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#CUZ SHES JUST GONAN INTERRUPT OR TALK OVER ME/US OR JUST TAKE THE EXACT OPPOSITE STANCE
mapleshmaple · 5 years
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it would be nice if i could get through An Shift without having to go through the five stages of grief for whatever reason
#tonights existential crisis: nihilism and the after-effects of the only parental figure in your life making jokes at your expense#every chance they get/every time they talk to a parent and know youre within earshot;  a novella#'i think teenagers should wear a mood ring so we can tell what their mood is for the day' i could say the goddamn same to you#you two faced moodswinging-ass mother fucker. missus 'im going to make you feel like shit/take out my frustrations for the day on you#and then ask why you never talk to me or your father and also why your sister doesnt talk to me either#after asking for your opinions on somehting and then brushing them off/aside and/or violently shitting on it and you'#like she does this thing where she gives us a 'choice' and then just goes with where ever the fuck it is she wants to go and its like#OK!!!!!! WHY THE FUCK DID YOU ASK THEN!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE SHIT!!!!!!!! THERES JUST. NO POINT IN TRYNA FUCKIN TALK AROUND HER#CUZ SHES JUST GONAN INTERRUPT OR TALK OVER ME/US OR JUST TAKE THE EXACT OPPOSITE STANCE#FOR WHATEVER GODDAMN REASON ANDDN LIKE??? WHY THE HELL DO I BOTHER???#like jsut. come the fuck on. the only goddamn reason shes keeping my ass around is because im another body for her to work with#and use and i can do most of hte fukcin heavy lifting and shit at work and theres no emotional attachment whatsoever at this point#the only reason dads tryna reconnect isnt because hes lonely and its just fuckign cuz he wants something from us that isnt of emotional#value or sentimental reasons or whatever the fuck and when his tart toy money runs out hes gonna be alone and fuckivmhngnfhkshmksdg#like!!!! fuck him in every sense except physical. put your dick away old man. think for once in your goddamn life.#mom always says that when im mad or whatever that its 'not fair to her' weLL FUCKING? WHENS THE LAST TIME IVE ALLOWED MYSELF TO BE MAD#i never outwardly get mad/rarely do and if i fuckign act up like once christmas is fucking canceled or some shit#brat bitch on the loose- where ever did my silent stupid daughter go. fuck off with that nonsense.#ANDD LIKE!!! THE OTHER FURFKCING DAY. THE OTHER GODDAMN DAY. WE WERE IN A PETCO OR WHATEVER RIGHT?#ANDN THEY HAVE KITTENS THERE FROM A SHELTER NSHIT ANDN IM PLAYING WITH ONE AND MY MOM COMES IN#TO GET ME AND SHE SEES THE KITTEN AND IS LIKE 'if we didnt have a two hour drive i might just take you home' aDND LIKE!!!!#IVE! BEEN TYRNA CONVINCE HER TO LET US GET A DOG FOR  Y E A R S. DAMN NEAR A FUCKING DECADE#AND THEN THERES THIS FUCKIGNGM KITTEN JUST SITTIN THERE AND BEING ALL CUTE AND ITS#NOT THE KITTENS FAULT BUT IT FELT LIKE A BIG FAT 'FUCK YOU' SILENTLY DIRECTED AT ME??#LIKE!! fuckign. what the hell ever. ok. and i even asked 'just like that??' and she went 'just like that.' anddn like. what the fuck.#just fucking spit on me too while youre at it. your dumbass legally brain dead daughters opinions dont mean dick
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