#🧠 kez anonz

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this is the best poem i've ever written. i hope you enjoy it!

Space:

the time between space and distance

where relativity is reality, and 

you are only just a memory

a sacred span to be treasured.

i loved you,

and i lost you

when i sent you up

into the big, great beyond. 

and i grew up without you, 

lived and breathed beyond you

because you were out there, 

979 million miles away. 

the hundreds of pages 

i read about the stars

captivate you, though you 

don't even know who you are. 

but i know you,

and i know us. 

and i know of the planets that surround

those observed, written stars. 

but though we are known,

time slips through my fingers

just like how you did

not too long ago.

so everyday i’d stare

into that bright blue sky, 

and you’d stare back

through the great dark void. 

then i got older

while you stayed younger

and i waited and waited, and waited, 

until i could hold you again. 

but that big blue sky

turned gray like your eyes 

and time began to 

slip and run away. 

then you became a memory, 

a placebo of hopes and dreams

and my hands slipped off the paper

writing about distance, space and stars. 

oh jesus, kez?? i just didn't enjoy it, i love it!! you're so freaking amazing omg- ngl it made me cried cuz it reminded the old me before, but that proves just how good it really is !!! like oh my god where do i even start, I'm just speechless cuz it's just so breathtaking to read. i'm not that good in poems, yet. but this is just so so beautiful :') this is defo my favourite and i'm gonna read this often! and thank u for giving me the honour to read your poems, anonnie <3 its just wow, thank you!!

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wassssuuuppp yuan yuan!

yes i did buy the albums! i bought day1:manifesto and dark blood. for manifesto i pulled jungwon and sunoo and then for dark blood i pulled double hee! i am happy with it LOL. didnt find any clothes but thats OK!

i would love to send some poetry! i will send it in a second ask ^^ but YES i have a blog :O...secret revealed...i just wrote an angst work too but it almost no notes so im worried its bad LOLOL. i want to write emotional/drama/love/ type stories! if its longer i like that but if its shorter i like comedy LUL. anyway HEHEHE love you hope you're doing well! the next fic is gonna be so good and im so proud of u for working hard!! <3

allllll the loveeee

- 🧠 anonNnNnnNnN!

yuan yuan 😮‍💨 is this a nickname? if it does, im alrd evaporating it's so freaking adorable ..

and OMG dark blood and manifesto albums, lucky u to have pulled out won and sunoo, and double hee?!! im so so happy for you kez <333 and the clothes would be next time for sure!! i also wonder what clothes would u buy when that chance comes, im curious!! and awww u have a blog?? do not worry bout the notes!! low reader interaction are normal in beginning (and sometimes along the way) just keep loving what u do and push forward, i am so rooting for u!

also thank you thank you very much for every word, i appreciate it very very much 😮‍💨💗💗 I LOVE YOUR ENERGY 🧠 anonnie !!

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HAIIII !! oh kezzie is just the best ever I love it! thank you for being so kind :)

it was sorta serious? it’s also embarrassing though 🫣 i was walking home ALONE on an unpaved road and i tripped and FELL and used my hand to support me, but it was just like *craaackkkk* 😳 i got up and my fingers were all sorts of messed up and it was like a movie HAHAHAH i started being like AHHHHH and then I called my mom and she was also like AHHHH

i went to the hospital and they said i broke every finger but my middle one, and then my wrist was broken/fractured 🤩 ITS OKAY THOUGH! i have gotten a lot of attention from it which has made me happy HAH!!

anyways, i have to work today and tomorrow 😑 i work at a daycare watching kiddos LOL! i hope you have a good rest of ur day/night yuannie 🥹❤️

-🧠 anon!

hiii kezzie <3 !! and wow ngl that sounds like it came from a movie/kdrama cuz the way i imagine it 😭😭 BUT THE FACT THAT IT HAPPENS TO U IS LIKE- EVERY FINGER BROKE eXCEPT THE MIDDLE ONE?? THE PROBABILITY IS LIKE ONE IN A MILLIONTH- but ugh that rlly sounds painful :( i wish u a speedy recovery and pls rest alot!! and yes hehe the attention is rlly the cherry on top <3 im happy to hear that ur happy anonnie!!

and woah rlly u work at a daycare?? that sounds rlly fun for me since i love kids BUT IDK FOR U?? EITHER WAY PLS STAY SAFE, REST ALOT, AND GOOD LUCK KEZZIE!!! 💓💓💓

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yuan!!! it's kez. i am so sorry!

i know i was gone for a decent amount of time and for that i would like to apologize. i heard u were resting/slowing down/hiatusing and i was like "oh ok i can lay off a little" (cuz i dont wanna cause more stress) and then the time just slipped me. i almost lost my right arm and broke my wrist and 4 fingers too! i have a pink cast on hehe. its okay though dont worry about me

im sorry for all the mean people too, no one deserves to hear words like that. anyway, still wont be messaging as much as i used to but i am always here! thank you for being such a positive and amazing writer, always! (u inspire me! :>)

-kez/brain anon :,)

ayyy kezzie!! don't mind the nickname BUT HIII AND NO WORRIES<3 i don't mind at all, you have your own life and such so there's nothing to apologise about. AND NO WHAT HAPPEN?? that's QUITE A SERIOUS INJURY ISNT?? Idk what happen but u got to take care much better next time </3 cuz that sounds rlly painful 😭😭 PLS REST ALOTTT AND I WISH U A SPEEDY RECOVERY !!!

and thank you btw!! i appreciate the love and support from u kezzie anonnieee <333 PLS TAKE CARE !!! 💓💓💓

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helloooo yuan and annonie friendssss :>

SUNSHINE ANON IS BACKKK OH M GGG...thank god i was a little worried ngl. i hope theyre doing well! <3

i also hope you're doing well yuan. i saw the notice and i totally understand because i used to face impostor syndrome soooo bad. i think what i did to help overcome it was use grounding techniques and did small things everyday that used to let me appreciate myself more. anyway, im sending u so much love rn <3

recently, ive been trying to enjoy the small things. i used to be a big kpop journalist but i stopped after a while because of burnout, but i'd love to get into it again. i think it would make me happy so im gonna do it, yknow?

LOL this is kez coming to you with my philisophical brain turned on right now..i sound so much more serious HAHAAH. i also just wokeup soooo LOL. love u always, rest up and take care!

-kez anon (im typing this on computer and too lazy to grab emojis)

KEZ ANONNIE :)) omg our lil doses of brain cells <3 thank u for being this so sweet and kind to me !! you're truly a sweetheart with a brain DONT MIND ME LET ME JOKE 😭😭.. anyways i'll keep in mind of what you say :) thank u for the love anonnie <3

AND WAIT WHAT KPOP JOURNALIST?? I'm quite confused but IM STILL HAPPY OFC ?? ANYTHING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY MAKES ME HAPPY TOO :D and right philosophical 🧠 anonnie r so heartwarming 😌 but anyways i love any mode of 🧠 anonnie <3 !!

rest alot and take care too!

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helloooo yuannnn!

omg i am so upset about sunrise anon..i loved them a lot LOL. i hope theyre doing okay. <333

anyway THAT JAY STORY YUAN?! YUAN. COME ON. i am like freaking out its so good idk i have been craving angst and this met my needs LOL.

thank u btw LOL i posted the 2K fic and right now it only has 9 notes...waaaaoo..sigh. HAHA. its ok im perservering. omg i used to write on an enhypen blog and some of those had like 500 notes EHEHEH. it was called lovesomeenha..wowwww.. LMAO its ok tho cuz i dont use that one anymore MWHAHAHA

anyway i hope ur doing good, i get so excited to see u answer asks! love u very much mwah mwah <3

-🧠 anaun!

HIII KEZZZ-IEEE🥺🥺 DW 🌅 ANONNIE IS BACK!!! and AAHH THANK YOU THANK YOU IM HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOU LOVE IT <3333 I COULDNT THANK U ENOUGH 😭😭😭 and DO NOT WORRY, THINGS TAKE TIME!!! i understand how u feel but do not give up!! overtime you'll find your own tribe!! it is discouraging but keep going!

a not so needed tmi about me was that last time i cried really really hard when i didn't get the expected interaction on a fic I put sm effort in, and i asked for my fav writer's advice bc I was so devastated but her words truly got me. : keep going for your love in writing! after all, in the end reblogs and comments are all bonus. our love for writing is what should keep us going, that should be our utmost priority. but nevertheless, your own tribe will come later! i believe in u kez anonnie!! <33 you're not alone and I am so sooo excited to be able to have the honour to read your stories someday too !! :D IM WISHING U A VERY GOOD DAY TOO ANONNIE ❤️❤️

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O.M.G. YUAN YUAN! 😚 i was blushing so hard when i was reading all the asks! 🤭 to answer ur question, i kinda want 2000's ish clothes? very feminine and possibly whimsical-goth style? that would be cool ! 😋

also yuan i am so so so annoyed that tumblr does stuff like that. 😒onetime i edited on tumblr and it did the same thing it did to u! i was so mad! and my fic was only 2K so i cant even begin to understand how ure feeling. take breaks and release it whenever you feel comfortable, we are here 4 u! <3🥰🥰🥰

ANYWAY thank u so much for the compliments on the poem, i cried too! 🥹i am just blushing so hard and so thankful that you and other annonies enjoyed it LOLOL. it's my favorite piece ever! i even made my teacher cry when he read it LOLL. 🤭 

im so happy that i get to be the "intellectual backbone" of this family HAHA.😤😁💪 i will share some of my brain cells w u guys :> lets all be smart together LOL 🩷

wishing u da best!

-🧠 ANAWN!

OMG WOW- feminine and whimsical-goth style?? I LOVE IT!! i wish i could see u wearing it hehe- but nvm cuz I CAN JUST IMAGINE IT <3 YOU DAMN WELL GONNA LOOK SO GORGEOUS IN IT I JUST KNEW IT :)) also ngl this is giving me extra ideas hehe.

AND NO TUMBLR IS BULLYING U TOO?? >:(( 'ONLY'?? DONT SAY THAT. 2K IS ALOT OF HARDWORK NO EXCUSE, IM SO SORRY THAT HAPPENS TO U TOO KEZ 😭😭 it just there's nothing we can do but to keep trying and to copy it constantly so u won't lose it. tho it takes alot of effort. i am so much in pain for your 2k fic </3 they're still a whole precious gem ..

and about the poem!! you so fr deserved it, you deserve every compliments, praises, and tears <333 even a millionth rereads aren't enough cuz i have to understand them better. reading them r just so ugh, so damn fascinating 😭😭 AND YES HAHA LETS ALL BE SMART TOGETHER <3 BRAIN SOUP TEAM 😭😭

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hay haiii yuan!

im going to the mall today! im hoping to buy some clothes i really like and might even buy the dark blood album, not sure 😜

i have some brains at least! im really good with writing/english and science! i want to become a writer when im older and I’ve written 90+ pages of poetry. ive also written tv scripts and short stories when I took a creative writing class. I would love to either be a poet or have my own adult cartoon tv show.

ive also taken almost every science class i can take. ive done physical science, ecology, biology, anatomy&physiology, and earth science LOL. idk why i just think it’s fun and easy. math though…sigh..

anyways, hope you and all the other anons have a good day today, hopefully i will! 😚😚

-🧠 annaawuunnn..

hiii kez anonnie <333 omg have you bought it now? aahhh i you had ALOT of funn today and manifesting for you to buy the album 😮‍💨 (but keep your money HAHA 💰) have you bought some clothes you like too?

AND WOW 🧠 anon !!! share us sum braincells 🤲 and 90+ poetry?!! im speechless 😭😭 now I'm so excited to hear sum poetries you created if you would like to <3 TV scripts and short stories OMFG- ANONNIE R U SURE U DONT HAVE A WRITING BLOG HERE 🥺🥺?? im so gonna support you fr!! and aah, since you're going to be a writer too, i wonder what kind of stories r u going for? im so curious!! no pressure tho <3

and ouch math is rlly 🗿🗿 can relate so freaking hard anonnie *patpat* we all gotta persevere </3 AND THATS SO SWEET OF U, I HOPE U HAVE A GOOD DAY TOO KEZ ANONNIE <3333

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ahhh hello everyone, especially you yuan! :> thank you 🌅 anon! i am decently smart LOL so i hope to add some brains into the annonie family! hello to all the other anons too! every anon was getting so flirty, i feel like i should be flirty too 🫦

kez is my nickname! basically anyname that starts with K is a nickname for me cuz my real name starts with a K LOL! also i LOVEEEE zombies too?! i love the walking dead and all the korean zombie movies HAHA.

with love from 🧠 anon! <3

starting w k!! that reminds me of k from &team hehe but anyways kez is rlly rlly a freaking cute nickname i luv it, I'm such a sucker for nicknames 💪😭 and oh- flirty + brain anon?? it seems like 🍆 and 🌅 anon's effect are getting too big on yall lmao but that's adorable 😭😭 AND YES BRAINCELLS TO THE TEAM/FAMILY 💪💪

and ahhhh im screaming right here, IKR zombies r just so interesting and thrilling to watch 😭😭 i so wanna write a zombie story later but hehe feel free to give some brains later, kez! <3

with love from, yuan ! <3

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haiiii yuannn!! im high when writing this but i love your blog and would really enjoy becoming an anon! you can call me 🧠 / kez anon! :)

omg hiii 🥺💗 wait hold up lemme process this that I'm having another anon- *inhales deeply* ... OKAY ALRIGHT TYVM THATS VERY VERY SWEET OF U AND OFC IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE U AS MY ANON HEHE <33 ngl that emoji reminds me ALOT of me as it reminds me of zombies cuz i love zombies ALOT, and i once roasted my friend that ill make his brain into a brain soup 🥱 SO THERE'S THAT HAHA- and also your name is kez? IF ITS SO THEN ILL ADD IT ALONG W UR EMOJI IN THE TAGS 💗💗 once again tyvm <33

p.s i love it when u call my name haha 😮‍💨💗

Looking forward to talk w u even more anonnie <3