#And henceforth try to go to bed around 11 pm

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Just finished the secret history and one bit I couldn't get over throughout the book was Richard's sleeping pattern / insomnia. Just, how? How is that poor man still standing? How can he just lie down and sleep some 14 hours? And then not for even longer? Kept me on the edge of my seat honestly.

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Hi doll! Can I ask for a Tom Hiddleston x reader. Tom’s girlfriend takes a seizure at work, he gets called to tell him about it and what happened to her, but its fluffy please🧡🧡🧡

A/N: I’m so sorry I took forever to write this. Hope you find this okay 🙈

Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x Reader

Tom/Loki Taglist: @delightfulheartdream  @what-a-flammable-heart

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8:05 am

“No fucking way!” You scrambled awake, cursing as you hunted for your phone which was nowhere to be found even after you threw the sheets around, almost knocking your sleeping boyfriend off the bed in the process.

“Shit shit shit!!” You repeated, your muttering stirring Tom awake.

Needless to say the alarm hadn’t gone off, making you awfully late for work. Tom on the other hand, had the day off and now you were upset that your little ruckus awoke him too.

“Do you need help finding something darling?” He asked, voice laced with sleep.

“No no. Please go back to sleep. I’m sorry!” Apologizing profusely, you ran into the bathroom to get ready for the day.

“I’ll make you some coffee.” He called out as you slammed the door shut.

11:30 am

Should’ve accepted that cup of coffee, now my head hurts. Great job (Y/N).

The late start to your day had cascading effects - you had to skip breakfast, run to work which thankfully wasn’t too far from your apartment, and you forgot to pack your medications in the process which worried you.

That worry soon turned into anxiety because you knew what happened next, you knew just too well. It happened almost all the time, it always did when you’d have days like today. The hypoglycemia making your mouth dry and lips tingly.

“(Y/N)! Are you even listening?” Your friend, Janet waved her hands in front of your face in attempts to break you from your trance.

“Huh? Y-yeah sorry. What were you saying?” Giving yourself a mental shake, you willed your body to cooperate.

“We have a presentation in five. Now come on.”

Sadly not for long though.

As soon as you got up, grabbing the report files, your vision went black and the last thing you remembered was trying to grab onto the chair you sat in and the alarmed look of your colleague.

1:00 pm

Tom ran through the hospital lobby as fast as his legs would take him, looking for your colleague who had called him from your in case of emergency contacts after you collapsed from a particularly bad epileptic episode in your office.

A string of emotions ran through him as he received the call - panic, worry, anger for being kept in the dark about your tendencies, everything.

“Hi. Are you Tom?” A voice asked, making him turn his head in the direction. The woman matched the description you had given long ago while narrating a story once.

“Yes! You must be Janet?”

“How is she? What happened?” Tom enquired as they shook hands.

“She had a seizure at around twelve in the office, she wasn’t looking all that well plus she said she didn’t each much. I got her here because she didn’t have the meds either.”

“I had no idea...”

“The doctors said missing the medications and work stress may have triggered it. She’s awake if you’d like to see her.”

“Thank you for bringing her here, and for calling me.” He offered her a grateful smile before going in the direction of your room.

A wave of relief washed through him as Tom saw you lying on the bed looking smaller than he remembered, but at least you were fine now. Opening of the door brought your attention to the intruder as you craned your neck to see who it was.

“Oh hi.” Your voice quiet as your fingers messed with the edges of the blanket they had insisted you have. Embarrassed and afraid, you waited for Tom to begin first.

“How are you feeling?” He asked, closing the door behind him, expression unreadable.

“I’m okay now. The doctors insist I stay the night for some routine tests and changes in my medication.” Keeping your eyes on the IV drip attached to your hand, you mumbled.

He walked over to your bed and kneeled, taking your hand in his.

“I’m glad you’re okay love. You had me worried.” Tom whispered, kissing the back of your hand softly.

“I’m sorry.”

“Please don’t apologize. I feel terrible for not having known your condition previously. Why didn’t you mention anything?”

“I-I don’t know, I just—” tears already gathering as you tried to blink them away.

“Hey, look at me, I’m not mad.” Gently he cupped your face to make you look at him, as you did, you felt 100 times terrible. He seemed so sad and concerned. 

“I care about you, a lot. And it would be good if I knew what the emergency was you know, as the contact chosen in case of one.” Tom attempted to make you smile, which worked because you gave him a teary one, sniffling.

“I know I know. I promise to be more open henceforth.” you nodded, leaning into his touch as he placed a kiss to your forehead.

“Good. I love you, (Y/N).” Tom whispered, his eyes full of love and adoration.

“I love you too.”

PS: To the sweet anon who requested this, I hope you’re doing well and in case you suffer from seizures, I hope you’re taking the required treatment. Sending hugs your way!

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I’m Back!

Yeah, that’s right. I live! Happy New Year!

It seems that Tumblr’s guidelines update a couple years ago annexed all the pornbots, so to my followers that are still here, I have missed you all and will be making some changes for the better that I'll get into later.

Firstly, the reason for my hiatus:

From what feels like since I started using Tumblr, I had tried to check it every night at 11 PM before bed alongside the first two pages each of a couple subreddits I follow. Eventually, I had followed too many blogs to the point that I took a break around July 2018, and slowly tried to recuperate where I left off, going into the 500+ range of Dashboard pages. Eventually, I tried skipping a few hundred pages to try and get closer to the end, but that wasn’t enough. I started setting aside the Reddit pages to get to later so I could put more time into this, and that lead into the series of events that unfolded in this Reddit post I made back in October.

So with that being said, a lot has happened since I made my leave. In particular:

Literally all of Deltarune is amazing. Especially best boy Rouxls Kaard.

Upon release, Super Smash Bros. Ultimate took up a good portion of my time as it would anyone; I main most of the newcomers. Love it to bits, especially playing Terry as of late. I got Piranha Plant later than I would’ve liked; February 3rd. I also beat the World of Light story mode on Hard from start to finish February 20th at 2:19 AM.

I watched Cowboy Bebop from March 9th to June 13th, 6:55 PM. Bit of a bittersweet ending, but it certainly went out with a bang.

I made a Twitch channel on March 31st. Don’t expect streams anytime soon.

I watched JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure: Golden Wind over the course of its run, as did my parents following the previous parts in 2018. They love everything there is to do with JoJo and I couldn’t be happier.

Come June 11th, I got Final Fantasy VII on Switch on sale and completely get now why it’s heralded in such high regard by the gaming community. I’m certainly anticipating the Remake.

Not long after that, my brother picked me up Axiom Verge as part of a BOGOF deal. One of the best games I’ve ever played.

While I wasn’t really interested from the first episode alone and put it off, I picked Code Geass back up and binged it over the course of October to November 4th. Not the best ending, but given all that happened prior, it was for the best. Still gotta see Akito the Exiled, though.

From November 22nd to now, I’ve been really enjoying Re:Zero as well.

In anticipation of Persona 5: Royal’s release, from November 30th to now I’ve been playing Persona 3 FES and loving it. I plan on playing Persona 4 afterward.

This past month or so, I’ve been watching a fair amount of My Hero Academia. Pretty cool. I’m on the second season thus far.

As I never got to truly post about it, back in late May 2018 I broke 100 Subscribers on my YouTube channel, but didn’t wind up finishing work on the special for it until September. That video can be found here:

Heck, just recently I broke 300 Subs, but my next special’s at 500.

But back to the subject of Tumblr:

Despite how many (admittedly unnecessary) r/DDLC and spicy anime art link posts I’ve made in the past, the Tumblr NSFW ban barely affected me, thank goodness. I only got 3 posts taken down under the new guidelines, them being this, this, and this. The first one, not too explicit, the third one, completely understandable. But the second one? It’s a completely clean DDLC comic about Sayori comforting a sad Yuri. It blows my mind that that of all things would get detected and taken down. But I digress since I was able to appeal them all and get them back up safe and sound.

Additionally, I was quite upset when I reblogged all those posts from the @memories​ April Fool’s account due to my lack of getting caught up with Tumblr prior. But I was worried I wouldn’t get the chance to participate come April 2nd, so I had to bite the bullet and reblogged ‘em anyway.

Even now, I couldn’t get caught up if I wanted to since Tumblr’s Dashboard is completely broken. If I click the “Next” button to Page 2 of the Dashboard, it’ll display the second page, but when I go to Page 3 or further, and then click the “Previous” button to go back to Page 2, despite the URL, it takes me to Page 1. Absurd.

And now, what changes I’ll be making:

For my sake, I’m gonna limit how much Reddit and Tumblr I intake so as to prevent another downward spiral. Henceforth, I’m only going to check the first page of each subreddit alone rather than the first two of each, and only the first two pages of my Dashboard when I do my daily check-in before bed.

I’m gonna be removing the “Original Content” tag to my non-reblog posts, and instead, add a “Reblog” tag to my reblogs. This way it’ll be much easier to manage, and it’ll be a much more accurate tag than “Original Content”. Those who don’t want to see my reblogs can filter the tag.

From here on, I may limit how many tags I use on posts, in particular, only putting the franchise/series name(s) only instead of listing every character featured.

I’ll also try to put a heavier focus on my videos, ergo discussing behind-the-scenes things about my videos as mentioned in the update video I made back in November. 2019 was a very slow year for me in terms of channel content, so I’m gonna try and fix that going into 2020.

And that should be everything.

If you have any questions regarding the things mentioned, I may be able to answer them via the askbox. You can even choose to stay anonymous should you so choose.

In closing, I’m sorry if it seems like I left you all in the dark for too long, I hope you understand my reasoning for my absence, and I hope to do better.

Thanks for reading.