#''make it your fulltime job (which im absolutely not capable of rn) so it pays off! cause we'll take ur monetary benefits :)'' | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

eldesperadont · 2 years

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very low energy lately cause i sleep horribly, also my hype about doing commissions turned into frustration cause of the hurdles in my way thx to my disability, i wanna break my head through a wall

#i havent officially had a job ever cause i went from school straight into burn out #and now that i wanna do the only thing where i can possibly earn some money its like nope!#''make it your fulltime job (which im absolutely not capable of rn) so it pays off! cause we'll take ur monetary benefits :)''#<- cause of this i cant do work over a business paypal account #so I'll only be able to offer commissions to friends and close mutuals that i trust my private one #fun!!!!!!!!!#rant #its just so exhausting when it feels like everything in ur life is unnecessarily difficult compared to others #fuck this #trying not to stumble into another breakdown like last year so im just focusing on stuff thats good for me 💀

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