#Actually amazed i put on clothes at all today. Getting out of bed was waaay harder than it needed to be.

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Dressing for the weather i'd like to see.

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Thursday, December 28th: Winter Cleaning

Whew. Day 2 and I decided before unpacking into my home, I first had to clear old crap out of it. I am the opposite of a hoarder, I like removing old shit and some "still good" shit whenever I can.

Liberating as hell.

Reading:

"You are more than you think you are" by Kimberly Snyder

I'm expanding my meditation knowledge into breathwork and vitality. Some of it feels woo-woo, and some of it feels inauthentic (the author has a skincare line and I did a mirror meditation where I was supposed to ignore all supposed flaws of the body). But there are good practical meditative tricks in there too. I plan to make my own version of a shrine by buying a portrait of Dolly Parton for shits and giggles.

Quietly Hostile by Samantha Irby

Her humor style is amazing. I consider it a primer on my stand-up and one of the easier books I'm trying to tackle in January.

Writing:

Here I am. Some days a journal entry is as far as I go. Still kind of amazing how regularly I write though, eh?

Cooking:

Crispy prosciutto and lemon-pesto pasta with broccoli and parmesan

The new knives rock! I forgot how pleasing cooking with good knives is!

Also went to the grocery instead of ordering food. That's basically one of Hercules's trials for me.

Political Awareness:

I learned (via podcast) about Franca Viola, the first Italian woman in 1960s Italy to refuse to marry her rapist, and the ending of "rehabilitation marriages". Additionally, Vincent Chin, whose murder led to the first Asian-American court case about a hate crime in the 1980s. Chilling how recent so much social progress actually is, but there are more inspiring people than evil people in the world.

Loving Relationships:

Today I'm grateful for Mom, Hannah, Makenna, Nate, and Kiera. <3.

Getting outside:

Walked to get groceries and back. Bumped into my street's newest poodle puppy and an Old English bulldog.

Dressing with Style:

Removed one-fourth of my clothing in a massive closet sweep and donated/sold it at Buffalo Exchange. Only keeping/purchasing beautiful fitting, classic pieces moving forward.

Current outfit: White Paris sweats, fitted black tank top, ponytail, black headband

Cleaning:

What the fuck didn't I clean?

Removed old stackable drawers

Organized and threw out undesirable everything: from socks to underwear to shoes to dresses to jeans to sweats

4 loads of laundry, washed, dried, and hung up or folded

Vacuumed room and charged vacuum

Washed and put away dishes from dinner

Took out trash and recycling

Full set of fresh bedding

Wiped down kitchen counters, stove, and inside of dresser drawer

Cleaned out fridge and stocked it with groceries

Organized shelf above bed and lit a TJ's apple candle

Annnnnd I still have more tomorrow, but feeling waaay lighter in here.

Yoga:

17 minutes of flexibility stretches where I did notice a marked difference in my legs and hips

Meditation:

A Daily Jay on the six specific kinds of self-care:

Emotional- Therapy, Journaling, Creating Art, Music

Practical- Closet organization, looking up new gyms

Physical- Hydrating constantly with tea, healthy eating, enough sleep, walking in the sunshine, yoga, sunscreen, hygiene

Mental- Reading, studying, crossword puzzles

Social- Setting up dates, called mom, seeing friends this month

Spiritual - Time at the beach, meditation

Something I love about meditation is that it stretches time. If you worry about the future, know that you have an endless present around you if you choose to vertically drop into the moment.

Mindfulness baby!

Content I can't stop thinking about:

Saltburn, Our Flag Means Death

And now it's 10 O'Clock. Productive, healthy, and peaceful.

I'm in the zone.

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Arcana Unbound: Aeneas’ Epiphany

Four thousand years ago gods and magic shaped and ruled and were plentiful in the world. Man and all the creatures were shaped and marked by it. Then things began to change. Gradually those things of magic diminished and the things of science took precedence until magic became a myth tucked away safely in children’s fairy tales and skilled entertainer’s parlor tricks.

It’s been a thousand years of progress unmarked by true magic.

  Things are about to change.

This is a collaboration between myself and @innerpostmentality It is a TRR AU set 25 years in the future from the current TRR timeline. The story focuses around the children of the TRR characters.

Disclaimer: all characters belong to pixelberry except for our amazing OCs. They are our precious babies.

Warnings: This series may contain adult themes and erotica and should only be read by people over the age of 18.

Tags: @darley1101 @gardeningourmet @speedyoperarascalparty @hopefulmoonobject @bobasheebaby @carabeth @riseandshinelittleblossom @stopforamoment @furiousherringoperatortoad @indiacater @sirbeepsalot @alesana45 @museofbooks @furryperfectionlover @sawyeroakleyscowboyhat @strangerofbraidwood @teamtomsato @begging-for-kamilah @kennaxval @blackcatkita @ao719

Sometime in the middle of ‘Andante Andante’ on Calais’ oldies waltz track she started unbuttoning his shirt. By the time ‘Unchained Melody’ was on their dance was one of passion in the softness of her rose scented sheets. And then there was a soft knock on her door.

Aeneas called from her door. "Calais can we talk?"

"Ummmm… " She moaned aloud in her passion. Then started giggling. "G, give me a moment."

She was mouthing "oh my God" and shaking as she looked in Xipho's passion blown eyes.

“Oh shit!” Xiphos whispered, his eyes wide as he climbed out of her bed and quickly pulled on his pants. “Where’s my shirt?” He looked around frantically but gave up when he heard Aeneas fumbling with the doorknob.

Calais pulled a T-shirt over her head and motioned to the closet. Xiphos ducked into the closet and tucked himself into a dark corner behind the racks of clothes. Calais threw her comforter up to cover her bed and pulled on a pair of shorts. She ran her fingers through her hair and opened the door cautiously.

Aeneas took in his sister’s state of dishabille. "Hey. I'm sorry I didn't answer your text. Sarissa was with me. She was pretty upset, Calais."

Calais looked at her brother and nodded. "I know.. I really don't want to talk about it now." She dropped her eyes.

Aeneas looked at his sister a moment then saw Xiphos’ shirt half under her bed. His back went stiff as his eyes stared at her.

"Calais where is he?"

"Xiphos?"

His hands were curled into fists as he stared daggers at his sister.

Xiphos cursed under his breath as he heard Aeneas call his name. He ran his fingers through his hair and checked to make sure his pants were buttoned and the fly was up before he emerged from the closet with a sheepish look. He took one look at Aeneas’ demeanor and stance and immediately held up his hands, to defend himself if necessary.

Calais looked between the two of them and walked over to stand by Xiphos.

Aeneas stared at her his jaw was twitching and he was seriously wondering if he was going to crack his own tooth.

His words were carefully enunciated as he sat down on the seat at the foot of her bed. "Exactly, precisely, what is going on here?"

Xiphos glanced at Calais for a moment then put an arm around her shoulders and pulled her close. He cleared his throat and turned to Aeneas. “We were dancing. To some really cool old music. Practicing our waltzes for social season.”

"Dancing?!" Aeneas eyes narrowed as he spat the word.

"You know who that is? That is MY SISTER. She's The Princess of Cordonia. Next in line to the throne after me. Now we are going to try this again. Why are you shirtless in my sisters room with an unmade bed at two in the morning?"

Xiphos felt Calais’ spine go stiff.

Aeneas saw her eyes narrow and her shoulders square.. then she stepped in front of Xiphos her eyes blazing at him. "Okay... You want to know what is going on? I love him. That's what is going on. When two adults love each other they sometimes express that emotion physically, intimately. I am NOT a child. And neither is he." ·

Xiphos smiled down at Calais, then turned to face Aeneas. “Your sister is the most amazing person I’ve ever met. She is beautiful and kind and sensitive and caring. I love her and would never hurt her or disrespect her.” He took her hand and laced his fingers through hers.

Aeneas’ eyes were ablaze and he felt himself shaking where he sat. A hundred things instantly popped into his head that he clamped down on knowing that if he said any of them it would do more damage than good. Finally he managed. "For God's sake put on your shirt."

Calais looked at Aeneas. "I don't want him to put on his shirt. This is my room. My rules."

Aeneas growled. "This is the royal palace of Cordonia. And I'm fairly certain the rules here are father's"

Calais looked at Aeneas a moment then went to her closet and pulled a suitcase out and started to throw things in it. Tears ran down her cheeks.

Aeneas’ eyes widened. And Xiphos looked between them before going over to her to speak gently. "Calais, sweetheart, easy. This is just a misunderstanding."

Aeneas looked at them as Xiphos spoke to her softly trying to calm her.

Calais shook her head and dashed her tears away. "No. I'm not locking us away to make him comfortable. And it's dad's palace. But I'm an adult; hey I'm the fucking princess of Cordonia so I'm perfectly capable of finding a place where my rules are what goes.”

Aeneas’ voice was gentle when he finally spoke. "Xiphos is right, Calais. I'm, I was out of line." He shot Xiphos a pleading desperate look. Waaay up on his list of what he didn't want to explain to either of his parents was why their daughter had run off. Much less that she had run off with #1 on the World's most eligible bachelor list.

"Calais, Please stay. I'm sorry."

Calais stopped packing and looked at her brother. Their eyes locked for a long long moment before she finally murmured "Apology accepted. Now get out of my room. I don't want to see you before noon."

Aeneas stood. "Shall I get Xiphos a guest room?"

"Only if he wants one." She looked at Xiphos the invitation to stay clear in her eyes.

Xiphos smiled at Calais then glanced at Aeneas. He moved closer to her and wrapped her in his arms as he planted a kiss on the top of her head. “I want nothing more than to stay here with you.” She looked up into his eyes with a smile.

“But your brother is right. This is the palace and you’re a princess and I’m pretty sure we’d start off on the wrong foot with your parents if I showed up at breakfast.” He slipped into his shirt as he spoke gently to her. “I think it’s better if I just go home. I really don’t want to mess this up before it even has a chance to start.” He kissed her softly as she pouted.

He turned to face Aeneas.

“Thank you for putting me in my place. I want you to know that I am in love with your sister and I never want to do anything to tarnish her reputation or upset the king and queen.”

A look of concern crossed his face. “Where is my sister? I know she was with you, we found Leo by himself in his room. Is she ok?”

Aeneas looked at the two of them and knew they were serious. He'd been in the room with them less than ten minutes and they both had declared their love for each other to him. They were wrapped around each other, calming each other, sharing the little subconscious touches and gestures that were the hallmark of real deal love. He recognized it because he had witnessed it all his life between his parents. He understood it because he realized it was actually his instinctive reaction to Sarissa when she had been upset. The thought sent him reeling and he sat back down on the bench at the foot of the bed.

His voice was dazed as he looked down at his hands and remembered how her hand fit so warm and perfect in his.

"I sent her home." The whole reasoning behind that decision as sound as it was seemed somehow fundamentally flawed because she wasn't here with him now.

Calais had been stroking the small of Xiphos back under his untucked shirt looking at him rather than her brother until she saw a look of concern cross his face and heard the strange tone in her brother’s voice. She saw the dazed look on his face and immediately went to him concerned.

"Hey... Are you okay?"

He nodded and met her eyes. "I, I am. I think. Can you give me a few minutes?

Xiph I'd like to give you something to take to her for me, please. I'll be back."

He got up and wandered out of the room leaving them alone again.

Xiphos turned to Calais and wrapped her in a hug. “Thank you for being on my side. That could have gotten ugly real quick.” He pulled back a bit and looked down into her eyes. “I’m glad that Aeneas is so protective of you.” He sighed as he rubbed circles on her back slowly. “I hope that one day we will be able to rebuild our friendship. I know a lot has happened today and a lot of our relationships are changing.” A shadow crossed over his face and there was a pained look in his eyes. “But I’m having a difficult time imagining a world where Aeneas and I aren’t close.”

Calais looked at him a long moment. "He's very, Very protective of me. Are you mad at him Xiphos?"

Xiphos pondered the question for a moment. Then he shook his head. “I can’t really be mad at him. I understand where he’s coming from. He’s always been super protective of his family. I know what that’s like. I would kill someone for messing with my sister. If she didn’t kill them first.” He and Calais shared a giggle and a smile. Then both their faces dropped. Xiphos’ heart ached as he wiped away a single tear that flowed down Calais’ cheek. “Hey, don’t worry. I’m going to talk to her. She’ll get over it, I just know it. You mean the world to her.” He brushed her cheek softly as his voice softened and lowered. “You mean the world to me too.”

She hugged him. "I don't think Aeneas is really angry with you either. Both of them... were caught off guard." She laughs a little. "I can't blame them. I kinda was as well."

Xiphos chuckled. “This really has been a hell of a day, hasn’t it?” He smiled at her with a love struck gaze. “We could all probably use some sleep and will feel better in the morning.”

Calais nodded and hugged him. "It's been a roller coaster for sure. And my brother was strange just then don't you think?" She frowned a little.

Xiphos shrugged. “Maybe a little.” He raised an eyebrow at Calais. “Do you think something happened between him and Sarissa?” He chuckled lightly. “Maybe their mutual stubbornness was able to break down their walls.”

Just about then Aeneas knocked softly at the door and waited for Calais to call "Enter".

He was blushing as he handed a leather case he'd tied a ribbon around and used a wax seal on.

"Please give this to Sarissa."

He looked at both of them. "I do apologize to you both. I was surprised."

Xiphos took the case and locked eyes with Aeneas briefly. “I am sorry too. I meant no disrespect to Calais, or to you Aeneas.” He turned to Calais and wrapped her in a hug, as he planted a kiss on the top of her head. Then he turned back to Aeneas. “Will you walk me out?”

Calais started to protest but Xiphos was insistent. “My love, I realize this is the palace and security is very tight, but I don’t want to risk anyone seeing us wandering the halls at 2am.” He covered her hand with his. “I meant what I said. I will never do anything to hurt you or tarnish your reputation.” He smiled at her then turned to Aeneas with a questioning look.

Aeneas nodded and waited for him at the door.

He turned to Calais with a soft smile and adoration shining in his eyes as he whispered softly, “Thank you for making this the best day of my life.” He kissed her softly as he stroked her cheek. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow. I love you.” He turned and walked to the door, motioning for Aeneas to go ahead of him.

Aeneas walked him to the entrance. He cleared his throat as they got there. "Xiphos, I can tell that it's serious between you. My sister really is wonderful. It's a little amazing to me that she opened up to you like that. It's been a hard year for her."

Xiphos shot him a questioning look. “A hard year? She didn’t mention it. But yes, I am very serious.” He turned to face his friend and they locked eyes. “Aeneas, I-ummm.” He looked away as he ran his hand through his hair and sighed. “I want to apologize again for earlier.” He raised his head to meet Aeneas with a hopeful gaze. “Are we ok? Or has our friendship been fractured beyond repair?”

He looked into his eyes a long moment. "I will always be your friend Xiphos. I never wanted to hurt you. I've always thought of you like an older brother. One that reminds me of my uncle Leo in many ways." He gave him a small smile.

"Sarissa gave me permission to court her tonight. I like her Xiphos. More than I should. A lot more than I should. I'm sorry I have to subject her to the cattle call of a social season. I have to be fair. It's important for the monarchy for all the nobility to see this as a fair contest." He sighs. "It's not. Not after tonight anyway."

A wave of relief washed over Xiphos as he smiled at his friend. “You didn’t really hurt me Aeneas, you set me free. And opened my eyes, without me even realizing they were closed.”

His smile faded a little at the mention of his sister. “I must say I am shocked that Sarissa gave her permission. That is the last thing I would’ve expected. But I’m happy you like her and I think you two are a great match. As long as you both can open up to each other.” He grinned at his friend. “And you certainly seem like a different person than you were just a few hours ago when I left you in that billiard room.”

His face fell. “Sarissa is so angry at Calais and me. I’m not sure she’ll even speak to me when I get home.

"I realized some things." Aeneas ran a hand through his hair. "I felt for much of the day today like people were speaking a language that sounded like Greek but wasn't really. And I kept thinking I knew what they were saying but I didn't. And then they were upset and I was clueless. It was really frustrating.

Sarissa prides herself on being observant. It's part of her training for the guard. I think you and Calais really blindsided her and that upset her. I don't think she objects to the two of you being a couple." Aeneas patted him on the arm and offered him his hand.

Xiphos smiled as he shook his friend’s hand then pulled him into a brief hug. “I think you’re probably right. I should’ve given her a heads up.” He smiled. “And I’m glad you’re seeing things more clearly now. Good night, Aeneas.”

"Good night, Xiphos"

Aeneas watched him walk off into the darkness. Then he pulled his phone out and scrolled down to Sarissa's name. He paused a moment knowing it was super late.

Sarissa was lying in bed, trying unsuccessfully to fall asleep. She couldn’t get her mind to shut off. The image of her brother kissing Calais kept repeating in her mind. And then there was Aeneas. He had turned her whole world upside down. She couldn’t stop thinking about how he made her feel. She closed her eyes and imagined him standing in front of her, his violet eyes gazing at her adoringly.

She smiled and her eyes flew open when she heard her phone ping. She knew it was him. She rolled over and grabbed her phone, her smile growing wider as she read the text from Aeneas. She typed a response.

God, she was in bed. Of course she was in bed you idiot, it's nearly three in the morning. Visions of her stretched out, those dark eyes melting right through him overwhelmed him.

Sarissa’s heart jumped into her throat. What did that mean? If he was going to break her heart before they even had a chance......

She was about to type a response when she heard something in the hallway. She jumped out of bed and rushed over to open the door. There was Xiphos, standing with his arm raised, about to knock.

Xiphos cast his eyes down to the floor, then looked back up apologetically at his sister. “Sorry to disturb you, but I figured you would want this now.” He held out the leather case. She nodded, as she fought back tears and took the case.

Xiphos shot her a look of concern. “Sarissa, what’s wrong? Are you ok?” He approached her tentatively, but she held up her hand to stop him as she shook her head. “I’m fine. Please leave me alone. I’m not ready yet.”

Xiphos sighed and took a step back, still concerned. “You know where to find me if you need me.” He turned and walked to his room and Sarissa shut the door. She turned on the light and sat cross-legged on the bed as she broke the seal on the ribbon around the case.

Inside there was a fairly large older book. The Classic and Contemporary Recipes of Yves Thuries: French Pastry. And a note.

I thought you might like to pick something out for us to make together. Or we could just go to Tevi's for some pastry and coffee, or tea.

Thank you for a wonderful evening. I would love to see if we could have a morning together.

Aeneas

When Xiphos got back to his room his phone pinged.

Sarissa exhaled a breath she didn’t realize she was holding after reading the note from Aeneas. She leafed through the cookbook, giddy with happiness. She picked up her phone and typed a response.

Xiphos sighed as he looked down at his phone, but smiled as he read the text. He typed a quick response.

Aeneas couldn’t help the smile as he looked at Sarissa’s response so he quickly texted back:

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I do not like you right now anon but alright all of them

1: Full nameJessica Nichole Ybarra

2: Age 21

3: 3 FearsNot being able to accomplish what I want in life, becoming like my parents, and being alone

4: 3 things I loveMy fur child, my family, and that’s about it lol

5: 4 turns onHickies, neck kisses, her being submissive, scratching

6: 4 turns offClingy, being indecisive and inconsiderate I can only think of three

7: My best friend 🤷🏻‍♀️

8: Sexual orientation gay af 🏳️‍🌈

9: My best first date Can’t really remember what happened exactly

10: How tall am I 5’7

11: What do I miss Actually being able to sleep

12: What time were I bornI wanna say sometime in the afternoon?

13: Favourite color turquoise

14: Do I have a crushDear god I do she’s so fucking adorable too

15: Favourite quote“I am the architect of my own destruction” I have this tattooed on me

16: Favourite place my bed

17: Favourite food anything with pasta

18: Do I use sarcasm like 100000% I’m being sarcastic

19: What am I listening to right nowI wanna be by Kehlani

20: First thing I notice in new personFacial features

21: Shoe size 9 22: Eye color light brown23: Hair color dark brown on top light on the bottom

24: Favourite style of clothing skinny jeans, some vans, t shirt, and a dad hat

25: Ever done a prank call? It’s been a long time since I’ve done that 😂

27: Meaning behind my URLI’m a heartless person nothing new

28: Favourite movie too many favs 😩29: Favourite song waaay too many 30: Favourite band the 1975

31: How I feel right now very very tired32: Someone I love 🤔33: My current relationship status single34: My relationship with my parentsHah! That’s too long to put down on here

35: Favourite holiday Christmas36: Tattoos and piercing i have4 tats and 7 piercings

37: Tattoos and piercing i wantI’m done with piercings but def want a lot more tattoos I’m trying to get my bigger pieces done sometime this year

38: The reason I joined TumblrSomeone told me about it and I was curious been hooked on it ever since

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?Uhhhh good question idk lmao

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts? I do actually

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?Many times

42: When did I last hold hands? Last night

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? If I have my outfit picked out like 20 minutes if not then depends

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? No I haven’t but I need to

45: Where am I right now? Chillin in my bed46: If I were drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? I have an idea of who I’d want to take care of me

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? LOUD

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Sadly

49: Am I excited for anything?To see someone I’ve been wanting to see even though I saw her yesterday

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? My cousin were like siblings

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Couple of times a day

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?Last night

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?Well I wouldn’t be happy about it that’s for sure

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? I don’t tell people much as it is so if I do trust them they better not fuck it up

55: What is something I disliked about today?The headache I’m dealing with right now

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Lauren Jauregui 😍

57: What do I think about most? My crush

58: What’s my strangest talent? Water polo

59: Do I have any strange phobias?I don’t think so

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? If I look good then definitely in front of the camera

61: What was the last lie I told? That I was going to my class tonight

62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Either one doesn’t matter

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?I believe in both

64: Do I believe in magic? No65: Do I believe in luck? Yes

66: What’s the weather like right now?It’s chilly for SoCal weather

67: What was the last book I’ve read?It was a poetry book called Pillow Thoughts

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? I love it69: Do I have any nicknames?Jess, Jessie, brat, crack, chick, ride

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?Just broke my finger during a polo game

71: Do I spend money or save it? Mostly spend but I do try to save as much as I can

72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? It takes me some time but yes I can

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? No74: Favourite animal? Sting ray!75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Sitting shotgun and driving back home

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?I wouldn’t know what to guess anyways

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Any Beyonce song

78: How can you win my heart? Talk to me and find out 😏

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? Hopefully it wasn’t alcohol that put me in here

80: What is my favorite word? Fuck81: My top 5 blogs on tumblrI have more than 5 that’s for sure

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? Get these politicians out of here and that Cheeto in office

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? A couple

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?Either reading minds or being invisible

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? If I’ve ever been in love

86: What is my current desktop picture?My wife Lauren Jauregui 👅

87: Had sex? Yes88: Bought condoms? God no 😂89: Gotten pregnant? Fuck no90: Failed a class? Too many actually 91: Kissed a boy? It’s been like 3 years since I have lol92: Kissed a girl? Plenty 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?I have and I think it’s always an intimate moment 94: Had job? Currently working

95: Left the house without my wallet? I try not to96: Bullied someone on the internet? No never!97: Had sex in public? Maybeeeee98: Played on a sports team? No99: Smoked weed? All the fucking time 🌬100: Did drugs? Only thing I’ve tried is E and it was the best thing ever

101: Smoked cigarettes? I’ve tried them but tobacco gives me a major headache so I stay away

102: Drank alcohol? Lowkey an alcoholic 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? No104: Been overweight? Couple times 105: Been underweight? No 106: Been to a wedding? No107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?Only if it involves me doing hw

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Yesss109: Been outside my home country? Not recently it’s been a couple of years

110: Gotten my heart broken? Who hasn’t 111: Been to a professional sports game? Yes last year I watched my Red Sox play

112: Broken a bone? My finger113: Cut myself? 🤔114: Been to prom? Yes and it was stupid115: Been in airplane? Yes116: Fly by helicopter? No117: What concerts have I been to? None 😔118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?Like a shit ton of crushes on them girls are hot

119: Learned another language? French in hs but I hardly remember any of it

120: Wore make up? Sunday I think? 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? Yes122: Had oral sex? A lot 123: Dyed my hair? Yes 124: Voted in a presidential election? No125: Rode in an ambulance? Yes126: Had a surgery? Yes 127: Met someone famous? Yes128: Stalked someone on a social network? Here and there I will

129: Peed outside? Yes 130: Been fishing? Been over ten years 131: Helped with charity? Yes 132: Been rejected by a crush? I have 133: Broken a mirror? Yes 134: What do I want for birthday? 💰💵

135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? This question solely depends on who I’m having kids with

136: Was I named after anyone? I was named after a song and my great grandmother

137: Do I like my handwriting? No it looks ugly 138: What was my favourite toy as a child? Legos139: Favourite Tv Show? Greys anatomy 140: Where do I want to live when older?Somewhere where I’m stable with everything it doesn’t have to be a specific place

141: Play any musical instrument? Nope142: One of my scars, how did I get it? Depends on which one I’m clumsy af so I have scars almost everywhere

143: Favourite pizza toping? Pepperoni & sausage 144: Am I afraid of the dark? I was when I was younger but I love my room being dark

145: Am I afraid of heights? No146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Sneaking out I never attempted but anything bad I can’t think of any scenarios

147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? All the time 148: What I’m really bad at communication

149: What my greatest achievments areI don’t have many on the academic side but for polo there’s a lot

150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me I hear this shit all the time from my parents so nothing bugs me at this point

151: What I’d do if I won in a lotteryPay for a lot of shit that needs to be paid

152: What do I like about myself my charm 😌153: My closest Tumblr friend There’s a couple of mutuals out there that are awesome and I’m sorry for losing contact with you all. You guys are all amazing 🙌🏼 and as for new followers come talk to me I’m pretty interesting

154: Something I fantasise about I fantasize about my crush a lot actually

155: Any question you’d like? It’s not a question but next time I reblog something like this I need to make sure there’s not 155 questions cause this literally took forever to answer