#CAN’T BE MAD AT ME. — 𝖔𝖔𝖈

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nobody:

me after watching evil dead rise: does lourdes give off Final Girl vibes? would that be her Aesthetic? what if i make a verse out of this-

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rereading old thread / meme replies n missing my partner in crime tonight @steadyclips 🥺

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do i wanna play the sims 2 or do i wanna finish my drafts or do i wanna redo my lazy ass promo post that i made in 2022

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i have more notifications & drafts rn than i know what to do with

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glad i got that post out but it. did not go remotely the way i planned for it to

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oh another thing!!! while lourdes shares most visual similarities with kiana as an fc, i wanna make it clear that lourdes is a chubby girl. most pinchable cheeks you’ve ever seen. love handles galore. her tummy rolls & thighs squish when she sits and that is ok with her. she might’ve been a little slimmer when she was in high school due to cheerleading, but that was like ten years ago!

so yea, she a lil thicc. huggin her is a dream :’)

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wait b4 i play sims 2.

1. pls understand that i enjoy sending & receiving memes. if u send me a bunch of memes i will find ur tag & send you a bunch back once i feel like we’re Besties. i will never not answer a meme that u send me (thats a lie i owe two memes from 2022 for lotommy & braylo TEEHEE) and i sometimes prefer them so we can still work on our dynamics without doin long ass threads. unless u wanna make it a thread! then we will. :>

2. i am contemplating writing drabbles. family drabbles, in between drabbles, ship drabbles if requested / i’m feelin Emo & decide to gift it to a partner. so yea.

3. gonna finish this love headcanon i’ve had in lo’s drafts for fucking ever ago then maybe write one abt alonzcia like i said i would.

4. throwing it out there that this is still a low activity kinda vibe bc of my job & my ADHD so i will oscillate between reblog sprees & radio silence if i have no drafts. i swear i’m NOT going ghost after 1-2 months again like i usually do i PROMISE!!!!

5. and thats it

okay love u byeeeee

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@vihilum​ my baby. my angel. my love.

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life has been really busy lately as i’ve whined abt on my multi, but i’m hoping to clear out replies / memes over this weekend bc i’m goin on vacation next week & idk if i’ll be bringing my laptop with me. in the meantime, hope u all been doing good & feeling great! <3

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lourdes & braylen / @steadyclips: i’m never having kids because i have a deeply rooted fear of motherhood. i refuse to pass my family’s past + values onto my children & i will be a terrible mother. have a good day

me behind my keyboard: ok but...tia lo & tia bray. throwing each other bomb ass baby showers. babysitting the kids & sending dumb ass pics to each other. the kids telling everyone they’re real life cousins. calling one auntie behind their mama’s back bc they got in trouble or bc they wanna get outta school early. swearing that auntie can whoop everybody ass so they better not mess with them. birthday parties. like um, maybe y’all should reconsider!

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2016 lourdes: *heavily traumatized, angry like 99.9999% of her day. tired. is a criminal.* if you even breathe in my general direction i’m going to threaten bodily harm & curse at u.

2022 lourdes: *still traumatized, but can Function. cooks for herself. cooks for her friends. talks to people calmly. buys a cat. loves her cat. wants to buy more cats. will name all her cats after the jackson five. is shy but non-violent. actually tries to make friends. hugs her friends. says i love you to her friends. kisses her stupid friends on their cheeks. tries to date. is only angry like 20% of her day now omg wow.*

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idk if i ever said it on my multi, but like. my favorite part abt suddenly building up lourdes after years of time spent away from her as an active muse to lourdes now having a solid plot line with character arcs in between is me being able to take the 3 years i stopped writing her irl & working it into her development in different ways depending on her interactions with other people.

like right now, my favorite phase to talk about / write her in is in that ‘in between’ period. the way one of the very last threads i actually wrote with her on one of my former indie pages was her telling gianni that she’s leaving. and now, me getting to actually infuse how she felt + how she acted in that time period into her current threads, because she was so lonely in 2016. now having her not be as lonely as she was then is like???

anyway! this is me rambling. and also me subtly nudging for more character dynamics where our interactions have an effect on her later on in time, tee hee.

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i told myself i was gonna write a cool, quick headcanon for lourdes on one topic & get it done by tonight.

five hours + six paragraphs later, all of it is me rambling abt her parents and setting the scene for the dynamic of alonzo & lucia’s relationship, and i have yet to get to the original plot of the movie. which was about lourdes.

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was feeling very lourdes-coded ooc today in my rhinestone “dump him” tank top & air max 90s <33333

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actually i forgot i should prbly do my inbox things now cause i have to get my second round of steroid injections tomorrow n those usually take me out for like two days lololol. so while i work on that, i also kinda wanna do some things! maybe web weaves or IG things or smthn. lmk if u want smthn. :o)

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would anybody perhaps like. some childhood lourdes stuff