#2019 broke up with another very close friend. repeating patterns because of trauma.
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just reflecting on my past and realizing how shit everything's been. tw for lotsa things in tags or you can just ignore and go on with ur day <3
#well that poll got me thinking and i don't know how to qualify how BAD each year has been but terrible things happen every goddamn year man.#ok so 2013 i dont even remember. but 2014 i started spiraling bc of the awful friendship i was in.#2015 i decided to end that friendship and it ruined my life. still traumatized to this day.#2016 was my year of The Closet. it was horrible i was scared and suicidal and lonely.#2017 eating disorder and psychosis.#2018 i had so many panic attacks IN PUBLIC.#2019 broke up with another very close friend. repeating patterns because of trauma.#end of 2019 literally day after Christmas i lost a loved one and then early 2020 lost another. had a gf then was dumped. covid and school.#2021 went thru another rough friend break up of sorts.#2022 got evicted and then had the worst job of my entire life and also had to be Back In The Closet!!!!!#2023 unemployed and suicidal (again) era. living alone era. diagnosed with new shit and new meds messing up my life era.
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