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#𝖂𝖍𝖔 π–†π–—π–Š π–žπ–”π–š; Musings
ask-vantablack Β· 5 years
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Bold applicable fears. Italicize uncomfortable.
the dark ⋆ fire ⋆ Β open water ⋆ deep water ⋆ being alone ⋆ crowded spaces ⋆ confined spaces ⋆ change ⋆ failure ⋆ Β war ⋆ loss of control ⋆ Β powerlessness ⋆ prison ⋆ blood ⋆ drowning ⋆ suffocation ⋆ Β public speaking  ⋆ Β natural animals ⋆ Β the supernatural ⋆ Β heights  ⋆ death/dying ⋆ intimacy  ⋆ rejection ⋆ abandonment ⋆ loss ⋆ Β the unknown ⋆ the future ⋆ not being good enough ⋆ Β scary stories  ⋆ Β speaking to new people ⋆ Β poverty ⋆ loud noises ⋆ Β being touched ⋆ forgetting  ⋆ remembering ⋆ loving
tagged by stolen from: @ask-the-maniac
tagging: @ssquareup, @chubbymarieuwu, @dmntophbia, @ncromanciii, @lixnfeng
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Romance Headcanons
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Name: Vantablack
Nicknames: Vanta, Vants
Gender: Genderfluid
Romantic Orientation: Bisexual
Preferred Pet Names: No preference.
Relationship Status: Single/Taken (Depends on timeline)
Favorite Canon / Fandom Ship: Khari x Vanta, Frank x Vanta
Favorite Crossover Ship: N/A
Opinion On True Love: They don’t care to differentiate the difference between β€œlove” and β€œtrue love”. To them all love is a waste of time that leaves people open and vulnerable for people like them to get in and ruin their lives.
Opinion On Love At First Sight: Absolutely not. As it is they already see love and romance as a weakness inherit in humans, so love at first sight is quite possibly the greatest weakness that can be exploited. They don’t believe in it, and for those that do they keep it as a mental note to possibly take advantage of later on in one way or another.
How β€˜Romantic’ Are They?: They try their best. They’re not exactly the best at conveying their true emotions, and they’re already known for masking how they truly feel beneath layers of lies and deceit, so any attempts atΒ  genuine romantic gestures might often appear hamfisted or awkward. Just know they’re trying.
Ideal Physical Traits: No preference, though they do have a particular affiliation for the big, monsterous, twisted, and otherwise inhuman.
Ideal Personality Traits: Assertiveness, inner strength; they like someone that makes their presence known and sticks out from a group, someone that catches their eye in one way or another.
Unattractive Physical Traits: Excessive youth; they’re put off by those that appear excessively young due to both their limited exposure to others within The Fog being mostly adults and elders (making it so people from younger demographics just look rather wrong to them in comparison) and also because of certain memories they took from Quentin. Otherwise, none particularly come to mind.
Ideal Date: Really they don’t care. Just spending time and doing things with them makes them happy. Take them out to a museum, an art gallery, take them out to the theater, or just stay in and watch shitty movies with them over junk food, either way they’ll enjoy themself.
Average Relationship Length: N/A; they’re not usually ones to get involved in relationships so about as long as it takes for their partners to get tired of them (in their own words).
Preferred Non-Sexual Intimacy: Just... relaxing. Laying back against their partnerβ€˜s chest and enjoying their warmth and energy. Give them a little scratch on their head or a kiss on the back of their neck and they’ll be practically melting at your touch.
Commitment Level: Dating. They’ll never go past that, as it’s already a stretch for them as is.
Opinion On Public Affection: With platonic relationships they don’t particularly mind, but the minute you get past platonic into romantic territory they start to become uncomfortable with it. They don’t like the idea of having something they care about being broadcast to the public; they don’t want something they genuinely care about to be taken away or potentially being used against them.
Past Relationships?: N/A
Tagged by: @fierceathlete​​
Tagging: @nervousleaderr​ @mnstrss (any muse(s)), @ask-the-maniac, and anyone else interested!
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|| The Shadow’s Chase Theme ||
Twisted Metal Black: Snowy Roads (Last Enemy)
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Types of people: Birds
Vantablack
π’ππ€π‘π‘πŽπ– . Β  Β  Β innocence, big dreamer, waking up too early, walking home, being afraid of meeting new people, slim hands, always cold, reading a book under a tree, the smell of the forest, missing your home
𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐄 . Β  Β  independent, caring too much for others, sharp looks, walking through the city late at night, the tallest and most spectacular building, iron, being single and okay in a world that tells you that being single is bad
π’π–πˆπ…π“ . Β  Β  falling in love easily and heavily, traveler, the infinity of the bluest sky, storms, broken smiles, forgetting people who used to be your beloved ones, feeling out of place, mistrusting people, a fleeting romance.
π‚π‘πŽπ– . Β  Β  Β feeling as if you have seen so much and as if you know a lot, prejudging, tight hugs that leave you breathless, a grey sky, serenity, intelligence, being left behind, chains, smoke, the pride of someone wise.
πƒπŽπ•π„ . Β  Β  Β petals, jealousy, being tired of living with the same old faces, whispered secrets, marble, sundresses, white clothes, the first sunset of winter, pride in who you are, learning to get over someone.
𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐔𝐋𝐋 . Β  Β  family, golden light, the sea murmuring in your ear, summer afternoons, caramel ice cream, collecting seashells and other things and calling them treasures, living breezy and carefree, swimming in the sunlight.
π‚π€ππ€π‘π˜ . Β  Β  artistic, getting excited easily, dancing and singing while you are alone, looking at your friends having fun, no phone, being afraid of judgment, spring, a meaningful gift, the first ray of sunlight
Tagged by: @nervousleaderr​
Tagging:Β @franks-dirty-blade, @ssquareup, @fierceathlete, @dmntophbia, and anyone else interested!
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I change shapes just to hide in this place, But I'm still, I'm still an animal. Nobody knows it but me when I slip, Yeah, I slip, I'm still an animal.
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Vibe Check
(Baby... Also the fact that β€œGremlin” isn’t any higher makes me doubt this significantly.)
tagged by Β :Β  @ssquareup tagging Β :Β  @stabwoundstudies, @franks-dirty-blade, @medkitmedic, @mcdsparks, and whomever else wants to
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tagged by: @ncromancii​
tagging: ​none, just steal it.
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π’”π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’π’† 𝒐𝒓 π’•π’‚π’Œπ’†π’ : Single. π’‚π’ƒπ’Šπ’π’Šπ’•π’Šπ’†π’” 𝒐𝒓 π’‘π’π’˜π’†π’“π’” : Shapeshifting, Memory Theft, Memory Interpretation, Life Force Absorption, Minor Hypnotics, Hyper-Regeneration. π’†π’šπ’† 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓 : White/Light Grey. π’‰π’‚π’Šπ’“ 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓 :Β  Black, dyed silver undercut. π’‡π’‚π’Žπ’Šπ’π’š π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’ƒπ’†π’“π’” :Β  None, unless you count the Entity. π’”π’π’Žπ’†π’•π’‰π’Šπ’π’ˆ π’•π’‰π’†π’š 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 π’π’Šπ’Œπ’† :Β  Being talked down to; being treated as β€œlesser than” anyone. π’‰π’π’ƒπ’ƒπ’Šπ’†π’” / π’‚π’„π’•π’Šπ’—π’Šπ’•π’Šπ’†π’” :Β  Whittling, hunting, general murder and mayhem. 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕 π’‚π’π’šπ’π’π’† 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 : Yes. 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 π’Œπ’Šπ’π’π’†π’… π’‚π’π’šπ’π’π’† 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 : Yes. π’‚π’π’Šπ’Žπ’‚π’ 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 π’•π’‰π’†π’Ž :Β  Black Cobra. π’˜π’π’“π’”π’• π’‰π’‚π’ƒπ’Šπ’•π’” :Β  Killing people for fun and sport, stalking, kidnapping, toxic manipulation. 𝒓𝒐𝒍𝒆 π’Žπ’π’…π’†π’π’” :Β  None. If anything, they’re their own role model. 𝒔𝒆𝒙𝒖𝒂𝒍 π’π’“π’Šπ’†π’π’•π’‚π’•π’Šπ’π’ :Β  Bisexual. π’•π’‰π’π’–π’ˆπ’‰π’•π’” 𝒐𝒏 π’Žπ’‚π’“π’“π’Šπ’‚π’ˆπ’† / π’Œπ’Šπ’…π’” :Β  They’re absolutely terrified of relationships, so they would never dare consider marriage. They like kids, but they’re a terrible influence on them. Don’t let them anywhere near your child unless you want them committing theft and perjury at age 6. π’”π’π’Žπ’†π’π’π’† π’•π’‰π’†π’š 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 :Β  The Legion, The Huntress, their β€œObsession” (timeline-specific crush). 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒐 π’‡π’“π’Šπ’†π’π’…π’”π’‰π’Šπ’‘π’” :Β  They’re a toxic and manipulative bastard first and foremost, and that means no matter how close *you* think you are with them, chances are they still don’t trust you. They enjoy the comfort and energy of others, taking what they can get before slinking back away recharged and refreshed. It takes a lot of time and energy to fully gain their trust, and if you break that they will make you experience hell like nothing else. Empathy was never one of their strong suits, but if you’re true friends with them they’ll do their best to comfort you when you’re dragged down. π’‡π’‚π’—π’π’“π’Šπ’•π’† π’…π’“π’Šπ’π’Œ : Rose water, lightly sweetened. π’‡π’‚π’—π’π’“π’Šπ’•π’† 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒅 π’•π’Šπ’Žπ’† 𝒂𝒕 :Β  The Black Lake. π’•π’‰π’†π’Šπ’“ π’•π’šπ’‘π’† : They like people that β€œstick out” from a crowd. Those that catch their attention attract their interest, often to the point of obsession. They’ve also got the hots for strong, monstrous, and otherwise feral people/creatures as well. π’„π’‚π’Žπ’‘π’Šπ’π’ˆ 𝒐𝒓 π’Šπ’π’…π’π’π’“π’” : Both. They love hanging out in the outdoors, especially when it’s nice and cool out, even moreso when it’s raining, but they’ll never deny the comfort of a warm, soft bed and a roof over their head.
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Am I awake? What time is it? When I get through this day... Can someone tell me how... And how much longer now... Am I awake?
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A PROFILE OF YOUR MUSE. Β  REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG, with the information of your muse, Β including headcanons, Β etc. Β If you fail to achieve some of the facts, add some others of your own!
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NAME. Β  Β Vantablack.
NICKNAME(S).Β  Β  Vanta, Vants.
ALIAS(ES). Β  Β The Shadow.
AGE. Β  Β Unknown/Undefined.
SPECIES. Β  Β Eldritch Abomination.
GENDER. Β  Β Genderfluid. (They/Them)
ORIENTATION.Β  Β  Bisexual.
INTERESTS. Β  Barehanded hunting, fishing, whittling.
PROFESSION. Β Β  Hunter/Killer.
BODY TYPE. Β  Β Average, somewhat athletic. Rectangular shape; not particularly curvy. Toned thighs and calves, average arms, small breasts.
EYES. Β  Β Pale grey / pure white.
HAIR.Β  Β Black side-shave/undercut on both sides, short "dyed" grey-white.
SKIN. Β  Β Pale, slightly greyed/off-colored.
FACE. Β Β  Feminine facial features, defined jawline, large nose. Pristine complexion, borderline uncanny valley.
PIERCINGS.Β  Left nipple, Navel.
HEIGHT. Β  Β 5'6" / 7'3".
DRINKS. Β  Β Water, unsweetened black tea, pickle brine.
ANTAGONISTS.Β  The Entity, own psyche.
COLORS.Β  Β  Vantablack/Black 2.0 (Duh), dark blue, crystal blue.
FRUITS. Β  Β Watermelon, grapes, lychee, peaches.
ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES?Β  Β None; hates alcohol.
SMOKES? Β  Β Marijuana.
DRUGS?Β  Β  Mushrooms (VERY rarely).
DRIVERS LICENSE? Β  Β Stolen.
TAGGED BY STOLEN FROM: @franks-dirty-blade​ TAGGING: @ssquareup, @nervousleaderr, @ask-the-maniac​
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Vantablack’s Pokemon Team
Stolen from: @ncromancii
Zorark (Carmine): Female / Illusion / Assault Vest / Dark Pulse - Flamethrower - Knock Off - Shadow Ball / Luxury Ball
Mimikyu (Ecru): Male / Disguise / Focus Sash / Play Rough - Destiny Bond - Shadow Claw - Taunt / Dusk Ball
Ditto (Thulian): Genderless / Imposter / Lax Incense / Transform / Quick Ball
Musharna (Amethyst): Female / Synchronize / Leftovers / Healing Wish - Pain Split - Trick Room - Psychic / Great Ball
Eelektross (Laguna): Male / Levitate / Rocky Helmet / Thunder Punch - Power-Up Punch - Rock Slide - Drain Punch / Great Ball
Gyarados (Sapphire): Male / Moxie / Gyaradosite / Waterfall - Ice Fang - Crunch - Dragon Dance / Net Ball
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🎡 // SHOW ME WHAT U GOT
Lullaby for the Damned || @ssquareup || Accepting
🎡: SG Lewis & HONNE - Overdose
It's been a whileI know we haven't talked too muchI think about you way too muchBut it's always been that wayI've been dyingTo pick up where we both left offI noticed all we had was lostBut I know I'll feel the same
When it's just the two of usIt can be the best thing, oohRemember it was only usAnd I would give you everything(Chorus)I love it when you move in closeLove the way your body floatsFeel like I could overdose on your energyI love it when you move in closeTime is going fast from slowFeel like I could overdose when you're next to meI love it when you move in...I love it when you move in...
Remember the feelings that you had before?I'm always left to wanting more'Cause you always move awayWhat you afraid of?I know that you got hurt last timeBut you should know I'm not that typeIf you believe me when I say
When it's just the two of usIt can be the best thing, oohRemember it was only usAnd I would give you everything(Chorus)I love it when you move in closeLove the way your body floatsFeel like I could overdose on your energyI love it when you move in closeTime is going fast from slowFeel like I could overdose when you're next to meI love it when you move in close...
When it's just the two of usRemember it was only us(Chorus)I love it when you move in closeLove the way your body floatsFeel like I could overdose on your energyI love it when you move in closeTime is going fast from slowFeel like I could overdose when you're next to meI love it when you move in close...
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Lullaby for the Damned || @chubbymaireuwu​​​ || Accepting
🎡: CKY - Flesh into Gear
I can’t expect you to see(Me when I’m not around)And my voice is destroyed(By confinement of sound)I’m a human machine(Laced with hidden disease)If the future is bleak(Then you’re connected to me)
(Chorus)Flesh into gearMyself appears dissected and pretentiousA simple sound a heavy sighCould win the whole world overYou live in fear of being someone that you didn’t want toI realize your insecurity will get the best of youA traitor’s embrace(How foolish, how wrong)Contained in one place(Anxiety spawns)Unopened reowned(What’s needed upscaled)Digested inhaled(Unwilling unwound)
(Chorus)Flesh into gearMyself appears dissected and pretentiousA simple sound a heavy sighCould win the whole world overYou live in fear of being someone that you didn’t want toI realize your insecurity will get the best of you
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🎡 + do Mason
Lullaby for the Damned || @ncromancii​​ || Accepting
🎡: William Control - Revelator
From Hell, the violence of life, the pain we must endureFrom Hell, the violence of life, the finest cruelty
How does it feel, knowing that the dead surround you, not suffering?How do you smile, in this graveyard of lonely boxes and exile?From Hell, the violence of life, the pain we must endureFrom Hell, the violence of life the finest cruelty
How does it feel, when you press your skin against my skin, in the darkness?I see you smile, my hand wrapped around your throat in styleAll we feel is fear
(Chorus)We will fall to the violent sins in the night (We fall we fall into the night)We will fall to the violent sins in the night (The new romantic boys are here)We will fall to the violent sins in the night (We fall we fall into the night)We will fall to the violent sins in the night (The new romantic boys are here)From Hell, the violence of life, the pain we must endureFrom Hell, the violence of life, the finest cruelty
You say I am a child of godSome claim the devils handOh Lucifer, what have you done to this man?
(Chorus)We will fall to the violent sins in the night (We fall we fall into the night)We will fall to the violent sins in the night (The new romantic boys are here)We will fall to the violent sins in the night (We fall we fall into the night)We will fall to the violent sins in the night (The new romantic boys are here)
We fall, we fall into the night(I gave my heart you gave me fear)We fall, we fall into the night(New romantic boys are here)We fall, we fall into the night(I give my heart you give me fear)We fall, we fall into the night(New romantic boys are here)
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🎡 + I'm too lazy to change blogs do the Endtity
Lullaby for the Damned || @endtity​​ || Accepting
🎡: Sullivan King - I’ll Fight Back
In the interest of keeping saneKeeping off the leeches of fameKill the crows that point the blameOur voices are fast changedI never said I would take your sideI just said I would compromiseIf you make me put up a fightI’ll fight back till the day I dieI’ll fight backAll the things that could go wrongAll the things that you wanted all alongAnd I don’t really mind if what I sayPisses you offI never said I would take your sideI just said I would compromiseIf you make me put up a fightI’ll fight back till the day I die
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🎡- stabbysusie! (or just Susie)
Lullaby for the Damned || @stabbysusie​ || Accepting
🎡: Unlike Pluto - Everything About Nothing
Live it up, live it up, when it’s me and you, when it’s me and youLet it take, let it take, take ahold of you, take ahold of youThey will, talk their, shit and you know they’ll keep on goingGive it up, give it up, cuz they don’t get me, and they don’t get you[Chorus]Talkin, talkin about a whole lot of nothingYouTalkin, talkin about a whole lot of nothingYouInside jokes, no one knowing, what we know, we’ll never tell a soulMaybe, we don’t, care if they judge, a thingThey wouldn’t understand it anywaysLaughing about nothing, just doing our own thingJust trying to be free, you can bet that we’ll be[Chorus]Talkin, talkin about a whole lot of nothingYouTalkin, talkin about a whole lot of nothingYouTook time to forget these bondsNever woulda gotten too farNever woulda gotten too farWithout the friends like familyWoulda lost my sanityWoulda lost my sanityTalkin, talkin about a whole lot of nothingYouTalkin, talkin about a whole lot of nothingYou
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🎡 + nny because i (ask-the-maniac) have 0 impulse control,
Lullaby for the Damned || @ask-the-maniac​ || Accepting
🎡: The Queenstons - Outsider
You feel like a stranger to meBut I like that a littleI thinkI’m not so sureI don’t knowI don’t careI’m an outsider for youShield your eyesI’ll make it lighter for youTonight
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