#2024 is hopefully the year i stop avoiding things bc of bad memories and work through it instead with the healthier mindset i have now
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#im gonna be so so forreal--#the star wars fandom was always my all time favourite to write in#the sad part is that during bOTH of my more intense/longer periods on the fandom...#i was tangled up each time with a different 'best friend' that ended up being deeply. deeply fucking toxic and possessive toward me#so for the longest time it's been SO HARD to touch those fandoms ya know???#which is why my focus in the past couple of years has been so heavily fandoms that neither were all that involved in bc???#there's less of these toxic and painful memories#but im sobs bc i MISS these things that made me find such joy and love#idk im rambling but long story short#2024 is hopefully the year i stop avoiding things bc of bad memories and work through it instead with the healthier mindset i have now#tbd
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