#📝 for what it's worth it was worth all the while - headcanon

[council-of-beetroot]

🎉Hetalia Blog Directory UPDATE

I'm still taking blogs to make this worth your while so i don't feel like I'm spamming you!

List changes

I made three lists into 4 and may eventually have to make it five. A-G was split to A-E and F-I.

You all have blogs with the first half of the alphabet but not the last half for some reason.

Where can you find the links?

In my pinned post! That's probably the easiest way to access all the lists!

Category Changes

Anyway I changed the categories so now fanfiction and headcanons/quotes are two separate categories

Current Categories

📝 Fanfiction

💭 Headcanons/quotes

🖌️ Art

🗺️ Historical

🔁 Reblog

🎉 Memes/edits

❓ Character Asks

🎭 Cosplay

🎵 Hetalia myu

Do something different on your blog?

If there is a category you think I should add let me know!

Can I be added?

Yep! If you haven't been added and want to, Reblog or comment and tell me what your blog is and what you do!

If you have two blogs for two separate things i will take both and add both!

Thank you!

Thank you for your patience as i rearrange stuff!

[sound-under-the-sea]

For the ask game, 💔 and 📝 for Lilith? How are you? Make sure to hydrate!

Insaneillusionist! Hi!! Thank you for coming. I hope you have been having a good day. If not, I wish you positive vibes. As for hydration, I had tea and took several sips from my water bottle. I am good, thank you for asking.

💔angsty headcanon:

*Reaches into the jar.* An angst headcanon…hmm…I say during her time as head of the EC and after missions, she just tiredly rests on her couch in her office, sore all over, joints cracking at the slightest move. I just imagine her dazedly staring up at the ceiling wondering if this was even completely worth it. That every sacrifice and wrong action was worth it at the end of the day. Her Palisman just rests on her head to provide some for of comfort.

📝misc thoughts/headcanons (you can specify something not on this list or i can say whatever comes to mind first!)

A random headcanon that pops to mind and is always rearing it’s head is how I picture the dynamic shift between her and Eda after season one in the Let Lilith Be Badass AU. I think while working our way to the Day of Unity, they don’t quite know how to fix their sibling bond.

I come from a culture where being an older sibling is an important responsibility, so I believe that it should take time for them to reestablish their sibling bond after thirty years.

One of my favorite parallels is how Eda used to follow Lilith as children because she could trust her, but now after the revelation thirty years later while on a mission story I am thinking of, Eda admits she just doesn’t know if she could trust Lilith behind her so she asks her to walk ahead of her. Still trying to process her emotions. Then there’s Lilith who I imagine glancing away I she understands what she means. I have so many AUs exploring their sibling bond because season one made it important and I love sibling dynamics.

I know this would generally be an angst headcanone, but I think it fits more in sibling or platonic headcanons.

You can find the ask game here. If you want to send more asks, I am also open to that as well. I hope you have a nice day/evening. Thank you for sending an ask, insaneillusionist.

[apprenticeofcups]

Could you do headcanons of the main three with an apprentice who has this one talent and skill they're really good at and always praised for (let's say writing) and the apprentice has come to associate that skill with their self-worth and has depression and anxious fits whenever they haven't written for a while/haven't written "to their standards"?

oof that’s close to home okey dokey

📝Main 3 + Anxious Writer MC

Asra

Insists you’re a wonderful writer, but the self-worth thing needs to change

You have lots of other skills, and your worth is so much more than the sum of your “talent” or “usefulness”

Takes you out for a change of scenery to do something active that you enjoy - not something you’re “good at”, or something you have to do, just something you genuinely like doing that has no bearing on your self-esteem

He can’t force your writing mojo back, but he can stop you from putting so much pressure on yourself

Julian

Oh, he understands the struggle...he is, after all, a fellow Artist™

Like Asra, he pulls you away from writing, to put your mind on other things

His go-to is making you laugh, but if that doesn’t work, there are...other ways to relieve stress

He doesn’t make a big deal about your self-worth, but he does start praising your other skills more openly, and complimenting you more often outside of your writing

Nadia

You’re upset because you haven’t had time to write? She’s cleared your schedule. Go write

If it’s not to your standards, you read it out loud to her, and she helps you find out what you don’t like about it

(She thought it was perfect, but it’s not about her)

If all else fails, and you can’t even bear to speak the words, give it to her to read - you’re always surprised at how much better it sounds in her voice ☕

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