#Dr basically said I wasn't allowed to be hungry anymore smh
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When you create a boyfriend because you're all alone
#I'm staring into the wall#there's so much wrong right now#I had 2 packages of chocolate and am day 2ish of no magnesium and the depression is starting to kick in#not depression but like. mood bad no good things in the world. wanting to cry a little bit#I know I should have something bc my sugar is probably crashing#but I am so fully unhungry rn#Dr basically said I wasn't allowed to be hungry anymore smh#this is so clearly caused by my bad decisions which makes it so much worse#this may have to be a midnight depression food moment idfk#depersonalizing in that awkward state where the words that I'm saying/typing don't feel right#Fuck I don't know#I also maybe think another alter is appearing which#if I'm right#is like a demon offshoot of Sheldon#Sheldon but he's evil now#(not actually. more like Sheldon's role in the system if that role is evil)#well I'm sure he'll have a great deal of fun in the problematic factive community TT#idk if he'd even care about being in a system tho dhlfglfgk#tyhgththhthhgh#Frick.
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