#All my Fear's Invading (IC; Carmen)

[yanderes-galore]

Fandoms

All the fandoms I'm doing and taking a break from. Always up to date, check often :)

Last Edited: 6/25/24

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🔪Fandoms I am currently writing for🔪

Movies/Shows

- Adventure Time

- Arcane

- Assassination Classroom

- Attack on Titan

- Avatar (Movies)

- Beastars (Season 1 + 2 of the anime)

- Bionicle: The Journey To One

- Black Clover

- Blue Exorcist

- The Boys

- Carmen Sandiego (Netflix show)

- Death Note

- The Devil is a Part-Timer!

- Ducktales 2017

- Gravity Falls

- Fire Force

- Halo RvB/Red vs Blue (All seasons)

- Happy Tree Friends (Anthro Animals or Hybrids/Humans [Like my OCs])

- Haikyu!

- Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss

- How To Train Your Dragon

- Monkie Kid (Lego)

- Invader Zim (Original series and Enter the Florpus)

- My Hero Academia

- My Little Pony (FiM and a New Generation)

- Murder Drones

- Naruto

- Ninjago

- Noragami

- One Piece

- One Punch Man

- Pirates of the Caribbean

- Puss in Boots

- Rick & Morty

- Saiki K

- Spooky Month

- Star Wars (Movies + Clone Wars)

- Steven Universe

- Solar Opposites

- Terminator (All movies)

- Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Media (2003, 2007 movie, 2012, 2014/Bayverse, 2018/ROTTMNT)

- Tokyo Ghoul

- Toilet Bound Hanako Kun

- Treasure Planet

- Trigun Stampede

- Umbrella Academy

- Voltron: Legendary Defender

- Walking Dead

- Watchmen

- Wednesday

- The Witcher (Show)

- X-men Evolution

Games

- Apex Legends

- Arknights

- Assassin's Creed

- Bendy and the Ink Machine

- Bioshock (All games)

- Borderlands (Including 1, 2, Pre-sequel, and 3)

- Cookie Run

- Call of Duty

- Cult of The Lamb

- Danganronpa (Games only)

- Dauntless (Creatures will all be pet-like)

- Darksiders

- Dark Deception

- Dark Souls/Souls-Like games

- Dead By Daylight (All Survivors and Killers along with costumes)

- Dead Space (1-3)

- Detroit: Become Human

- Devil May Cry

- Deltarune (Both Chapters)

- Disney Mirrorverse

- Don’t Starve (All Survivors and Costumes)

- DOOM

- Dying Light

- Evil Within

- Evolve (Creatures will all be pet-like)

- Fallout

- Far Cry

- Fear and Hunger

- Five Nights at Freddy’s (All Games, Books, Fluffy AU) (Animatronic or Android)

- Friday Night Funkin (Base game)(?)

- Final Fantasy (Primarily anything past 7)

- Gears/Gears of War (Yandere Fics)

- Genshin Impact

- God of War

- Half-Life

- Halo (Reach, CE, 2, 3, 3 ODST, 4, 5, Infinite, Wars 1+2)

- Hollow Knight

- Identity V (All Survivors/Killers and their costumes except Hastur and younger characters are depicted as Platonic)

- Honkai Impact

- Killer Frequency

- The Last of Us

- League of Legends

- Left 4 Dead (1 and 2)

- Legend of Zelda

- Lobotomy Corporation

- Mario Franchise

- Metal Gear Solid (All games, although I like Revengeance the most)

- Mortal Kombat (9 through 11)

- Metroid

- Mystic Messenger

- No More Heroes

- No Straight Roads

- Obey Me!

- OFF

- Outlast

- The Outer Worlds

- Overwatch (All characters/Costumes)

- Payday 2

- Persona (3-5)

- Portal (1 and 2)

- Ratchet and Clank

- Pokemon (Just Trainers Right Now) (All games)

- Rainbow Six Siege

- Resident Evil (All Games)

- Silent Hill

- Red Dead Redemption (Mostly 2)

- Skyrim

- Street Fighter

- Team Fortress 2 (All Classes and characters like Miss Pauling and Saxton Hale)

- Twisted Wonderland

- Ultrakill

- Undertale

- Warframe

- We Happy Few

- Xcom

Books

- Halo Books (Fall of Reach, The Flood, Contact Harvest, The Cole Protocol, First Strike, Ghosts of Onyx, Cryptum, Broken Circle, Hunters In The Dark, Last Light, New Blood, Envoy, Retribution, Smoke and Shadow, Bad Blood, Renegade, Point of Light, Divine Wind)

Fits in more than one category

- Black Butler

- Alien vs Predator (Just Alien movies or Predator movies are also included. Also books and games.)

- A Song of Ice and Fire/House of The Dragon/Game of Thrones

- Creepypasta/Gaming Creepypasta (Not everyone, it depends)

- Bungou Stray Dogs

- Cuphead (Game/Show)

- Cyberpunk 2077 (Anime/Game)

- DC Comics (Comics, Games, Movies) [Injustice and Arkhamverse mainly, but let's discuss]

- Demon Slayer

- Hiveswap

- Jujutsu Kaisen

- Homestuck

- Madness Combat (Game and Series)

- Marvel Cinematic Universe (Up to Endgame)/Marvel Comic Universe (SPECIFY WHAT COMIC PLEASE-)

- SCP (Not everyone, it depends)

- Slashers/Horror in general (Please say what movie your slasher is from)

- Sonic (All games + The Paramount Movies + IDW Comics. All characters are aged up except characters Classic! Tails, Movie! Tails, Cream the Rabbit, Ray the Flying Squirrel, and Classic Amy, which are Platonic as I can't see them as aged up.)

- Splatoon (Manga/Games)

- Transformers (Animated, Cyberverse, Earthspark, Generation 1, IDW comics, Prime, Robots In Disguise, War for Cybertron)

- Yandere OCs I have (Look at this list)

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🚫Fandoms I am taking a break from🚫

- South Park (All aged up of course, Show and games)

[shackledsculs-remade]

avaere said:' i don't know what to tell you man. this is address i got. this pizza is ordered here, whether it's yours or not is not my problem, i'm just doing my job.' a shrug comes from jackson, pizzabox held out to the other. 'i can't bring it back anyway, they'll draw it from my paycheck. ' for whoever is in mood for pizza! ... or a guy that reeks of pizza

“I’m telling you that it’s not my pizza...”

Carmen couldn’t help but to give a sigh as she spoke, rubbing her temple. Rio had fallen asleep watching the tv, and she must’ve ordered something to eat. At least before Carmen got something else to eat. Her friend was currently sprawled out on the couch, peacefully sleeping. Still, like he said, he couldn’t return the pizza with no trouble. Instead, she reached into her pocket, pulling her wallet. After everything Rio did for her back when they were in Cerberus, she could pay her back. 

“What’s the damage? May as well take it and pay for it myself since the lady who ordered it is sprawled out on my couch.”

@avaere​

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“Ah, madame, I’m terribly sorry!”

Carmen quickly moved to clean up the spilled tea. After all, she’s been rented out to a client, and from what she knew, most of them expected the absolute best out of their temporary servant. So she did what she knew best, keeping her head bowed and her mouth mostly shut.

@avellaturortem

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Put it on the Line

Truthfully, Carmen really didn’t know how she became so close to Eun-Bi. She supposes that it was because the woman had been the first person outside of Cerberus to show her complete kindness, the only one who hadn’t judged her for what happened to her.  

Bi was the only one who Carmen who she spoke about her experiences. There was a newfound feeling in her chest whenever she thought of the woman, a feeling that she kept hidden from her master. Though Carmen had been hesitant to go into a relationship with the other. Thankfully, Bi understood and told her that she would wait until she was ready. 

Bi would wait for her, for her, no forcing her to make a choice. No threats...Being a slave for most of her life, she was used to being ordered around, to obey for fear of being killed. Or worse, in Sybil’s case. She was taught that any pain was her own fault, something that would have been prevented if she simply did as he told her. 

Her feelings  had given her a newfound hope, in addition to meeting her friends, Rio and Ryoto...She’d gradually stopped muting her emotions. At least when she got to be outside of Sybil’s watchful eye. That being said, it wasn’t exactly hard to do so, given that Rio could get away with threatening to tear the vampire’s throat out, regardless if it got her killed. He wasn’t stupid enough to run the risk of death. He was a coward in that type of way. 

All she really knew was that tonight was different, Sybil seemed panicked, and was busy gathering his belongings. Judging by the alarms going off, that meant that someone must be causing trouble. She didn’t know who, but it was a sign. She needed to make her move, if someone was attacking, perhaps that meant that there had been people who were dissatisfied with their standing in Cerberus. 

The twins had been rather scarce lately, though Rio confided in her that things were going to get better. Suddenly, the release of pressure around her neck as well as a loud clank reached her ears. Her collar...It was on the floor. Harmless, a shackle that no longer held her in fear of death. She felt tears stinging at her eyes, she wasn’t free yet, but she was on the way there.

“It seems I’ll have to replace that once we’ve gotten away from this.”

Carmen was taken out of her reverie when Sybil’s voice cut through the sound of the alarms. He was keen on keeping her in his grasp, after all, she was worth a lot of money. Perhaps not to any vampire that lived past tonight, but she would certainly be good for whoever he decided to give her to, provided she was returned. 

“Come along, we’re leaving.”

Carmen’s heart raced, and for a minute, she was tempted to simply bow her head and follow his order. Then a few words played back in her head, ones from Bi.

"At some point, even if you're scared, you have to make a choice. Are you going to let them hurt you? Or are you going to look them in the eyes and get even?”

Carmen looked Sybil in the eyes, before she opened her mouth to speak. 

“No. I’m not going to be your toy...Never again! The only way I’ll come with you is if you kill me!”

The look on his face as she rose her voice caused a smirk to develop on her face, she fell back into the counter as he backhanded her, but even then, she wasn’t cowed into submission. She wouldn’t let him control her, never again. She looked at him, before spitting in his face, relishing the sight of him recoiling as her blood splattered across his face. 

“Who do you think you are?! I’m the only reason you’re alive! I could’ve killed you when you were still a little brat! How dare you think you can deny me?!” 

Sybil grabbed her by the collar before he rose his hand, before a voice called out. One that her former master was unfamiliar with, but one she knew well.

“Get your hands off of her. Before I tear them off myself.” 

Carmen’s eyes widened as she looked at the woman standing there, power radiating not only through her voice, but through her body as well. Blood leaked from her eyes, as well from her nose. Was this because this...Lilith was using Eun-Bi as a vessel? She remembers Bi telling her that if they did begin dating, that her time was short since she would eventually die and reincarnate. 

“Eun-Bi? You came to rescue me?”

Sybil snarled as he released Carmen, leaving her to support herself on the counter as he turned around. No, if she was here, even if she was some powerful sort of being, she could still be hurt. Bi made it very clear that her body was very much capable of being killed. Even if Sybil wasn’t a fighter, he could get a lucky strike in on her. Then he’d likely kill her. Sure, she would be free in death, but the last thing she wanted was for Bi to be killed because of her inaction. She looked around, noticing the butcher’s knife that was on the countertop.

Carmen knew what she needed to do. She would take her life into her own hands, and she would do what she should’ve done a long time ago. She grabbed the knife, holding it against her chest, before turning back around. He was turned around. She remembered what Rio had taught her. The heart, take that out, and a vampire would die. That or cutting their head off, but she didn’t have time to decapitate him. 

“If you think you’re leaving this place alive, especially with this little whore, you’re sorely mistaken-”

Any words the vampire would’ve said were cut short when an impact hit him in the back, right near the heart. Carmen held the knife in her hands. Damn it, she missed! But she still had the advantage, and she watched him turn, before she thrust the blade forward again, this time striking right in his heart. 

“I won’t let you hurt her. I’ll send you to hell myself!”

Her voice was strong as she removed the blade, before thrusting it forward once more. He fell to the ground, and she followed suit, straddling Sybil’s waist. She continued stabbing him, not caring about the blood that was flying into her face, that was beginning to coat her hands. The pounding of her own heart thundered in her ears, to the point where it drowned out her screaming, but she watched as his body began to shrivel .

Bi pulled her off, the knife’s blade being broken off in his chest from her treatment. She looked at the woman, who wrapped her arms around her. Once that happened, it was as if a dam broke inside of Carmen, and she began sobbing. She felt Bi’s hands gently rubbing her back, and through her hair.

“Shhh, it’s alright gong-ju. He’s dead, you did good, okay? It’s gonna be alright.”

The two of them remained there for a while. At least until Bi began escorting her out of Cerberus, to join the group that was waiting for the non-combatants to return. That would be the safest place for her. Carmen was tired as all hell, but she didn’t let herself fall asleep, not yet. She could do that when everything was over, but for now? She could help Misha tend to the wounded. That would keep her awake while she waited for her girlfriend to return and then she could finally be free to live a normal life.

“Come back safe Bi...I want to be able to spend what time we have together, and I want to make you as happy as you make me.”

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Say You’ll Haunt Me

Some nights, she could sleep peacefully, no nightmares at all. Other nights, like tonight, rest eluded her. 

With her newfound freedom, she didn’t quite move in with Eun-Bi, not yet. She didn’t want the other to have to deal with the nights where she would wake up screaming or break down into tears. Even with therapy, she knew that it would take a long time to really come to terms with what happened to her. 

Instead of staying in bed and forcing herself to try and drift off to sleep, Carmen climbed out and walked into her living room. The house was rather spartan in its makeup, nothing to really distinguish it from an average home really. Truth be told, she knew that at some point, she’d be fine with moving in with her girlfriend, and then, there’d be nothing much to worry about. Perhaps it would happen before she fully came to terms, and maybe even years from then, she’d still dream about Cerberus. 

Sometimes, her dream would consist of her stabbing Sybil, over and over and over again. Yet he wore the same smirk he always had when he put his hands on her. She could hear the laughter in his voice, as if his death had been a final curse on her. As if he hadn’t truly been killed right there, she could hear his voice, and it spoke to her.

“You’ll never be free, mon petit papillon, no matter what, you’ll always be mine. My brand is still on that pretty little neck, even if that little collar is gone.” 

That damnable sense of superiority in his voice, she had always hated it. It mocked her, made her feel weak, but more importantly, nursed a hatred within her that filled the pit of her stomach. Yet her hand absentmindedly touched the initials burned into the flesh on the back of her neck. She remembers it as the worst physical pain she’d ever been through. Remembers how her voice had went hoarse from screaming, how raw her throat felt. The smell of burning flesh that had filled her nose.

“Sooner or later, you’ll wish that I was still here, I’m the only one that can take care of you, the only one that will love you. You’re damaged goods, you think your little girlfriend doesn’t know that?” 

Carmen fought the tears that threatened to fall, a part of her did believe his words, but she knew what Bi felt for her. She knew Eun-Bi loved her, nobody would’ve risked themselves the way they did for her when Cerberus finally fell. Even before that, she hadn’t been judged by the other.

“You’re wrong. You’ve always been wrong, because beneath that smug smirk, you were nothing more than a coward who took advantage of those weaker than you...You think I didn’t see how the other vampires looked at you? Like you were dirt beneath their shoes...No, Sybil, you were never anything more than a toy to them. And you couldn’t even kill me when you needed to.” 

She banished the thoughts plaguing her mind, she knew what the truth was. She didn’t need anyone to tell her what it was either. She’d gathered her strength, and used it at a crucial point. She survived long enough to finally taste freedom, and she wouldn’t go back to the way she was in Cerberus. No longer would she be meek.

“You’re nothing more than a ghost, so return to your pitiful little grave, and remember that I was the one who killed you. I was the one who carved your heart from your chest.”

The thoughts went back to the deep recesses of her mind, for now, she was free of them. She sat in her living room, sighing as she placed her hands on her lap. Perhaps she’d drink a bit of tea before she went back to bed...It did comfort her in trying times.

[shackledsculs-remade]

“Ah, I’m not entirely sure if I understand your question...Is there something I can help you with?”

Carmen couldn’t help but to give something of a nervous glance in the other’s direction. Truthfully, after her experiences in Cerberus, she’d become much better at discerning someone’s intentions...Especially when someone wasn’t being forthcoming with who they were. She had to be, after all, nobody was really your friend in that place, and Sybil certainly wasn’t the type who was as kind as he liked to believe himself to be.

@necrophagic

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“Sorry, I suppose that I must have gone on a bit of a tangent...I just love the subject of marine life. It’s a passion of mine, and one I’m currently attending schooling for. So within a few years, I will hopefully be able to work in the field.”

Admittedly, being able to explore such things with Eun-Bi had given her a fairly large appreciation for the ocean as a whole. That and having her girlfriend’s support throughout the whole situation had made it something that invoked plenty of conversation between the two. Coupled with therapy, Carmen began to open up a bit more to others.

@muselived

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vacuitas said:“I’m suddenly struck with the overwhelming need to crawl back into bed.”

“Then go back to bed? I’m not entirely sure why you’re telling me this...”

Carmen wasn’t exactly trying to be rude to the other, but still, what was she supposed to do about that? She’s not the local entertainment. Not anymore, she wasn’t here to keep people occupied. She continued to play the piano, not looking up at the other as she spoke. After all, the music here was to set an atmosphere, not to entertain.

“I can’t say I can help you if you’re looking for entertaining conversation. You might be better off finding someone else to keep you company.”

Dream Daddy Starters || Accepting! @vacuitas​

[shackledsculs-remade]

“Wow, Rio-san, this is actually pretty good...When’d you learn how to cook?”

“Hey, c’mon, my cooking wasn’t that bad!”

“Oh, so you being banned from making food at home is just a tall tale then?”

“Ah, shut it and eat your curry.”

[shackledsculs-remade]

“Truly, having a beach house is a fortunate event for me. I do love being near the water.’

[shackledsculs-remade]

Carmen is into good guy types

“I’m not into guys at all, but Eun-Bi is definitely the good type.”

[shackledsculs-remade]

“I’m admittedly unsure of what Rio was thinking of leaving me here with you, but...I’ll try to stay out of your hair, unless there’s something you’d like for me to do to assist you.”

Carmen was more used to being left at Bleu’s bar, but given that they weren’t near it at the moment, they couldn’t have gone there. Honestly, she had never met a werewolf before, though apparently this woman was one of Rio’s best friends, so the blood bank was a little less on edge around her. After all, humans didn’t exactly get the best treatment in Cerberus. She was just happy the other hadn’t asked any questions about the collar around her throat, what bound her to being in servitude.

“If there isn’t anything for me to do, just direct me on where to go so that I can stay out of your way, Miss Validan.”

@maljefe

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