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downfallofi · 6 months ago

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I say this in jest a lot but does anyone have any space for a roommate, or have space for a mangy old stray dog to sleep on your couch for a little while maybe; or even have leads on housing that isn't as exorbitantly expensive as the average rent for a single bedroom apartment in Seattle. Because like. I can't keep living here.

#It wasnt my night to cook dinner #And there wasnt so much a 'plan' in the way every aspect of our day is planned via the whiteboard #I guess it wasnt expected for them to be gone so long today #But I volunteered to prep dinner because I have two children here that didnt even #Look at their damn phones to respond to the ladys message #I volunteered #I said Id help #And I got shit on because I used the wrong cauliflower #Like #Is that not the most fucking insane sentence #I got dramatic in your face IM. SO SORRY. I SHOULD HAVE JUST DONE IT MYSELF.#And like that I used the wrong Cauliflower for fucking aloo gohbri curry #Does that sound insane?#Like my dude if you knew you were voming back home and bringing company #Why #I just #Like dude Im so tired #The instant something goes askew because I don't understand how a mind works and theres no communication #Its this I should have done it myself bullshit #Like how can life feel so controlled and yet so #And yet it leaves everything feeling stunted and like we arent capable of doing our own thing #Because it might upset the whiteboard plans?#Idk man I just feel like if I stay here much longer it's going to reach a point of no return

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