#2. i don't have the photography skills to document anything well enough for it to make numbers online | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

turmeric-lover · 1 year

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i made an instagram account for art out of need for more attention but i'm not gonna handle it, it's maybe my third attempt at doing this, i should just send my makings to the groupchat once in a while, much less stress and embarassment for me.

#i have a tumblr blog for this too but i wouldn't share my tumblr with irl ppl #i don't post more often than a few times a year and make most posts private after a while #and if anything then i post fanarts there and would like to make it more about dykes in the future #opposite of what i'd like of instagram #and like. i am good at arts but 1. my skills make academies want me and the internet indifferent to me #2. i don't have the photography skills to document anything well enough for it to make numbers online #(to add they're best viewed if not live then on a bigger screen wishing one could see it live. not exactly what catches an eye when doomsc #scrolling)#so i got one like to what i've posted and from a person i don't have the heart to block yet.#and oooh that's compared to the 14 who saw what the object of my misery named 'story'......................................................#maybe i'll delete it tomorrow idk how much does that matter if half of all my mates saw what's been done...............#humiliation..............................................................................#and all this out of too few interactions with my pals..#please come here and take me somewhere with you and i won't be embarassing myself like this #but ooooh im like really good at things i promise..#it will take a few days to recover #im gonna say ouh ahaha it was not me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what fool would think to pretend he was me...#this is so silly im going to bed

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