#💌 bldelaine

[lovelyhan]

"well, well, well. look who's running back into my arms. i told you that i'm irresistible, didn't i?" with cheol? 🤭

@bldelaine asked: Enemies to lovers prompt: "it seems I'm out of fucks to give, oops!" + Seungcheol

⟣ saccharine ⟢ wc: 1.3k words warnings: toxic/unhealthy relationships minors do not interact!

Joshua: hey, i hope you made it home safely! i had a great time tonight :) let me know when you're free for the next date, yeah?

Me: i had a lot of fun, too, shua ^^ and sure thing, i'll let you know the moment my schedule clears up again!

Joshua: thanks, beautiful. good night.

At this point, you're convinced you should start feeling those figurative butterflies in your stomach at Joshua's sweet response. He was nothing short of a gentleman the entire evening. Wining and dining in some high-end restaurant uptown, never once making you uncomfortable in your own skin.

You knew your best friend, Jeonghan made a good call when he set you up with his thoughtful co-worker. It's been a while since you've been on a date that didn't leave you feeling like shit once it was over. Part of you even looks forward to meeting Joshua again one of these days.

But if that's the case...

How'd you end up at Seungcheol's front door instead?

You know he stays up during ungodly hours of the night working on his music. You know he keeps a duplicate of the key to his apartment underneath the mat.

And you know he isn't in a good mood when you quietly slip into his studio and there's nothing playing on the speakers.

"Well, well, well." Seungcheol drawls, turning to face you on his swiveling chair with an apathetic look on his face. "Look who's running back into my arms. What, your date didn't treat you right, sweetheart? The pretty boy in your stories looked like such a dream though."

The condescension in his voice makes the back of your neck prickle with irritation, but you can't muster a smart retort to fire back with. There's no need to.

Because as much as you try to convince yourself that you're better off without him, you'll always come running back to Choi Seungcheol.

He knows you know this, and despite his irksome mood, he lets you splay yourself all over his lap—undoing the buttons of the dainty blouse you spent two hours picking out for your date. Seungcheol chuckles darkly as he hikes the fabric of your tight skirt further up your thighs, nosing his way into the crook of your neck. He has you whimpering in no time.

"What was it that you said the last time you were here?" he whispers, grabbing handfuls of your ass in both of his palms as he grinds you against the tenting hardness in his sweats. "I fucking hate you? I'm never going back here again?"

Annoyed, you grab his shoulders firmly—that stupidly attractive smirk doing little to alleviate the arousal pooling between your thighs—before crushing your lips against his.

You do hate him. You hate him with the fire of a thousand suns. You hate him because that's all you ever know how to feel around him. But every time your bodies come together like this, you can't help how helplessly addicted you are to the taste of him.

Seungcheol's voice is like honey when he carries you to his bedroom, stripping you down with the filthiest promises sung mellifluously into your ears. Your nerves tingle with every breath that fans against your skin—wanting more, and more, and more.

He's sweet in a way that's completely different from Joshua. He's saccharine, almost sickly to point that he'll rot you from the inside out if you indulge yourself too much.

You know you should cut him off while you still can, but Seungcheol is a little too good at whittling down your defenses. Too elaborate with stringing you along that you'll always come back for more.

His bruising touch, his searing kiss—this man knows how to pick you apart and put you back together in more ways than one. It's fucking ironic, how you've only felt this level of passion; this level of desire with someone you despise with your entire being.

If you had this with anyone else, you would've called it love.

"Cheol," you pant, legs quivering with anticipation from the position he manhandled you into. It's fucking embarrassing to have your face squished into the mattress and your ass in the air—dripping cunt his for the taking. "Please touch me..."

He makes a noise that sounds no different from a scoff, a his large hand smoothing across the globe of your ass before it comes down with a harsh smack. The force propels you forward, making you choke on a moan as your flesh sizzles scarlet.

"You think you deserve to have it so easy?" he laughs mirthlessly. "Why couldn't you ask that pretty boy of yours to touch you instead, hm? You were so adamant about ending things between us, but you're back to begging for me in no time, aren't you?"

Your cunt clenches around nothing as Seungcheol continues to knead the sensitive flesh of your thighs with those warm, warm hands—teasing you with the pressure you know he can give you.

"Seungcheol," you whimper louder, pushing your ass further back in a desperate attempt at getting what you want. "I need you. Please, please, please."

"What a pretty little cockslut," he hisses and you're completely unprepared when his palm collides with your ass once again. Seungcheol doesn't even bat an eye at the pained noise that leaves you, at the tears stinging your eyes. "You'll never get it as good as you do with me, sweetheart. Remember that the next time you're brave enough to tell me how much you fucking hate me."

You're delirious with pleasure and he hasn't even touched you properly. There's no saving you from your own addiction—this, you come to realize when Seungcheol moves away from you completely, leaving you a crying mess at his departure.

"Seungcheol," you sob pathetically, but make no moves to chase after him because he told you to stay still. "'m so empty. Need your cock, please. I won't go on any dates anymore, just— Want you inside me so bad."

Your words have him chuckling to himself as he kicks off his sweats and peels off his shirt. What an adorable little thing—so quick to toss away your newest boy toy because you just can't get enough of him.

"Are you all mine, baby?" Seungcheol asks, gathering your hair in his fist before pulling hard—making your back arch with a delicious stretch. "You gonna tell that pretty boy of yours who you belong to?"

A brief image of Joshua's kind smile flits through the forefront of your mind, and for a moment, your chest is seized with guilt.

You did have a good time with him. You did think he'd be the perfect person to settle down with if you ever wanted to make things official.

But when Seungcheol pries your lips open with two of his thick fingers, you immediately resign yourself to the fact that Joshua deserves better. So much better.

"Yes," you breathe before suckling on his digits. "'m yours, Cheol. Always yours. I'll do anything just p-please fuck me."

For a moment, you see the ire in his gaze soften into a look you can't quite parse, but it's gone just as quickly as it came. Seungcheol surrenders his grip on your hair, letting you fall back onto the mattress with a helpless whimper.

"Anything, huh?" He shakes his head before taking a seat right by the headboard. "With how easily you go back on your word, it seems I'm out of fucks to give about empty promises, sweetheart. How about you make good on your words for once?"

When he sprawls his long legs across the bed, you have to bite down a moan at the sight of his cock straining against his boxers. He's practically telling you to crawl to him if you're so desperate to get your brains fucked out.

A more stubborn, still coherent part of you wants to scoff. If Seungcheol thinks you're so cock-hungry that you'll stoop that low to get what you want...

He's completely right.

⟢ end notes: so sorry it took so long for me to get to this </3 it was kind of fun to write bc i chose not to focus on the smut aspect per se, but more on the reader's conflicting feelings about the fact that the biggest asshole in the world is the only one who can get her to come the way she wants to :') i sincerely hope you liked it!