#100 epitaths rambles

[severefartoholic]

Just had a thought that I am most definitely wrong about but it's still interesting that maybe Sergei's "да делай что хочешь" in 100 epithaths wasnt what he was talking about in Strike three. It infact was NOT a tepid day, and he did NOT tear down the dismal sheltered walls because he wanted to, more because he was just so exhausted. What I've learned from the pafl series is that Sergei has always been right with his predictions for the future throughout the entire series, if anything I think that the last moments of 100 epithaths are more of the "weight that will someday break my back"

By the end of 100 epitaths, after Sergei's just giving up I think Sanya really did understand, it was a bit of a reality check. Atleast I think so, looking at her expressions here.

It might be so that the day HAS come where the weight has broken his back, he's not letting down his isolation of Sanya because he thinks that she's mature enough to handle it or because he thinks that she won't follow Yuras footsteps, it's because he was practically physically forced to surrender that.

Notice how Sanyas holding onto HIS BACK. BECAUSE BECAUSE. (I'm delusional and I just want Sergei to be okay)