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the way minute just dead stops pacing for a few seconds after clown said he wasnt for peace after the discord votes turn 15
#vod: Meet the Yappers#mine.txt#imagine getting invited to the lifesteal server where two of your idols reside so you accept cause ofc you would why wouldnt you#and rather than having some fun and sometimes violent times together#what you instead get is one of them going off to buy milk somewhat early in the season#and then coming back just a few weeks before it ends just to crush your dreams of having a peaceful ending#while the other has morphed into something violent and vindictive that you cant even recognize#who keeps antagonizing you and your ally turned teammate who later keeps egging you into banning him all while ruining your life#wanting to break and corrupt you so that youd become just like everyone else on the server And crush your dreams of having a peaceful endin#speedrunning almost every kind of lifesteal trauma in the span of less than 2 hours#like.#a fanboys worst nightmare fr#anyways i think he should experience constantly being crushed under the heel of a far overpowered opponent for months#as well as getting betrayed by team batman just to complete the whole set#welcome to lifesteal minute! congrats on being the first s5er to get Fully Lifesteal TraumatizedTM!#vodwatching#watchblogging
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my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:
#in other news… wORK IS OVER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man. i’m s o tired. i can’t believe i survived almost 2 whole years at this job…#huh. come to think of it… i started tling idol sengen before i even got this job lol. and i’m only 3/5 of the way through it…#can’t believe the idol sengen grind->hiatus->grind(?) outlives my time at [withheld] company…#i did end up spending a cool 20 mins cleaning out my work locker though. i found so many treasures i didn’t even know i had in there#like. there was an unopened 3-pack of wet tissues a n d an unopened box of pens that i don’t recall buying#and ofc the 3 random sponges i ‘liberated’ from the lab. don’t tell my boss lmao#w a i t now that i think about it i should’ve taken at least 1 vial of (allegedly) carcinogenic sand for the memories. dammit.#oh well. what’s done is done i suppose. i did receive way more chocolate than i could ever eat though…#y. yeah. i guess i’ll miss my coworkers (a little). they were fun to annoy every day. except for the new guy bc i don’t like him at all lol#i have never met someone who lacked as much common sense as he. i think he’s gonna get canned before he’s able to resign on his own terms#dude could be spoonfed through every single step of the testing process and *still* mess up somewhere smh#but no. this isn’t about him. even though he is the final straw that led to my decision to resign#hm. looking back on it now. i think i was pretty good at my job for the most part when it came to the things i could do#or maybe i was too good at it. like. to the point where even more experienced analysts were coming to me in search of help#prolly gonna miss being one of the very best (out of like a grand total of 10 people at the lab) at doing ftir-related tests#ehehehehehehe i wonder if that workstation will continue to stay as organised as it is now that i’m gone#a n d i wonder what my coworkers will do now that they can’t ask me for ms excel help for the smallest of things lol#sometimes i just wanna tell them to g o g o o g l e i t ! ! ! when they call me over for it. but alas.#can’t believe these guys know how to use c h a t g p t and not ms excel (despite having it on their resume) smh#omg wow this got long and incoherent sorry guys i think i need some sleep lol. idol sengen next week..#…maybe…? no promises though!!!!!
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We rlly don’t need another majima game 😭 please give other characters a chance he already had the spotlight in 0😔
lord if i speak on goro majima.
#snap chats#my last nerve was seeing him front and center on that Three Legends shirt with daigo and saejima im SICK OF HIM#what do you MEAN the Sixth Chairman is backseating majima. like thats his retainer PUT DAIGO UP FRONT#it aint even bias its gen just like. why is the sixth chairman not treated the most important. thats The Chairman of the whole shit#EX chairman whatever we know what i mean#'snap its just a shirt' and these are just my balls alright its all the little things that are like Dawg Cmon#i woulda got the shirt cause it looks like somethign youd get from claires and thats hilarious However ... im annoying.#ill say this then play y0 and be like Ah..... i love you...#fr tho im sick of him GO AWAY YOU ARE NOT THAT GUY#im that meme of spiderman holding back the train and the trains saying mean things about majima#this ire is only brought by rggtwt mates insisting majima needs any more content. like at all.#they gave majima a y0 statue but as far as i can see kiryu doesnt have one like What.#ik i say id skip y0 kiryu if i could during replays and its never that serious but still .... the hell...#my brother in christ majima does not need any more why are you acting starved#i get it hes your fave but my god. goku this trains heavier than i thought i cant do it#ive had beef with rggtwt ever since they tried to say majima was more important to kiryu than haruka. like brb eating a cactus#rgg making gaiden was the worst thing they couldve done cause now everyone wont stop mentioning charas getting a gaiden game#MAJIMA OF ALL OF THEM DOES NOT NEED ONE MFER THATS WHAT Y0 WAS FOR. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT#THEY GAVE HIM AN EXTRA STORY IN YK2 ALSO LIKE RGG IS DOING THE MOST FOR A SIDE CHARACTER#anyway this is why im happy saejima and akiyama are getting figures. ESPECIALLY AKIYAMA#I FEEL LIKE WE NEVER SEE SHIT OF THAT GUY and saejima. tbh. but still ... akiyama esp just feels left out#big hope other charas start to get more love. like my daughter haruka ok rgg plesae drop one of her idol statues thank you#on a lighter note september is almost upon us which means two things#1.) i have to move back to school at the end of the month 2.) rgg news is soon .....#SOOO curious as to what's on the horizon .. maybe ill stream it for the first time in nine thousand years#ok bye im gonna eat cereal <- diced spam and rice
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I have a shocking truth to reveal. I'm not sure the world is ready for it. But I know it is true because I have seen it with my own two eyes. Did you know... be prepared it's shocking... did you know.... idols.... they... they have pores? They are not actually sculpted from marble! Or air brushed! In real actual life.... they have pores and sometimes... don't freak out... sometimes they even have blemishes 🤯😱 Shocking... I know, right?
#im being stupid i know#its just in 1 month i saw two groups#and in one case I was literally shoulder to shoulder with Yuchan#and like... their skin is not impossibly perfect... its still better than mine! and moat peoples!#but its not the smooth air brushing you see in videos and stuff... and it almost makes me sad#like.... they are gorgeous as they are why touch them up like that?#but then i know some idols feel better when their photos are touched up but... ill alwaya be a bare faced appreciator i guess
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𝕋𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕣 ℍ𝕪𝕦𝕟𝕨𝕠𝕠 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖! 💚
Mine - Do not repost!
#last one for today !#when I said I wanted them to have one of my fave each I wasn’t actually serious but I have so many fave that it actually happened#bfjfbdjnd#not all of my babies though 4 of my babies were choose until now in nunu’s case Momo (Mamoswine) is the one here#only Umbreon and Pachirisu left but I actually have an idea for Umbreon and I almost give Min a Pachi cjdnjdnd#Yoo too#kpop idols as pokemon trainers!#shownu#son hyunwoo#monsta x#monstaxedits#foraddy#awekslook#aleksbestie#rhitag#userzaynab#MX shownu#MX hyunwoo#MX son hyunwoo#monsta x shownu#monsta x son hyunwoo#monsta x hyunwoo#shownu x hyungwon
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bein hit by the yearnin to go to an in-person vocal synth event again
#keebermeeber's rambles#i went to an idol festival at a kinda local con a bit ago.#one group performed childish war an i almost started cryin because like#ppl who like the things i like !!! in person !!!!#like don get me wrong online friends are wonderful.#but theres a difference when 90% of the time i can' rlly. see them in person??#go do things w them in person??#waitin for the day i get to do that honestly
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need a main kpop girlie to leave their company and succeed in a massive way that is also consistent
#the hope and pillar for me used to be sunmi but now she's almost exclusively only releasing singles#im praying it's going to be one of the bp girls#'cause we all know no members of twice are willing to end that contract anytime soon#but i do wish that these artists had the capacity and assurance that they could make it without their companies holding them hostage#i feel like there are kpop stars who are really in this for the art but just aren't being able to do what they could be doing#because of the image or brand or genre or concept that their groups are attached to#but i think that if a kpop artist did make it out of a group alive and well and flourishing – it could change kpop in a massive way#00#but then again sometimes i feel like it's futile to expect individuality to succeed in kpop anymore#the kpop ecosystem is literally built on copying and pasting whatever's worked before#(whether it be other kpop songs or songs/genres that are popular in the west)#these companies (esp the big 3/4) are obviously first and foremost concerned with earning profit !! so they'll block anything#that gets in the way of that#so i bet there were so many killer songs and ideas that were thrown out there that just never came to be because it wouldnt be commercially#- successful#all im saying is. its hard to expect idols to break free when they were literally TRAINED by these money hungry pigs for all of their lives#im sure the pressure to remain loyal is immeasurable#esp. when they control everything and could make or break you in a matter of seconds sigh
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i made an oc thats at least nicknamed "Stupid" and im constantly thinking about what a power move that is tbh
#toy txt post#i miss it i should play w her more often but it was going to be for a dnd thing that ive all but abandonded bc i feel like#i cant. do that but it sucks bc i had some cool fun concepts and characters but it was hard enough back then when i was just insecure and#knew nothing about dnd and was intimidated by the mechanics but wanted to try dming for some reason but now i just straight up dont know#what to do but i really enjoy those characters. i should just unlock the secret channelsand scrap the dnd game idea for now and keep the#concepts and im sure i could come up w something if i ever actually learned anything about that shit#anyway. my point being. im obsessed w my character i made up and you should be too cos its good shit#toxic anarchist half dragon demigod with authority issues whos an alloaro clown named Stupid Cupid.#i think her pronouns were whatever but also it/she? when i say toxic i mean it did have a bit of a Clown Cult.#Cupid i think is possibly its given name and Stupid was her clown ass addition and yes i do know of the song and yes it is on its playlist#obsessed w all the stupid overpowered characters i made in that universe. they were such good concepts. gulliver obviously. charybdis#silas (cupids father + previous (now deceased) god of chaos)#cupids mother who i dont think i had a name for yet but she was supposed to be kind of a neutral lawful (in a rules lawyering way)#moon paladin who hatefucked the god of chaos after failing to kill him which she was trying to do out of devotion to the moon#and she supposed to have what i can only describe as chainsaw powers? and she destroyed every gun in existence and killed anyone who knew#how to make them until there were no guns left bc silas kept being annoying w guns and was trying to use them on the moon. for reasons#so she really pissed him off and impressed him before she finally got to him and tried to kill him. and if she was even a minor god instead#of a 'mortal' it wouldve worked and thats the only reason he didnt die from her. and then her child. stupid cupid the clown#grew up and had issues and started a clown cult and wandered around usurping warlords and dictators before putting her aim on silas#and trying to kill him. but failing not bc she was mortal but bc he outsmarted it. but he couldbt bring himself to kill it so he had her#put to sleep for a thousand yrs until someone else killed him(he pissed off a stupid seagull druid who lured him into the path of Charybdis#who he'd ALSO pissed off and Charybdis mega killed him and then the gull druid was made the new god of chaos just to have someone fill the#roll but then they kind of suck at it? they did not want that much responsibility altho the immortality is nice. when they took over they#released cupid whos a bit of a legend but then the vibes are super weird bc cupid Definitely wants to usurp and take on the mantle of#chaos deity and gulliver idolizes her but doesnt feel great about just handing that over to it? and cupid has to grapple with not being the#one to kill silas. almost everyone she knew is dead. her mom isnt. the world has changed a lot. she finds out her cult is still going and#gets excited? but they have Changed. it disgusts her now. they are not the radical clowns she intended. the vibes are weird. she denounces#that and tries out piracy. she manages to get the moon paladin living chainsaw power?#despite not being aligned w their ideology at all. wow nepotism. then it was going to spiral into some fucking meta galactic shit and have#well. ran out of tags. anyway i miss this character i should figure out what im doing w this universe cos theres no way im dming rn 🙃
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I'm SO tempted to write a whole ass document about Color Analysis/Seasonal Color/Personal Color Analysis........
#🌙 gio talks#this is my other mbti thing situation#specially because so many kpop idols do this and i just watch like 😭😭😭😭#like I'm sorry but there's NO WAY that jake from enhypen is NOT a cool tone#literally there's no way#sunoo???? a SUMMER???? with that natural DEEP BLACK HAIR????#no way#please#i could point out so many things#every time i see idols doing their color analysis it's never with natural light#their dyed hairs are never covered#and most of them ARE WEARING MAKEUP#ALL of those things will affect the analysis#like please 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#why am i so passionate about things almost no one cares about 😭
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there was a post on i don't remember where at this point rddt about idols doing grossdisgusting things and it was all shit like "there was footage of X scratching his ass!", or "sooo many times X took a bite/sip of something and then Y drank/ate the rest", or "X's dog licked her mouth/licked into her mouth!", or such stuff, with everyone doing their best to convey just how disgusted they were, full on gagging and heaving, not to mention the charming "it just proves that even your faves are still men, and men will do the most disgusting shit without batting an eye, women aren't like that", and it's like oh boy, i've got bad news to you about the human condition
#PEOPLE... ARE NOT ALWAYS... TV SHOW SQUEAKY CLEAN...#idk maybe that thread was just a gathering of mysophobes and i wasn't aware but idols... live together in very small spaces#they're probably seen each other sick or puking they've Been There when one of them had explosive diarrhea#if you wanna put your shipping goggles on they probably even helped each other get off. what's a wee bit of spit between bros (gn)#(this is going to be hilarious when i post the fic)#like is it gross when someone takes a swig outta the bottle -> spits it back in -> someone else drinks it without knowing? YEAH#but theeeee level of disgust was almost performative. are you good my guys#shrimp thoughts#one person was like 'i work as a veterinarian and it TERRIFIES me how this one idol was basically making out with her dog!'#yeah so this might be difficult but i don't think she's the gross one here.
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series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:
#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨#and. like. i’ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate#so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah.#thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou#i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh#compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol#i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help—#so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig#my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa#i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control…#b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you#tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao#so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol#but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato)#so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though#either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane#i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date…#at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration…#…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig.#oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far…#i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience.#help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m.#anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee
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it's always so weird to see like. fandoms forming eithin fandoms. like ppl becoming fans of a certain fanartist or fic writer. maybe i'm just jealous but does anyone else find it mildly creepy at times
#like it's one thing if that person is chill and is being normal abt it#but seeing ppl who feed into it and even expect this idolization... it's very worrying idk#like i remember a fic author i followed who was hyping their chapter releases as if they're a musician dropping a new song#and people being almost worshiping of them. in a way. bc they were asking for it! literally!#it's good to be hyped abt your own creation. and abt fellow fans' creations. but they're still people guys#a person who doesn't have like a management or agent or social media coordinator to put some sort of barrier in the way#ik we're all tired of hearing the term parasocial relationship. but. i think this is an even worse version due to this lack of barrier#idk again maybe i'm just jealous lmao. and maybe i'm reading into it too much who knows#just. don't idolize normal ass people you meet online. i don't think it's good for either of you#(i mean don't idolize celebrities either but i think most of us know that by now)#(i also think smth abt how unattainable they seem drives ppl away. but this doesn't work with a random fandom person)
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what in the fucking hell goes on in the last idolish7 episodes
#sending death threats to idols 🤪🤪 almost killing one of them 🤪🤪#such a silly and normal idol anime <3#🌸 ; lyn rambles about stuff
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I feel like whatever was going on with majima/mirei/katsuya in the early 90s was some sort of complicated bisexual love triangle situation. like majima is majima and katsuya’s handsome and eloquent and absolutely doesn’t seem straight to me, but on top of that it feels like there was some sort of confusing tension between katsuya and mirei, not sure if it was romantic or one-sided or what but. SOMETHING. I don’t know what the hell was going on with those three really but no way in hell do I believe the romantic/sexual/??? depth ends with majima and mirei
#katsuya is HANDSOME and CHARMING and ELOQUENT. I just KNOW at least one of them was into him. probably both#one way I’m imagining it could’ve went is like#katsuya introduces majima and mirei to one another and mirei crushes on him pretty quick (because she is 19 and quick to do so)#majima doesn’t really particularly have an interest in her- not cause she’s unattractive or anything probably mostly because she’s almost a#because she’s almost a decade younger than him and barely legal. but at some point she confides in katsuya about her feelings for him and#katsuya being the sweet and honorable kinda dude he is acts as a wingman and tries to get majima to go out with her#and eventually majima relents because he doesn’t want to end up admitting to katsuya that he actually had a thing for KATSUYA#and by playing wingman for his good friend mirei majima takes it as him being uninterested and thus doesn’t shoot his shot and yeah#katsuya’s hard to say no to and hey I mean maybe mirei- a civilian- will make his life more capable of Normalcy#she’s conventionally attractive and is a decent enough friend- albeit he didn’t really know what she was like as a person before she was#crushing on him and also. again. she’s 19 and an idol. so inevitably her identity in general is NOT solid yet#almost as if rebounding off a relationship he never even Got- things move insanely quickly with mirei and they’re married in less than a#year. the whole time katsuya is there cheering them on- he’s smart and I think he’d see the red flags when it comes to their ages and#maturity at least but I think that’d become more apparent over time and he’d start to have regrets but#it’s way too late for that. especially when she comes to him bawling her eyes out because she’s found out she’s pregnant and she has no#idea what to do. both for her career and because she’s literally barely an adult she doesn’t want a child at that point but obviously she#knows she’ll feel guilty and- more than that- deep shame for terminating. she’s insightful even at that age and also maybe can read majima#well enough to know that he might take her abortion as a sign for him to book it to no longer cause her anymore issues. katsuya reassures#her cause what else is he gonna do. but of course she’s right and his commitment issues kick in big time and yeah. over the years katsuya’s#the in-between still close with both of them. specifically he’s closer with mirei and they trust one another a lot more than majima with#either of them- just because majima’s Like That and his trust issues create distance easily. nonetheless at some point majima asks him if#he’s been single for so long because he was hung up on mirei and apologizes if he got in the way of them and that leads into some really#long overdue admissions and likely hooking up. but of course majima is STILL majima and again kinda books it because feelings are#inconvenient and their time for something like a relationship has passed (or something like that).#mirei often wonders if things would’ve been better if she’d have ended up with katsuya instead but similar to majima she’s career-focused#now and just wants to value him as a friend regardless of any lingering potential feelings. majima ends up falling hard for kiryu#sooner than later and life just moves on from any romanticism beteeen the three of them- a nostalgic closeness lingers instead#rambling#that was. a lot.
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the monkees is like an idol anime if you think about it
#.txt#speaking of idol anime i recommend everyone to watch IDOLiSH7#one of the best dramedy anime i've seen ever#silly show about singing and dancing then boom you get sucked into 2839494 levels of drama and one of them almost dies#it's so good i swear#is this just an excuse for me to ramble about i7 in the tags? maybe
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She pokes at me and then runs away Can’t let go; she does it on and on and on She calls me, and then turns away They say she’s dangerous but I can’t hear them Why are you doing this to me? Why am I doing this to you? The end of your words are vague And my tears fall I’m on my knees And I’m ready to get hurt You're looking at me, who came back Can’t let go; I do this on and on and on From your touch that held onto me I don’t see a single trace of love anywhere Your eyes change little by little, The moonlight starts to vanish As if everything is so fun for you, As if you’re laughing at me You get further away Tears come to me again I need therapy, la-la-la-la-la therapy I knew it but I’ve fallen for you again; I’m ready to get hurt I’m a toy that’s made for you; My life-line is always in danger I’m nervous but I’m sure That you will transfer to some other guy Just play with me for sure, today From head to toe, take all of me Roughly play with me, then throw me away; I’m all done getting ready to get hurt Why are you only like this to me? Why am I only like this to you? Once again, you leave room, you leave strange words And I look at you as you take off and I cry I need therapy, la-la-la-la-la therapy I'm waiting for you once again; I’m ready to get hurt
#erin talks#video#erin's music rec tag#propaganda for this song: 1) the opening notes sample the phantom of the opera#2) the krn title of the song is 'I'm ready to get hurt' which is literally the funniest CD listing I've ever bought#3) my friend successfully got me into this group by describing this song as: a lady vampire is sadistic to a bunch of guys who keep coming#back to get hurt by her some more . literally what more could I ask for#3) thee funniest lyric ever: I need therapy la la la la therapy#4) the choreo is really fun :) at the therapy part they kinda reference thriller & during the chorus they mimic ripping out their hearts#isn't that sooo sweet <3#5) 'I'm on my knees and I'm ready to get hurt' hello????#6) their previous 2 songs weren't very successful & they were almost going to disband when the youngest member suggested they switch from#cutesy upbeat boyish songs to a vampire concept bc he was inspired by twilight . and the company listened to him?#& this song was popular enough to give them an extra oomph so that they got their first music show win with their next song which had#a similar theme of a sadistic woman hurting the members through voodoo dolls (I'll post that song some other time but it's Very gorey lmao)#7) I just really like how little dignity the narrator of the song is & how honestly they talk about being degraded and crying <3#8) at the time it was pretty controversial for male idols to wear colored contacts & makeup but this helped normalize that :)#9) their car broke down when they were scheduled to perform this song so they had to get on a bus & an older lady was like ARE YOUR PARENTS#PROUD YOU GO AROUND IN MAKEUP??? and the leader of the group was like 🤗 yes actually they are <3#10) one of my fav recent groups (who . are old at this point; they came out in 2017 but I'm a hag stan that hasn't gotten invested in actua#recent groups) covered this song and it made my entire life 🥺#11) the music video shows the members as vampires getting shot out of a rocket onto the moon???#12) I really like the lyric change in the final chorus to 'why are you only like this to me? why am I only like this to you?'#like it makes the narrative distinct: this isn't an equal playing field between 2 sado/masochistic ppl . this is a power play between 2 ppl#who otherwise don't have skewed power dynamics in their relationships; it's codependent it's fucked up it's its own unique situationship#where the lines aren't clear . and the song doesn't end with the one on the receiving end of this sadism resolving to get out#it ends the way it starts: everything is vague and uneven and he's sobbing but he'll wait comma ready to get hurt again comma for her to#come back . and I Love that for me <3#I can't say this was formative or why I like fucked up ship dynamics bc I was already like 15 when I found this song & I'd been#Like This for a Very long time . but it certainly hammered it home <3
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