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eruukat · 4 months

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in el terms i have recently* replayed kotor but im missing bastila so bad. and cutscene comps for kotor SUCK the last time i went looking for tattooine clips, op slaughtered all of the tusken raiders just to get some czerka credits WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YUO so anyway methinks ill have to replay it myself. or something.

*translation: like 3 years ago

#el speaks #kotor #i cant stop thinking about bastila shes AWFUL in such a compelling way #i need to put her under a microscope for what she did #the moment where i had to choose between killing her vs telling her the council was right to wipe ur memories HAUNTS MEEEE #genuinely would it have been better to just make the killing blow after everything she did to you #or is it better to tell her the council was right just to spare her life bc it wasnt directly HER choice to wipe ur mind #all she did was let you live. but she lied to you at every step of the way. she MENTORED you and led you back to the very council -#- that intentionally and meticulously shattered your mind and put you back together into the puppet they wanted you to be #she let all that happen but she was lied to too.. was raised by them and they told her she was special. a prodigy. their most important pawn #she mentored you. was vulnerable with you and had you there with her when she met her mother again. all while complicit in breaking you #so what do you do? is it better to kill her than to tell her the council was right?#ik the game indicates whether dialogue is the truth or a lie but i pretended in my playthru that revan was lying to her when she said -#- the council was right #but. god. i was staring at my screen for a couple of minutes and i still dont know what i want to be canon for my playthru #im normal. im so normal #bastila shan #darth revan

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