#.lost sheep : 🍀 anon

[pashminalamb]

The itoshi brothers being yanderes are so fitting. Rin is louder in his desire than his brother.

Rin makes it obvious thar he wants you. He takes action head-on. Even though he would prefer to pull the strings backstage his temper and need for you outweigh his patience and his careful planning. Rin is possessive and mean and manipulative but it's nothing compared to Sae.

If Sae has his sights on you, you no longer have a choice. He would have. He's manipulative and mean snd would every thing in his power to keep you close. He also knows what he is doing is wrong but being alone for so long has made him uncaring of his wrongdoings.

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Yandere Sae... do u have any thoughts? ?_?

I think my yandere writings did something to everyone ngl- might start working on something cause of it - cause i'm curious to see how you guys react to it and also my blog interacts with dc (has been itching to write yandere works but time for these is prob- smh)... so eh. let's see where this goes. Getting back to the ask-

Warnings : dc (dark content) , mentions of pet play, humiliation, pyschological mind break, mentions of choking, sadistic tendencies. I do agree- Itoshi brothers do have a yandere streak. Both of them are sociopaths. Rin is more liberal as a yandere- he is the kind to let you what you want, but he will breathe down your neck so you don't have space to yourself. He has that sense of rationality but won't hesitate to treat you like an animal, on some days making you sit on the floor, faux dog ears on your head and a collar on your neck as he would pet your head. It was his way of punishing you. A way to remind you that even if he had the desire for no one else but you, you had a place to keep - which was under his thumb. He considers himself as a strict disciplinarian, and if something upsets him, he solves it on the spot, taking you by the throat fingers digging into the sides of the column of your throat lightly. "Since you fancy barking up the wrong tree, do you want me to treat you like the dog you are?" He wants to make you feel unworthy, turning him for the love you want and need. He will turn you into his puppet- breaking you to the point where he had to pull your strings for you to function. "You can't do anything without me can't you, pathetic little lamb. You're so lucky to have me." Sae, is not as liberal. He wants to know everything you do, where you are and who you're with. He won't let you have your space and he knows you feel cramped and suffocated. That's how he wants it to be. He wants to breathe him in, sink into him, be one with him. Sae is going to intrude in every part of your life, torment you, hurt you emotionally, say the meanest things possible, breaking you to the point of insanity and then comforting you. Its treatment of punishments and rewards, be a good girl for him and he'll take it easy on you, but still torment you. He is obsessed with you, but he wants you to come to him, begging on your knees for him to look at you, crying and pulling at his jersey pants when his line of sight didn't meet yours, smirking into his hand knowing he had succeeded in breaking you, taking pleasure in the pretty tears you had shed for him.

[pashminalamb]

Hello hello beautiful person !

I just realized the blue lock boys have so much yandere potential. Like have you seen the way they act about soccer, how they are willing to use anyone/anything to achieve their goal. Now imagine that they are in love. They would all be terrifying in their own ways.

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Hi pretty! \(//∇//)\

The potential they have indeed

Ik I spammed a lot of Aiku pictures (expected) but just look at the look they have. Convince me that they’re not yandere- esp Kunigami 💀 (and I already have a mini 2 part series planned for him + it’s dark) and you’re right. If they’re like this in football- you don’t have to think too far to know what they’re like when they’re in love. You have two choices - either be theirs or if they can’t have you, no one else can.

Imo, Reo would be the most terrifying and the least on the scale… would be Shidou or Bachira

Edit : But then I thought abt it. All of them would be terrifying tbh

[pashminalamb]

I keep thinking of Sae who reflects on his past now that he's in his late 20's. Maybe you were his first and only girlfriend because he could never truly get over you.

In his youth he was cruel and uncaring. He's still pretty cold now but it's mellowed out. He remembers you begging for him to come to some of your events and he flat out denied doing it because he was tired from practice or thought it was stupid.

He remembers your favorite flowers and favorite color. He remembers how you take your coffee and how you like your bagels with blueberries on the side. He thinks back to how you light up his life with out-of-tuned humming and messy paintings.

Then he looks back at himself now in his late 20's and still thinking about his late teens - early 20's because you were in them. He realizes how even after you left he kept the painting, some of them are faded due to time but its still valuable to him. He still checks in on certain drama series to see if they have a new season because he remembers you sitting on the couch urging him to watch it with you. How you would look so peaceful on the couch watching something he thought was utterly ridiculous at that time. Now he can see the charm to the show.

His curtains are still dark blue with cute patterns on it instead of pure black because you chose those curtains together. Though he still thinks black curtains are more efficient in keeping the sunlight out, he keeps the dark blue ones instead because they are one of the few pieces of you that remain.

He looks at your soical media and feels a aching kind of relief. He knows you've moved on, he can see it. Your smile reaches your eyes again and you look healthier than ever before. He's relieved that life is treating you well. But at the same time it hurts. To see how you've forgotten him so easily while he lays awake at night thinking of you. He see you post abouting going to the café you had your first date with him in, and instead of him there's another man. It hurts to see you smile so bright and know that he lost his chance.

He feels bad and knows it wrong to be hurt, but emotions sadly aren't that logical.

Finally when fate connects you two again he's hurt by the ring on your finger and the diapers in your shopping cart. But he's so glad you weren't agonizing over the past and possible what ifs like he was. So he returns your polite smile and finally starts looking forward again.

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Clover! See this is one of the reasons i say that Sae is one of the worst people to go in a relationship for- until he reaches his mid twenties and he knows that he was in the wrong.

Not beta read -

"Would you come to see me on stage, Sae?" you asked, handing a pamphlet to your play. "Mhm hm. I'll see." is all he says. such had been the routine over the weeks. 'Sae, do you want to help me go over my lines?' "Don't have the time for it." It was time before you had stopped asking him and he had gone about his life, football starting take priority again, until he had eventually stopped thinking about you. It didn't hurt him when you had stopped asking him to come to your performances, it didn't hurt him when you were cold to him neither did it hurt to hear that things weren't working anymore between the two of you when you had closed the door behind you, the space that you shared with him only having his things.

Sae was numb while you were there with him, only to have the after effect of the pain return when you were gone. It first started with the nightmares of not having you, then came the formalities; an aspiring actress posing with one of the best football players the world had to offer, the cameras not knowing that they were something more than that to each other as the flash went off. Sae still keeps memories of you, like the chipped mug in the corner of the room or the flounder plush you had bought for him as gag gift or the scented candles that he would buy subconsciously only to sneer down at it when he returned home. Was he missing you? He was in denial at first, the second being that of regret - wondering what he could have done to change the outcome or done to make you stay, the third being that of acceptance as he saw your engagement to his teammate.

You were probably the first serious love Sae ever had, and the only one that slipped through his fingers be cause he let you go.

[Istg- the angst is so immaculate. And you gave spoilers away for true north- you guys are really out here predicting me. >.<]

[pashminalamb]

Reo who befriends you and everything is fine until you start dating nagi that's when Reo realized how much he loves you. He gets jealous of nagi, but he's conflicted cause he cares for both of you. Just angst of Reo pining for reader and feeling conflicted cause he cares for both you and nagi.

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Oliver who simps for you so hard but he unaware of how he acts. He does anything for you even when you guys are at the friends stage. He also doesn't care for paparazzi taking pictures of you two (cause he knows you both look good). Also he seems like the type that would walk around with just a towel hanging low around his waist cause he knows it drives you crazy.

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Rin who always goes slightly soft whenever your around. And when you go to family dinners he's always so protective of you cause he's afraid of how Sae could be cruel. ( sae is actually not cruel, he is cold but does enjoying telling embarrassing stories about rin). Finally, Rin who exercises shirtless (like in the manga) and he's oblivious to the fact he's so fuckable when he looks like that. Then it leads to sexy time 😏

🍀 anon (love the cute nicknames you give your anons)

*gets ukelele* I'm in love with someone, whos in love with someone and that someone will never be me. - literally Reo.

I've thought about it before, Reo and Nagi could possibly like the same woman, not because the same preference though. Nagi is immature and needs a caretaker; Reo is the caretaker and rather than settling for a person like Nagi, he wants someone he can see eye to eye with.

pretty sure Reo is gonna be the one to end up as Seishiro's best man at your wedding- cause he has a terrible time at trying to express his emotions and yell you to get out, throwing and breaking things in anger from the pain he feels everyday. And he's also gonna stay single and be an uncle to your kids - basically he's gonna be that rich uncle who will spoil them. This man can fall hard, but it is only once and that's it. (and this is straight up my alley since i am angst writer; but eh got 30 wips and planning to release one today/tomorrow

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Coming to Oliver. *whistles* he knows he's simping. The thing with this guy is, his image looks stupid- with being a playboy, becoming serious only when it comes to football and being a pretty talker. But real talk? he is actually pretty smart- just has a way of concealing it (like look at the manga he reads- he is a nerd.) at the friends stage, he doesn't care at first cause all this guy knows is to take and take more. Until you get into a really bad argument about it and he becomes more sensitive towards you.

As friends, if the paparazzi takes pictures of him, ik for a fact that he is gonna be bothered abt it with you when you complain abt how he should be left alone and that this was a day that was for the both of you to hang out. But when is bed that night, he will be scrolling through the photos leaked, a smile making it to his face when he sees your annoyed expression.

Relatioship stages - he is skeptical cause his past has given him trauma but with time, he knows you're not going anywhere.

Clover. you- the number of times i've thought of Oliver stepping out with a towel around his waist, dangerously close to his lower adonis belt. and rather than the normal towel, he's gonna make sure to take the smaller sized one that you use for your face (ik, he's disgusting that way) and wrap that around his waist, making sure to expose his thighs. He is shameless- and makes sure to do things that make you tick, finding it adorable.

As for Rin, going for dinner to his home is a big step for the both of you, for you cause you're going to meet his parents and this is serious phase of your relationship and for him... because he knows that he is getting close to you and it was official through his closest family circle and that Sae was going to be there as well since his parents wanted to make it a family dinner.

He is guarded about you in front of Sae 'cause honestly? the red head is the caretaker of the younger sibling and their relationship is closer to each other rather than with their parents. so he is worried when he brings you home cause he looking for approval and doesn't want Sae to ruin his chances of being happy at the same time. If they reconcile (in my head they already have as they grow older-), Sae, Rin and you actually do schedule dinners every other weekend - with the two of them arguing abt their skills on the field and you just watching the banter.

Shirtless rin? you just gave away spoilers for my next release - (つ≧﹏≦)

But yes, he does look very fuckable. and he knows it turns you on. he's just asking to be dominated atp

and i'm glad you like the nicknames! i give them cause its easier to call out yk? Ayyy non- just sounds really mechanical in my head and names are more easier ૮꒰/ฅ//ฅ//꒱ა

[pashminalamb]

Congratulations on the milestone. You deserve it 😘

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Thank you Clover! ٩(ˊᗜˋ)و ♡ In all honesty, came this far cause of you guys, cause like i keep saying- at the end of the day, words and works are mine but its meant to indulge you guys and thank you for enjoying my works ♡

its really nice to have you all - anons and not anons interacting on my blog and making it a good space for everyone from anywhere ( ＾◡＾)っ ♡

[pashminalamb]

❤️how's things going for you and your move to a03? I hope its going smoothly and that you stopped being shadowbanned here, absolutely love you 😍

Finally free of finals now I freely thrist over blue lock again

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I'm actually looking forward to moving to ao3 - i'm getting followed by one too many fem bots on both my accounts and it's proving to be a menace. I've blocked more than 20 accounts now- I'm still shadow banned... i don't think you can take it down either and tumblr seems to be ignoring my emails too. so i might as well just post on ao3 I'm glad that your finals got over and i look forward to your thirsts in my askbox! ♡⸜(˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝

[pashminalamb]

Your writing is always so good 😘

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I type really fast that i make mistakes and i had to go and correct it

"૮₍ ˶•⤙•˶ ₎ა why am i like this.

Thank you for the compliment clover <3

[pashminalamb]

The NNN was 🥵🥵🥵 love it!

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Thanks clover! <3 Getting to ur next ask rn

[pashminalamb]

૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა Isabelle's lost sheep : wanna talk to me without revealing who you are? No worries !! Tell me an emoji, name to address you along with the character you like and join the party! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

Taken anons :

✨ anon - starry : sends me virtual hugs

💙 anon - blue : member of the Aiku fanclub

💜 anon - lavender : member of the Itoshi Fanclub (now Aki)

🌷 anon - tulip : member of the Kaiser fanclub

🍀 anon - clover : member of the Aiku fanclub

😅 anon - shy :

🐰 anon - bun : member of the Isagi fanclub 🥀 anon - rose : member of the Sae fanclub 🌸 anon - nia : member of the Nagi fanclub

🐝 anon -

🤎 oranon - member of the Julian Loki fanclub