#(I remember you said you don't get to use your jabberwock verse much akldls)

[sorryiwasbornstupid-blog]

“I’m living a life. Not my best one.”

•》They’d been so close to being executed. He… still couldn’t believe it. Why had Mikan done it…? Had she truly been this way the whole time…? What had she remembered? It hurt his head to think of it.

For whatever reason, it’d been days and nothing had happened. Usually, Monomi would tell them she’d gained access to a new island, but as of right now, they hadn’t heard from her. Maybe she’d finally died. Good- after all, she was just Monokuma’s ally. Probably.

Everyone seemed so… drained. Hajime included. But the longer he stayed by himself, the closer he felt he was getting to losing his mind. And honestly… he was worried about everyone. In particular Chiaki.

He hadn’t seen her at all recently. Was she sick…? He finally decided to just try her cabin- even when he knocked, she didn’t answer. He’d tried the knob, surprised to see it open- and there she was, sitting in her gaming chair thing with some game system and headphones…

He’d gotten a bit too emotional… way too emotional. How could she stay in here with the door unlocked?! He could have been breaking in to kill her and she wouldn’t have even noticed… why would she be so careless?!

He hadn’t expected her to respond to his questions with that. Oh… his heart suddenly felt deflated. “Nanami…” He sighed, sitting next to her and staring at his hands. The words were just… gone. He wasn’t used to talking so much, honestly, but here, he was practically attempting to become the Ultimate Orator and failing. “Are you alright? Do you… want to talk about it?”