#. ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒 ━━ ( FEAT. JOSIE )

[nlxmoon]

closed starter for @scftglows​ || location: santa monica beach

the meeting with his label went exactly how alex expected: a complete disaster. the only good thing about its headquarters being located in santa monica, was that he could always run off to the beach when it all got too much: get some fresh air to clear his head. though his visits were usually over being too nervous before releasing something, this was the first time that he was heading here over having his heart broken by the people he never thought would cause such pain to him. a quick stop to his favorite juice shop: and alex soon found himself walking by the shore. getting lost into how good his mango pineapple smoothie was, and the peace that the waves crashing gave him: he ended up tripping over someone who was quietly sitting in the sand. “oh my God... i’m so sorry, i w-”, he couldn’t even finish his sentence before he completely froze, feeling his soul leave his body when noticing who was in front of him now. 

of all places?... it was as if he had manifested her over how much he had been thinking her lately (more than usual) over now being ‘again’ in a very public ‘relationship’. sharing to the world very similar moments he lived with her: but that was genuine, and this other thing felt so wrong. he suddenly began to wonder if josie had heard about it all by now, and that only made his heart sink further. “i... i had no idea you’d be here, i just, i was, i-”, he rambled, his voice trembling. this was the first time he directly addressed her ever since the night they parted ways, and he certainly wasn’t ready for such. let alone feeling at his worst after his pathetic meeting. and this was L.A after all... what if there were cameras around them? what would a ‘is alex park cheating on nadine luna with josie choi?, oh my God Jolex is back!’ type of scandal mean to his little facade?. would it fuck everything up?. he had to get out of here fast. “listen i... i d-didn’t wanna interrupt the moment you were having so i’ll just... yeah imma just... yeah. s-sorry”, he awkwardly motioned behind him, turning now in an attempt to flee the scene as he also fought back the tears threatening to form in his eyes as he began to walk the other way.