#...on a more positive note its. helping? bc miles is a Huge cc for me so its very cathartic? | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

angeltrapz · 1 year

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feeling like I'm writing miles ooc & then realizing it's bc im writing him... feeling what I feel sometimes. & it can occasionally appear/sound very unlike me, therefore it makes sense that it wld Also appear/sound unlike him. gave myself anxiety over a Vent lmfao (continued in tags but there's some tmi there. just as a warning.)

#its kinda funny but also :| realizing i feel guilty for. Feeling Things. is probably not good #...on a more positive note its. helping? bc miles is a Huge cc for me so its very cathartic?#i dont fucking know man my everything is fucked up rn lol #ive been in a weird headspace since yesterday. had to get an ultrasound done and they literally switched the type on me #i ASKED if it wld be the one i rlly didnt want to do and she told me it wasnt. so that was great.#all of that to basically have them tell me 'stop complaining to us abt your constant stomach pain youre too concerned over nothing'#...pretty sure constant stomach pain isnt normal but wtf do i know?#im just sick and tired of feeling sick and tired #connor.vtxt #teeeechnically.#OH. just realized. i cld. hm. this fic might get more involved yet. i know writing abt things i experience(d) helps so Therefore...#<- writer realizing he can Do Smth he didnt think abt before

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