust him more in the b -- bedroom. ” god this is embarrassing. “ i don’t hate haruto, far from it, i -- i just ... i can’t see him that way. ”

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Would you love Sho if he were a worm?

WOULD HE LOVE ME ????????

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emotional prompts.   >   @catncore​

“ you’re a good person. i know there are days you don't believe you are.... but coming from someone who has had to make some really shitty decisions, i can see that you are a good person with good intentions...  i jus' hope you remember that on the hard days.  ”

she blinks, slowly, and then her eyes close completely. it’s in this state of rest that strelitzia places her head against his chest.

hanekoma always did it; brought peace to her, even for a moment. and it’s as if she could feel the strength of her empathy being reflected back at her, and it’s in these rare moments that she feels something akin to familial love. something she had long lost, coming from a mother that she doesn’t remember. but when he’s like this -- she remembers it, somewhat.

“ ... is this what sho keeps talking about ? ”

her eyes open softly, but she doesn’t look at him, her gaze lost on the reflections of the shop against the glass bottles on the wall. “ burning through composers to get to joshua. ” she knows it wasn’t good to listen in. but she also knows there are things hanekoma simply won’t tell her unless prompted. or maybe they just didn’t have that kind of relationship.

“ or about how angry he is at you ? ”

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emotional prompts.   >   @falseapostle​​

“ hey… there is nothing in this world that you can tell me, that’ll ever make me hate, fear, or leave you. please, rest easy in that knowledge. ”

strelitzia looks at him for a moment, her neutral gaze setting into his -- and then she snorts, eyelids closing and her lips stretching into a dry smile. yeah. if only it were that easy.

“ i think you’re being too optimistic. ” she looks through the window, back hunched as she sits on the sofa. that was too easy. even for her -- that was something she got away with way too easy. “ don’t say that kind of stuff. ”

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😊 - I think you are a really friendly person. 😟 - I wish I had the courage to start talking to you. 😥 - I am very intimidated by you. I wish it wasn’t that way, because you seem cool.

intimidation meme.  >   accepting.

i am inside your walls

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😊 - I think you are a really friendly person ( also, v cool ) 😟 - I wish I had the courage to start talking to you. 😫 - I admire you from the sidelines because you seem cool and I’m just a dork.

intimidation meme.  >   accepting.

GUYS IM NOT GONNA BITE YOU

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hazuki, sho, and uh, joshua?

FMK.   >   accepting.

oh that’s easy.

“ fuck joshua, marry sho, kill hazuki. ” no hesitation whatsoever. worst boss of the year.

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" Sho, Haruto, Sanae. "

FMK.   >   accepting.

“ that’s ... ” the worst, this is the worst.

“ b -- by process of elimination, i’d ... k -- kill sanae, ” not that she’d ever be able to, but at least it’s out of the way -- didn’t make saying it less painful, “ gross, but uh, i guess i’d ... sleep with haruto, ” process of elimination, process of elimination --

“ and i’d m ... marry ... ” god oh god oh god oh god --

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unprompted.   >   @felidaecantus​​

" GIVE HANEKOMA PERMISSION TO BEAT THE EVERLOVING SHIT OUT OF ME. "

“ no. ”

takes a sip of tea, puts her cup down, turns the page of her book. “ crazy you gotta ask me, though. ”

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People think kubofuckery is a joke but /watch?v=J5_VrvaK3zE

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pet meeeeeeee pet meeeeeeeeeeee pet m e eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

“ there, THERE ... ” she pulls him towards her on the couch, then combs his hair with her fingers. “ c’mon ... come here. you’re not gettin’ up for some time. ”

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✔ { owo

easy plot guide.   >   accepting.

send me ✔ and I will bold my preferences for your muse.

Do I know your muse(s):  yes | no | a little | tell me about your muse / verse tell me abt everything bby

Setting: our verse | my verse | your verse ( hey she can visit ) | modern | alternate universe | other

Pre-established relationships? yes | no | depends on the relationship

Possible relationships: friends | classmate | co-worker | roommate | family, real or adopted | dating or blind date | married | friends with benefits | unrequited love | lending a hand | teacher - student | rivals | allies | partner-in-crime | enemies | protecter - guarded | business partners | spy - infiltrated | manipulator - manipulated | star-crossed | first meeting | other

I’m in the mood for: fluff | angst | horror | romance | humor | crime | hurt / comfort | action | supernatural | slice of life | crack | dark threads | light threads | any genre | multi-para | shorter para | one-line | any length | plotted threads | unplotted threads | other

Feel free to: message me ooc | message me ic | tell me your ideas | write a starter | answer one of my opens | send a meme | reblog this with your preferences - let’s find common interests!

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The truth about that other Joshua off to the side —

honesty spell.   >   accepting.

send “the truth about *muse*” and my muse will express how they feel about them without holding back or sugarcoating.

“ equally kind of a bitch ... just in an OLD MAN kind of way. ”

“ i dunno man, DIMENSIONAL DOPPLEGANGERS AN’ ALL THAT are still a pretty wild concept to me. can’t just change my whole worldview all uva’ sudden !! it’s SERIOUSLY messed up !! ”

“ but ... i dunno. he’s sweet. i haven’t gotten to really ... KNOW him. it still feels kind of ... OFF. an’ AWKWARD. i think he kind of feels that too. ” but she likes to play games with him and steal his cards --

“ ... doesn’t mean i don’t wanna try to. i do. ”