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#But I get a spike of anxiety every time lir parents are mentioned and it's like
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One thing they will not tell you about writing is how fun it is to project on your characters.
#Lmao YOU get my anxiety
#YOU get my derealisation and how it's tangled with my parental issues
#YOU get my—
#Wait hold on
#You... only have my longing “what ifs” but real and happy childhood memories or “childhood memories but make them happy”..?
#Erm... okay...
#I struggle a bit with that one because it's like “Huh?”
#“You want me to write about lir parents and memories without it being melancholic??”
#Like you two are going to STAY silly–goofy SO HELP ME
#But I get a spike of anxiety every time lir parents are mentioned and it's like
#Oh wait no they're cool I know this I literally wrote them as chill guys
#I was planning on having a story focused on a character's paranoia about potentially encountering their dad out in the wild
#Based on how the possibility of living near my dad was momentarily (read: buildup over months) a lot more pressing/likely
#But the moment's passed. Not much of a possibility we'll be moving there soon now.
#It's just background radiation again (since he *does* know where we live and could conceivably fly here. Especially the longer we don't
#Visit him over there)
#So I don't think I could do it justice
#Maybe another time if the possibility becomes more pressing again
#It would've been the same subject matter as that Let's Get Burgers 3–parter where Knife keeps running into their abusive ex
#For a bit I wanted to make a gross story. Y'know. Story that makes you feel gross. And it would've heavily featured my intrusive thoughts.
#I don't really give characters that. I gave Micah a little moment as a treat about being killed by a wild monster/animal and Harlow had som
#Anxiety thoughts. But I didn't really have my intrusive thoughts and I think it's a big part of my anxiety so I wanted to portray that.
#I don't really want to do that much anymore though. Maybe later if it strikes me.
#It's just...! I see a lot of characters. And I do relate to a lot of them (Hello Lake. Knife during the three parter and my interpretation
#Of Wally Darling). But I feel like there are big chunks of my experiences that I just don't see. So I'm gonna do some of it myself! Even if
#I'm not able to convey it exactly how I experience it! Also
#Writing is a good way to get the feelings out/out there to be shared.
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