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#85-90% of my friendships throughout my entire life were fake.
truthsinwhispers
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#85-90% of my friendships throughout my entire life were fake.
#because i'm perfectly pleasant and fine to be around so people like me okay.
#until i'm just a little too weird. until i'm just a little too offputting. until i feel just a little too hard.
#until i fail to connect with someone in a “normal” way.
#but i'm so nice and so hopeful and so trusting and so naive you'd feel so bad saying to my face you don't want me around.
#so you ignore me and give me the false promises of “oh i'll see you again sometime we'll make plans!” and we both know it's a fucking lie.
#if you knew my insecurities about you tore me apart you'd feel so bad. because i'm so nice and so pleasant
#but that's all i'm fucking good for. i'm just pleasant and nice. i'm so pleasant and nice. and you don't have to care about me too much.
#because i'm all whimsical and smiley and i like to giggle and talk your ear off but i can't connect with you. i can't connect with you. i ca
#n't connect with you.
#and then i lose the people who genuinely care about me to time. i want to throw up.
#i'm so likeable. but i'm not loveable. i'm so nice and so pleasant.
#i say nice things and give you compliments but when my whimsy borders on Too Much it's not okay anymore.
#i break the rules of social norms and then you realize oh i'm really weird and my brain is weird so then you just kinda put me away.
#like a toy. i'm everyone's favorite plaything until they outgrow me.
#i'm sick of being outgrown because i refuse to let my sense of whimsy and simplicity of happiness die again.
#i'm so nice and pleasant.
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