this is insane. absolutely, fucking crazy.
the worst thing about it all? there’s not a glimpse of guilt that kyungsoo feels. why should he feel bad, when it’s only him reuniting with the love of his life? why should he feel bad when it feels so right? it’s as though the world withered away in black and white, but with him, all the colours come to life.
they could be taking a brisk walk home like any ordinary night, but he is having the time of his life. the easy chatters, the laughs that come without a hint of pretence — it has always been this natural, this effortless when he’s with eden.
what is there to feel bad about it?
“you said you still have a week left, didn’t you?” then, what? he doesn’t want to think about it. he doesn’t want to think about anything other than to just be. rumination about the future can come and ruin him some other day. nothing matters more to him now than what is right in front of him. shuffling feet stop in front of the door, the designated place to say their goodbyes. but eden’s hand is still entwined with his and he cannot remember the last time november felt this warm.
calloused fingers find eden’s cheek again, before they pull him close for a goodnight kiss that leaves him breathless once again. it has always been this easy, losing his mind for him. the whole world disappears in the blink of an eye. there is no one left, no one else but them. “well, i guess this is goodbye.” he drawls, words damp in the little space left between them, his lips still not quite leaving the other’s before he whispers, “ — or do you want me to come inside?”
❛ i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet. ❜ accepting! / @protcsts
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