Woke up from a nap in the middle of a panic attack because my mom was moving furniture around in the living room and hitting stuff off my bedroom wall while moving the bird cages and while in this panicked state trying to remember where I was what time it was and that it was in fact not my dad cleaning the bird cages on the other side of the wall I decided I NEEDED to digitally submit an application for the same snowcone place I brought a physical application in cause they never got back to me and the actual adults who run the place said they never got a hold of the physical copy I left (thank you teenagers who work there who never gave them my application that was super cool and swag of you π) so now I'm on the verge of a panic attack about getting my life together while waiting for my Apple Pencil to charge so I can fill out the application on my iPad and this all happened because I woke up from a dream about traveling the United States in my van and no one knowing my name or my backstory and being able to lie to strangers and when I woke up it felt like I needed to run away as soon as possible or the world would end so now I'm back to trying to make money
Please do not enter the perimeters of college premises if you are in bad mood early in morning. Please seek therapy to regulate your anger or emotions instead of behaving bitterly with the students who did absolutely nothing you incompetent piece of ugly shit.
sometimes my brain wonβt stop screaming at me that my f/oβs wouldnβt even like me at all were they real and itβs probably just my period exacerbating those thoughts but itβs like my brainβs out to get me today or something π₯²
I live a couple hours from the Ozarks so I hear some of the vernacular occasionally. I recently learned that witch doctors that broke curses were called Goomer Doctors, and since Twilight had to help Midna break a few of those...Then again, I also kinda find it funny if HC Wind overheard Twilight talking to someone about Goomer doctors, did research, and left Twilight a Goomy Plush with a small hat and a doctor's coat.
I had never heard of this so I did some research too and thatβsβ¦ interesting. π€¨ But LOL a Goomy Plush π€£ HC Twi would be leery of any of that, but thatβs too funny haha
can it not rain tomorrow during the 15 minute window of time when i have to retake my driving exam please or is that too much to ask of this cold and unforgiving universe?
So after roughly thirteen hours my exam results would be out and I'm scared but I'm chill but idk what is wrong with me but yeah.
My hair looks gorgeous, I am stressed out for the last few days, I need mental peace and I really wanna sketch but I can't when I fucking open my sketchbook. Anyways fuck this fuck everything I just hope I'll pass.
it is occurring to me that it is going to take weeks if not months for my body to get used to be so active and doing so much physical labor again regarding this new job π₯²