#Crying over a desperate vampire and an angry priest is my daily skincare routine

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When Anderson gone, Alucard not just wept for him but also forced himself to smile. And he smiled the most gentle smile

It was tough for Alucard to let go and all of us could see every torment written all over his face, poured out underneath his eyes.

He even clung on the ash of Anderson like an insomniac keen on a broken dream:

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In my place people believe that if you let your tears fall on the dead body/coffin of a loved one, their souls will never truly be salvation because they're worry about you. Their souls will resist the higher power and stay by your side on the earthly realm to smother you. And so, they can't leave this world to reincarnate. So hold your tears and put on a gentle smile. Because of that the act of forcing a smile is even more heartbreaking to me...