#(ignoring what the revival did bc i'm still kinda :/ about that)

[noahlivingston]

ok here's my Noah/Akio/Rachel proposal outline

Noah and Akio 100% had a thing during their murder days so their entire relationship is doused in this weird mixture of guilt and misplaced loyalty and internalized homophobia (IMO that last one is more on akios side bc look Noah has so much more on his plate that he's past that by now)

I'm working with the assumption that Akio is the father of Rachel's epilogue child and even if you assume they were together strictly to Further The Human Race I don't think Rachel would allow him to be a deadbeat dad. so theyre cosplaying as an expecting married couple when Noah gets revived in the epilogue

as a quick headcanon aside here I think they had a baby together because they were both raised Catholic

I have also decided that Repopulating The Earth was Rachel's idea and Akio kinda just went along with it bc he is at heart an extremely weird dude who can be very easily convinced of things

Noah and Min break up for being too mutually fucked up so Noah moves in w/ his buddy Akio and his totally not deranged baby mama and becomes their live-in nanny for their newborn

Rachel is obviously a requisite asshole to him at first but he's useful to have around so she chills out a little. by that point she also notices that Akio wants to fuck him and she decides she doesn't care as long as operation Repopulate The Earth is still on

like I think Rachel is probably a jealous person but her and Akio's relationship is already so screwy that she just decides to shrug it off

this puts Akio in the awkward position of being the husband in a 1950s Catholic family who wants to fuck the pool boy except the pool boy is deeply mentally ill, was just brought back from the dead, probably still thinks he's in the matrix, and he's like a week out from a murder spree

these guys are famously not very good decision makers so they go for it anyway, you the readers get to decide how that ends I am simply here to present you with options

in my mind Rachel and Noah never really get together even after living with each other and raising kids together for years, in fact they're wildly romantically incompatible, but crucially it is NOT a love triangle. this is not due to any amount of emotional maturity possessed by any one of them, it is purely because when Rachel decides she's joining the idgaf war she is WINNING the idgaf war and the other two got drafted.

that said Rachel and Noah do totally make out sometimes. for funzies.

crucial to understand here is that all three of them are basically playing house but the babyroll is a real life newborn. Rachel and Akio are having kids because that's what their parents did and that's what you're Supposed to do. Noah is with them because he needs to feel secure and it's easy to ignore his problems when he's juggling a newborn with sustenance farming for four people

like okay. they keep trying to frame things in terms of a pre apocalypse nuclear family even though that structure does not and cannot exist anymore. akio is the husband Rachel is the wife and they have a child (familiar family structure), Noah is the pool boy because he's around the family but he's not Procreating tm (deviant family structure but still a familiar pattern to them). they cannot under any circumstances acknowledge that anything going on here is abnormal by any means because that would mean having to confront why it's abnormal (guilt, trauma, the whole murder thing, the fact that they're bringing children into a world that is frankly not hospitable (guilt 2), Noah's entire thing generally)

also Noah and Rachel probably make lots of sister wives jokes about themselves. akio fucking HATES the sister wives jokes but the alternative is harem jokes and he hates those worse

[gurugirl]

Part 5 was so perfect😭 it was an emotional rollercoaster! It hurt so much to see these two miserable but honestly I can’t blame y/n for thinking that it was the best decision. Logically yes it was due to him being so young and new to everything. If I were her I would have done the same even if it was killing me! It was nice to see that this Harry was more open about his intentions and his emotions even if they weren’t always brought up in a “mature” way. He’s just a sensitive guy and I love that about him!

My heart really broke for these two! Especially the club/bar scene. Ngl I kinda had a bit second hand embarrassment for them only because they were having a very emotionally intimate moment while on display to everyone lol but still was a great scene! Plus Marla is a real one! She’s really great friend and we love her!!!

You know I was really surprised how well Harry ignored her at first. Yeah it was kinda a dick move but still completely valid bc he was hurt so in his mind that was the best option even if it clearly isn’t. I’m also very surprised he didn’t cave in so easily like I lowkey expected him too. Now Leo actually falling for Parker is WILD in a sense that he’s definitely not feeling y/n anymore. A part of me wanted y/n to confront him during that call just so she can stir shit up but realistically that probably would have been way too for her emotionally.

Now… HARRY SAID I LOVE YOU FIRST😭😭😭 was it fair for him to say that while they were not on speaking terms or in a “good” place? No not really but I feel like it was the push and conformation that they both needed. Always kinda felt he would say first and he did imply it in part 4 but it still took my breath away when reading that line. As well as how you described it as if it was reviving Harry once she said it back and when they started to have sex. You have a such a talent of making me wanna cry during smut scenes due to it being filled with so much complex emotions! (Ex. TFTMI’s first time)

You’re absolutely so talented and thank you honestly for always giving us high quality content that is genuinely better than what most published books contain!! I’m already so excited on their check ins and what is to come with these two!! Thank you it was great!❤️❤️❤️

OH WOW!!! This is so much. The time and effort you took to say all of this to me is so appreciated. You don't even know.

I'm glad you saw how I intended this story to be looked at. Yn tried to resist and do the "right thing" while our emotional Harry kept pushing until she gave in. Who could resist him? And yes! Marla is such a good friend. The best really. And yes 😭 Oh gosh the crying during sex. I felt like I wanted them to reunite and for it to be a little emotional.

You're so amazing! I love this feedback so so much 😭 Thank you for reading and for sticking around throughout this story.

xoxo

[cheemken]

Some more SilkWing au stuff, abt the Johto trio this time

They met at Elm's lab, altho Silver already had his own starter Pokémon, he also wanted to get more ofc, he couldn't be a strong champion w just one pkmn, so at the start of his journey, Lance brought him to New Bark Town, as Elm sent him a message that there are two other trainers in his lab waiting for their starter pkmn too. So yeah, they got there, and thats where Silver met Gold and Kris, and yeah he actually didn't pay attention to them, he just ignored them as they waited for Elm. When Elm got there, he was going on abt the mons being out their pokeballs and how it raises friendship faster and such and you could form bonds w them better, he even used Silver as an example as his Larvitar was always out its pokeball

But yeah, Silver wanted to choose first, but Lance told him to let the other trainers choose their starters first, as he already had one of his own, it's only fair. As much as he hated it, he just let them be, which left him w Totodile, it didn't matter, he wanted Totodile in the first place anyways, he's the strong looking one out of all the starters. Lance did suggest that maybe the three of them can be rivals, to help each other grow stronger, maybe they should even battle, and ofc Silver wanted to show them how strong he was. He won ofc, Gold didn't mind and Kris honestly didn't care much for battles. After that Lance left, wishing Silver good luck on his journey.

Gold was amazed tho that he met the Champion at the start of his journey, even get to meet one of his kids, and told Silver that he's gonna be stronger than him soon, and that motivated Silver at least hahah

But yeah, just GSC/HGSS events but a bit different, Silver was still a lil shit honestly, pushing his Pokémon to their limit, and it's Kris who actually tells him to be more gentle w them, as Pokémon aren't tools, they have feelings too. Silver didn't listen to her ofc, told her that if doesn't train them to be the very best then he won't ever become the Champion. Kris looks at him, "what's the point in becoming a Champion if your own Pokémon doesn't like you."

"shut up. You're just jealous I'm stronger than you and that other weakling."

"his name is Gold, and he's not weak. If anything, you're the weak one. You're the son of two Champions, but you will never be at their level if you continue treating your Pokémon like trash."

And she left him, heading to Goldenrod to look for Gold and even help stop Rocket in the Radio Tower. That would probs be the wake up slap for him tho. That he really was so caught up in becoming strong, to prove that he'll be like his parents, but he ended up treating his mons like shit and if anything, his mother would be really disappointed. He was so blinded by his own determination to be stronger he never bothered to form bonds w his pkmn, and he hated to admit that Kris was right. He won't be champion if he continues to treat his Pokémon like trash.

And just cjdmnd yknow him showing up just in time when Kris and Gold were outnumbered by Rocket Grunts, and while they could've handled it, Kris only has four pkmn that aren't that trained for battle, and Gold has one left who isn't fainted. Imagine their surprise, just as an Arbok was about to attack them, it got blocked by a Tyranitar, its own Crunch strong enough to knock it out. They looked behind them and saw Silver, tossing Gold revives, "heal your team up, I can't fight all of them myself."

And offc that was a shock to them bc Silver?? Admitting he can't fight all them?? After all the times he said he'll beat Rocket by himself?? Damn, what kinda ghost haunted him to change his mind

Gold laughed tho, healing up his Pokémon, it really was a relief having Silver w them now, "never thought I'd hear you say that, Silv. But I'm glad you got our backs."

Kris did smile at him tho, quietly saying just for Silver to hear, "and I never thought you'd listen to me."

Silver tried his best to ignore them, but.. despite his denial, he was honestly so fucking glad he got there in time before they got hurt

And yeah all that stopping Rocket thing, meeting Giovanni again, fucked Silver up so much but like he didn't want him as a father, he had Lance, and Giovanni just left him be ofc, what's the point anyways, but like yknow maybe Lance did get there just in time too, and got Gio behind bars now, and Silver didn't even want to visit him. They don't know if Gio's influence is that strong really that maybe Rocket will come back a third time and get him outta jail, but at least they'll be prepared now

Through that Silver went through a shitton of character development, and yeah got to know his pkmn more, got his Golbat to evolve to Crobat, even got help from Kris to help him evolve his Haunter to Gengar, happy that she got Gengar registered in her Dex too. He even got to know Kris and Gold more too, and it was nice, that after everything they somehow became friends

But yeah years later, Silver is still a lil shit let's be real, he can't help it, but at least he knows how to control it now. He would never say this in front of them, but he's like,, really whipped when it comes to Kris and Gold. He'd go on how Gold knows a lot abt pkmn and abt egg moves and IVs bc he helps at his grandparents' daycare, and even his pkmn have perfect IVs, even tho Gold really didn't care much for that, he just loves his pkmn really. And Kris is the first ever person he met to have completed Johto's Pokédex, and is halfway through completing Kanto's Dex too, he admires her dedication when it comes to her studies regarding pkmn, and he even learned a lot from her too. Like this boy will do anything for his friends, but he's like,, he's so shit at telling them he cares that he'd end up buying them really expensive things he thinks they'd like in hopes he gets the message across

[cosmicmulder]

just rewatched Jump the Shark & i am: a mess