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binary5tar · 2 years

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uuuggghhh I think I need to get off twitter. I always do honestly. But it's making me question and stress over my selfies with ox. I don't want them to hate me or group me with problematic fans :/

#First I'm stressing over not wearing a mask both for the concert itself but mostly the selfies #Covid where I am is kinda a non thing... like even my kids super liberal school isn't requiring masks inside #the only place they are expected around here is in a medical setting #so for the concert its self I didn't want to wear it because I was already suffocating of heat #and I wasn't barricade so I wasn't near the members #But I kinda forgot it was Orlando? which isn't middle of no where maine #I don't know what the stats are like there but the venue should probably have been requiring masks #especially because I have since seen stuff of the members themselves saying they wanted people to wear masks #but the venue staff wasn't even and the people around me were kind meh about it #but again it's nasty Florida! I should have known better #I did somewhat which is why I made sure to for the fansign and group photo and I really meant to for the selfies!#but I was so excited and tired and hyped and exhausted... I forgot #so now if the members remember me which unfortunately other people have said they have really good memory #it'll be as an antimasker from a really obnoxious crowd #because reading about other audiences I think Orlando was rude and obnoxious #people were yelling other members names during ments and they kept doing with weird barking thing and a yipping thing #I think it's from txt at least that's what I was told? but......... this is an ox concert.....??#I also am stressing remembering how hyuk had no one taking photos with him #and externally because again I was nervous and tired... I feel like it probably looked like I just took my selfie with yechan and moved on #where as inside I was like.... should I go steal one? I wanna tell him how great he was in bad girlfriend #I was half watching him and considering it the entire time I was in the room with them when I wasn't with another member....#I hate fan favoritism like that so much.... like so so so so soooooo much and I'm so mad at myself for not doing something about it #I could have at least talked to him #but then I remember I wasn't wearing a mask and think how it was probably for the better.........#uuuuggghhh I just can't help but feel like if I'd been able to go to boston it all would have been better.....

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