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Lovesick obsessed Eren>>😩😩

yes… YES because i’ve been dying to talk about it for a hot minute… when eren is in love he is in LOVE. he’s a lovesick puppy once he’s found his person. wandering hands, stealing frequent kisses throughout the day… whenever he sees you he just has to kiss your temple or the back of your head as he snakes his arms around your waist, resting his chin in the crook of your shoulder. he’s attached to you at the hip, oh i think he’d be very needy… omg is this gonna be a drabble hold on let me get my water bottle…

eren is one to be completely enamored with his partner, he loves so passionately, so hard that sometimes it scares you. when he’s not with you he’s thinking about you, and when he’s not thinking about you he must be doing something really damn distracting. he doesn’t do the extravagant, not when it comes to dates or any of that stuff, he loves the unplanned with you, he can make anything worthwhile as long as you’re with him. late night drives, stopping at the drive thru at 3 am, watching movies from his phone in his car before he drags you to the back seat and ***** you until the windows are foggy. “you’re so beautiful baby…” he whispers out of breath with his cheeks flushed and his hair falling out of his bun, all of it is so very eren, i feel like being with him would feel a lot like a movie- when it’s good it’s good… let me romanticize this for a bit okay? you work through it when it’s bad, because that’s what lovesick eren does, he just loves so fearlessly, and will quite literally confess his love to you every day he’s with you like he hasn’t done it a hundred times before <3

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do you think eren would be a good father?

do you want to make me cry at 1:46 pm! bc i will right now, soft dad eren ahead,, tread carefully!

i think, eren would be a great father. i think he’d protect his kid with his life, give up absolutely everything for them to have a good upbringing. he’d be protective, sometimes it’d be a little much, but at the end of the day he does it because he wants his child to be okay. that’s all he wants, he’d love them unconditionally, he’d defend them to the death. we all know how stubborn he is, if a teacher ever tried to say his kid wasn’t good he’d grab them by the hand and storm out. “my kid is fucking amazing actually.” he’s a pushover for his kids and his kids only, let them decorate his hair with clips and scrunches, smear glitter on his face, sit still on his phone while they hung off of his lanky body. if he’s not with his kids he’s thinking about them, looking at the picture of them he has as his phone background, calling in with the nanny to make sure they’re doing well throughout the day. he’d rock them to sleep, cook dinner with them on his hip, push them down the street on a bike, hold their little bodies up in the ocean while they float on their backs, give them piggy back rides so they could feel like they’re flying, “here comes the airplane!” while he’s scooping food into their mouths. pushing them on the swings, getting frustrated when changing diapers, putting the bottle of milk under his shirt because his baby would only breastfeed so he’s trying to trick them into bottle feeding. being a big softie for only them but everywhere else he’s the intimidating dad. don’t mess with eren’s kids. he’ll fight anyone that tries him. his kids could literally draw on the walls of their classroom with markers and eren would say, “okay they’re expressing themselves, you’re not gonna let your students express themselves?” his kids are his lifeline, if there’s one thing he’s living for it’s them.

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i have a nsfw req bc im horny again so nsfw warning

basically after all the shit, cb reader friendzoning eren but he can notice that she wants to be more than friends, so he just grabs her waist, pulls her into him and kisses her. then theyre aggressively making out (i mean they can take off their clothes too idm🙄) while "friends" by chase atlantic is playing in the background.

thirsty nonnie my legs are shaking again. ur too good with these requests. their clothes stay on i’m sorry i also forgot to post this last night. angsty ofc 🙄 x.

“eren! i never want to fucking see you again… get… get the fuck away from me…” your words shriveled off into a whisper as your hands balled into fists, landing softly on eren’s chest. the whimpers that fled your mouth contradicted every single word you uttered to his smug face. under your breath you mumbled “please,” “stay,” and “why?” hiccuping through your pleas, begging for an explanation from him. why he cheated on you, why he ruined everything you two had, and why you still couldn’t bring yourself to shake him. eren picked up on each whispered nothing that slipped through your lips as he took your fists in his hands, kissing your knuckles softly.

“you don’t fucking mean that baby,” he nudged your face with his nose to get your watery eyes to look up at him, “i know you don’t fucking mean that.” your breath caught in your throat when you felt his jade eyes bore into yours, when you felt the brown hair that framed his face tickle your cheekbones, and when his soft lips connected to yours. “tell me you wanna be with me,” he sung against your mouth, taking a sharp breath and inhaling every bit of your scent, waves of warm vanilla driving through his veins.

“n-no eren i-”

“stop lying to me… stop telling me things you don’t mean… and just tell me what you fucking want… ‘cause i know you don’t hate me.”

“you know what i want eren don’t make me say it-”

“say it,” he raked his fingers through your hair and held the back of your head, bringing your body into his. his arms extended past your neck and hugged your shoulders, laying his forehead against yours as he admired the way the crystal tears rolled down your cheeks.

“i wanna be with you eren,” one sentence and you had him back in your arms. his lips moved against yours with fervor, with need, with longing, desperation to be with you. you weren’t good for each other but sometimes unhealthy habits just felt that good. you were hooked on each other and every step you took back drew you in closer. you grinned when you felt eren grab your cheeks in his hands and push you back into the couch, his dark stature suffocating your body in the cushions. his thumbs wiped the tears off your cheeks as his tongue knotted itself with yours, licking at your mouth like a starved man.

“stop fucking leaving me,” he begged you, kissing at the sweet spot behind your ear, “need you to stop leaving.” you hummed in agreement, wrapping your legs around his waist as you drove him into your hips. his hand trailed down between your legs and hovered over your core lightly, “please,” you whispered, frazzled and needy. his fingers toyed with the waistband of your pants and started massaging your clit through the fabric, before leaving you empty where you needed his touch most.

“you want me?” he asked you for reassurance. your head nodded quickly, grabbing his face and bringing him to you. he smirked when you looked at him like he was the only thing left in the world, he had you wrapped around his finger. his little cry baby, all his and ready to be ruined.

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could you write something about cry baby and eren just cuddling? bc cuddling with eren is just so skahkfahodhsdkgsis

warning: soft rockstar!eren ahead

eren loves to tangle cry baby’s fingers in his, twirl her hands in his, kissing each of her knuckles. he loves to give her his sweaters, loving the way they fit her body and rode up her thighs in bed. his music would be playing softly out of his stereo, something perfect for a rainy day, maybe the stone roses or sumn, eren hums the lyrics lightly in cry baby’s ear, stroking her hair as he rocks her to sleep on his chest. cry baby softly draws circles on eren’s chest, playing with his necklaces and pulling at the soft fabric of his shirt. they just lay in silence together for hours and listen to music, softly falling asleep in each other’s arms until they have to go get dinner.

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Rockstar!Eren texting you randomly when he’s high even though he has a new “girlfriend”

The texts would be weeks apart and he’d ever be telling you how much he hates you, how you’re a shitty person or how much he misses you and loves you. You never reply to him but don’t have the heart to block him. Or sometimes you’ll get gifts from him delivered to your house, either jewellery or clothes; never wearing it but not throwing it away either.

oh yes, oooh yes.. rockstar!eren would totally do this. drunken/high text messages are this mans thing.

at first… the messages really hurt you, like really hurt you. you hated yourself for being so hung up on him, but you can’t just let go of him that easily, not after knowing how good his love can be… before you guys went to shit.

may i propose this… at first, you do respond to the messages, you know better, but the last time you saw him is still fresh on your mind… and he still knows how to push all the right buttons to trigger a response from you. whenever he saw his phone light up with a message from you, telling him how much he hurt you, how mean he is… the sick part of him enjoys it, he likes to know he’s successfully made you loathe him. but as you grow and stop responding… he gets pissed, knowing that he doesn’t have the same affect on you anymore and that you’ve drifted for far too long. you moving on from him leads him to go and spiral deeper into his habits, while you genuinely try to reconstruct your life.

when he sent you gifts, you wouldn’t wear them, but you weren’t gonna lie, you tucked the necklaces he sent you under your pillow, secretly holding onto it in your pocket throughout the day, hanging it from the mirror of your car. it was a way for you to be with him even if you weren’t. you knew the gifts weren’t genuine, but sometimes you would indulge the idea that eren had sent them to you because he genuinely missed you, not to taunt you or drive you up a wall. they helped you fabricate a fantasy in your mind where you and eren were still together and okay.

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i love crybaby sm i just have a few questions. does eren actually genuinely love reader and he’s just saying he hates her bc of the phase he’s in? like deep down does he still rly love her because reading this made me feel like he fell out of love with us. does he rly mean it when he says he hates her? sorry i just have reassurance issues😭😭

omg reassurance issues okay me…

the way i think of it… okay i don’t want to spoil season 4 + the ending of the aot manga just in case you haven’t seen/read it! but i view it as a dynamic resembling eren + mikasa’s (that’s just how i think to explain it.) i’ll be very general about what happens between them just in case. but eren, the aggressive character that he is, hates as passionately as he loves, they kind of go hand in hand for him i think, and it really is the root of him as a whole. i tried to translate this to his cry baby character, (hope it worked lol.) his way of showing love is interesting because it really is through extreme acts, with an extreme amount of selfishness involved as well (i won’t say what said acts are!) but i guess as i was writing the dynamic between the two in cry baby… i was thinking about how eren tries desperately to get mikasa to separate herself from him, because he knows that in the end she’ll get hurt if she sticks by his side. but truly, he’s pushing her away, will go to extremes to do so, because he loves her and wants to keep her safe. so if that means he has to make her hate him and have her think that he hates her, then he’ll do it. he’ll make himself the villain to protect you if that’s what it takes.

also the way mikasa loves eren unconditionally yes yes very much y/n vibes.

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Ngl even though I really want Cry Baby Reader and Eren to work things out, I've also had multiple fantasies where Reader is killing it in the business world and meets/falls in love with an older man like Levi or Erwin and has some emotional maturity in her relationship for the first time ever. And they treat her so well, but even so she still has insecurities from her relationship with Eren, so any time she cries she tries to hide it from them. But then one day they wrap her in their arms and tell her that she doesn't ever have to hide from them, and that she can come to them about anything. And meanwhile Eren is losing his fucking mind because he's seen the insta posts of them together and realizes that she's looking at them the way she used to look at him and-*DEEP BREATH* clearly your work has affected me quite a bit lmao you're amazing and I can't wait to read more!

-Amy

OH THIS IS QUITE THE TAKE! + tysm <3

reader deserves a man that can treat her right… erwin, (i’m sorry levi but erwin just gives these vibes) who is the ceo of the company reader works at, showers her in gifts in the way eren did, but he does it in a way that empowers her, not degrading or belittling her. he gives her gifts because she’s royalty to him, deserving of all displays of affection, not because she needs him, or wants to have leverage over her, but because he genuinely wants to. erwin shows reader how a man should act, he’s there for her when she needs him, but gives her her autonomy and freedom to do as she pleases, always trusting and never doubting her loyalty to him. he’s just a complete 360 from eren, and in his arms reader is very fragile, unused to being treated so well. erwin helps reader build herself back up after the way eren treated her, showing her all the good things about herself and why she deserves to have her needs met. i can just imagine erwin showering reader in compliments and soft kisses always, there is never a scenario in my head where erwin would be bad to you </3.

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i headcanon that highschool eren always spends too much time with crybaby until his friends got so fking annoyed 😩 i can imagine one of them saying “ remember it’s always bros before hoes ” & then eren responds with “ call my girlfriend a hoe one more time & you won’t have a bro ” 😖✋🏼✋🏼 im sorry jst let me fantasize a lil bc i was re-reading cry baby for the 20th time & i need smth to ease the angst 🥲

okay because the drabble i did on lovesick eren last night is exactly how i envision high school eren with cry baby. he would be with her actually all the time… he was so clingy but it was cute 🥺 please i’ll always let you guys fantasize over high school eren it’s what you guys deserve for putting up with my constant angst…

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crybaby ch 5 crumbs pls😩😙🤲🤲 it’s for… science !

guys i don’t have any crumbs just yet i’m sorry >:c bc i haven’t started it but!! the reason i haven’t started it is because i have two collab fics that are due between this/next month that are both w eren one with eren x jean so i’m prioritizing those rn!! also kinktober and before i start chapter 5 i wanna rewrite the prequel and edit what’s currently published before i continue! but chapter 5 is you guessed it! gonna be sad,, umm maybe i’ll sprinkle some plot for you guys beneath the cut (this is all subject to change as i write) so spoilers for ch. 5 at your own risk <3 literally copy and pasted from my messy ass outline.

eren learns that things aren’t going the way they used to in his career, the tour he’s currently on isn’t selling out all of the venues the way he used to when he first started out.

“eren… you’ve been in the game since you were seventeen… you were a fresh face. now you’re three albums in and a fucking mess… so you either get yourself together or you fucking lose it all.”

angry sex. eren very angy when he fucks >:(

gritty bathroom scene for eren… his turn to hysterically cry on the bathroom floor.

“what the hell would you tell me to do right now baby…”

sad doctors office visit.

debating whether or not to put a very important phone call in this chapter between two very emotionally confused and temperamental people umm.

jean faces cry baby again, hoping to be better than he was last time.

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wait omg that anon with crybaby eren kissing your polaroid and the anon about eren visiting reader after she loses her memory what if you combined those together.

after readers new bf forces eren out he goes home and starts breaking down regretting everything and starts looking at your photos and polaroids together while drinking and being absolutely hysterical. he can’t think straight rn bc the only thing he can think abt is reminiscing all the times he’s hurt you and treated you like shit and he can’t take it anymore and just goes to sleep bc it stops the pain.

it’s official … the cry baby club has got to be a group of the most emo bitches on here. you guys make the story even sadder?? every?? time??

i can see eren going into a spiral, he tears his house apart, he breaks plates, punches holes into the wall, flips the couches, taking his pain out on anything he can touch. he raids his room for the pictures of you, hysterically crying, eyes blurry and lips swollen. clothes are strewn all over the floor and everything from inside his closet is on his bed. when he finally finds the pictures of you he lays down on the floor and listens to your song, there is a light that never goes out by the smiths on repeat for hours. he holds the picture to his chest and keeps saying “i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry,” over and over again to himself, until his head is only clouded with thoughts of you. he kisses the picture of you one last time and falls asleep.

pain xx.

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okay so imagine if the events in chapter 3 didnt happen & she didn’t have any reason to contact eren that day. let’s say there wasnt anything tying her to him anym & she REALLY moved on after more than half a year bc of jean. and mayb she even went to eren’s future concerts to support him since he was someone important to her in the past. i can just imagine him being shocked to see her in the audience aft so long.

now my real question is, how would eren react to seeing cb officially moving on from him? would he prefer cb to hate him since it means that he still has some sort of effect on her or would he be genuinely happy for her that she has moved on from him since he knows that he isn’t the guy that she deserves anym bc he has hurt her so much?

i’ve gotten this question a lot,,, i’ve answered a while back but just to freshen up everyone’s memory this is the last time i’ll be answering it! (also cause i don’t wanna be repetitive in the cry baby tag lol)

eren’s reaction to cry baby really moving on: i think at first he’d be struck with anger and shock, realizing that she actually did it… she actually moved on, then jealousy, seeing her with jean, happy and healthy, with all of the things he couldn’t give her, then sadness, probably regret, that he couldn’t be good for her, that he couldn’t find the courage to put his foot down and actually try with her, he regrets ever letting her go, and now it’s too late. he’d probably find it hard to move on from her, i don’t see eren truly settling down with anyone beyond her, sure he’ll have relationships here and there, but they’ll never be fulfilling for him and he’ll never truly love those people in the same way he loved cry baby.

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lmao since we've already established that we have daddy issues, is it just me or did u get into reading smut from a young age to deal with ur trauma too? cuz ik for me i started developing rly bad coping mechanisms that have to do with porn/beating my meat and reading heavy amounts of smut since i was pretty young? and honestly im kinda scared abt it becoming an addiction but its such a hard habit to let go lmao

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omg yeah,,, let’s talk about this!! i think a part of why writers enforce minors do not interact so much now, [because i only recently learned that mdni really became a thing only like a year ago] is because a lot of us started reading smut, at a very young age. there was no “minors do not interact” when i was in middle school/high school, and that wasn’t even that long ago. it became a coping mechanism for me too?? and honestly it set unhealthy expectations for me when i was so young and vulnerable, about what i thought sex, relationships, and being in love should be like. when in reality, what we read in fics couldn’t be farther from the truth. i was 12-13 reading fics that glamorized my favorite characters kidnapping me, using my body for sex, and falling in love with them while i was a hostage 😭 and i thought it was so hot because, he’s still so sweet to me even after he hurts me so much! obviously reading that stuff now as an adult, you can separate fiction from reality. but sometimes i wish i hadn’t read that stuff so young. so i totally understand this, i literally consumed so much smut and fanfiction to get away from the harsh realities i had to deal with.

[but also i masturbate a lot too nonnie and like we’re adults okay?? there’s nothing wrong with doing it as much as you need to, i don’t think it’s a habit you necessarily have to break? it’s really good for you actually!! so i wouldn’t worry too much jdkks]

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How are we feeling about having a bath, the room completely drowned in red light and the smoke of the J you smoke with him while he sits behind you, chin resting on your head amd humming the song you put on from your sexy time playlist?

Who would that be?

draken, kazutora, hanma, shinichiro, ran, taiju

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Hey, i just wandering but does eren and cb have any habits or pet peeves? What ticks them off like are they fazed by minor inconveniences (e.g. water spilling) or do they not really care?

oooo … eren is just annoying <3 no i’m just kidding plsks ummm, wow i’ve never thought about this? i feel like eren’s pet peeves about cb would be having to wait for her while she stays in one store for hours, she takes up too much of the bed, asks for his food when she said she didn’t want anything, mmm and for eren, cb’s biggest pet peeves about him are um… he’s terrible at communicating what he feels, he’s stubborn, he leaves empty cups everywhere, doesn’t remember to turn off lights when he leaves rooms.

god this was kind of a cute question nonnie… i could probably keep going but yeah <3

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Oh so we’re talking about maladaptive day dreaming? Bro I’ve had an ongoing aot one for the past 6 months and it has crossovers and everything. I’ve been daydreaming like this since I was a little kid and I still find it weird that not everyone daydreams like this. Like I have whole ass seasons and episodes, I go back and rewrite things in my head, sometimes I want to make it a little angsty other times I want it to be happy. It’s so fun but it does get in the way of my sleep sometimes :/

nonnies i’m so glad we’re bonding over maladaptive daydreaming because… i’ve been daydreaming like that since i was a kid as well… it’s so difficult to not let it interfere with my life i-

yes yes yes i’m the same exact way… i have continuous ones and i’ll literally continue them in my head for days, go back change plot lines and it’s always before bed… i don’t sleep very well lol

like i have full ass stories in my head it’s crazy… maybe that’s why i enjoy writing long fics so much omg.. i literally live in my head they’re SO vivid for me.

and a continuous aot one? i’d love to hear more about that sounds v interesting.

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Did crybaby and Eren lose there virginity to each other?? How was there first time ??🙃

yeah they had all their firsts together! they were each others high school sweethearts </3 i imagine it was very sweet, eren took good care of cry baby and they both went at a pace they were comfy with, just rlly lovey dovey and smitten with each other! he probably put some music on to make her feel comfortable and gave her his sweater to wear afterwards :’).