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cogbreath · 1 year

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its kind of funny in hindsight that i was more or less a hostile entity for most of my childhood & only finally understood to not attack people for no reason only when i was 13

#biting and pulling ppls hair without reason #it reminds me of my cat actually who attacks sometimes for no reason no warning bite bite #but yeah it was actually hardest because of empathy issue w my autism #i really really just couldnt understand why people migjt not like it and how its not play to them #it reminds me also of that one sonic comic by phillipbanks where sonic learns abt death #i did not understand hurt as a phenomenon #'but people said ow' i still didnt undestand #oh also it qas component pf my meltdowns so really hard behavior to crack #currently working on trying minimizing hurting self during meltdowns

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