#EkKan

[xxjblackr0sexx]

[an1992an]

[afragileflameaged]

kanat ✗ ekim

[you'll never leave if i’m already gone]

[mrsgreenworld]

I've had this idea since Rıza smashed Kanat's guitar in one of the early episodes. As much as I'd like them to do something like this I doubt they will. But let's imagine this as a missing scene while Ekim and Kanat are still together and the whole Gaye mess hasn't broken them up.

This is also my first attempt at writing Kanat's POV.

I don't own the show or any of the characters. They belong to the writers, production company and the channel. This is only fanfiction.

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Close Your Eyes

Kanat hears light steps echo in an empty school hallway. Even without turning back he knows who that is. He'd recognise the sound of these footsteps anywhere. And when the person gets close enough, Kanat catches a barely there scent of her perfume.

"Trying to sneak up on me, Ekim Hanım?" he asks teasingly, still facing his open locker.

His answer is a frustrated grumble:

"How did you know it's me? You have an eye on the back of your head or something?"

Kanat chuckles and slams his locker's door shut before turning to face Ekim. Her little pout is so adorable it makes him want to kiss it off. Which he does because he can. Because she's finally his and he's hers, has been from the moment she looked into his eyes for the first time.

The kiss is slow but chaste. When Kanat pulls away, he doesn't go far though, pressing his forehead to Ekim's.

"I've missed you", Kanat whispers in the space between them.

Ekim lets out a soft laugh at that.

"Don't be ridiculous. We've seen each other plenty. First you picked me up from home and we came to school together. And then we spent the long break together".

"It wasn't nearly as long as it should've been. And outside of school I have to let you go home. But I want us to share it. Have a home where you'll always be by my side".

Kanat feels Ekim go stiff at his words. She starts pulling away.

"Kanat, please, don't. We've talked about this".

"More like I try to talk about it and you avoid it all together", Kanat argues.

"Okay, we will talk about it but not here and not now. Deal?" Ekim relents.

"Deal. But soon, okay?"

Ekim nods and takes one of Kanat's hands in hers, pulling on it slightly.

"Right now I want you to come with me".

"Where?" Kanat asks, his interest piqued.

"It's a surprise", Ekim responds with a mysterious smile.

But as soon as they start moving she stops abruptly, slapping herself on the forehead.

"Offf ya! I almost forgot!"

"What?" Kanat asks, puzzled.

Ekim doesn't say anything, just lets go of Kanat's hand and pulls something from an inside pocket of her school jacket. Once she takes the object in both of her hands, Kanat sees that it's some kind of a black scarf.

"Turn around and close your eyes. And maybe bend down a little cause you're ridiculously tall".

Kanat laughs at that but turns around with a shake of his head, closing his eyes. He bends at the knees to make himself shorter and allowing Ekim to get the scarf over his eyes. He feels Ekim secure it with a knot.

"Okay, ready. Turn back around".

Kanat gets to his full height and slowly turns around.

"Can you see anything?"

"Nope", Kanat replies with a smile.

He dutifully keeps his eyes closed under the scarf, which leaves him completely blind. It isn't unsettling though. Kanat knows that Ekim is with him and when she takes his hands into her soft little ones, he lets her lead him, wherever she pleases. He would go anywhere with her and after her. Into total darkness and hell itself.

Kanat hears Ekim's voice, guiding him.

"Careful, careful... Let's turn right here. Okay... Now stop. Wait".

Kanat hears the ding of the elevator and they slowly get inside. After the elevator ride Ekim guides him for a few more minutes, until they stop and Kanat hears the door being opened. They take a few more steps when Ekim finally says:

"We're here. Just give me a moment. Don't take off the blindfold until I say so, okay?"

"Okay", Kanat agrees with a smile.

He hears Ekim shuffling around, then her nervous intake of breath and:

"Okay, you can take off the blindfold".

Kanat does as he's told, pulling the blindfold off and over his head without untying it. He blinks his eyes open and sees that he's in the music room. He turns his head to his left and there she is - Ekim, holding a guitar in her hands. It's not a school guitar but a new electric guitar, with a red bow attached to it.

"Surprise!" Ekim exclaims with a small nervous smile.

Kanat just stares at the guitar in her hands and the longer he remains silent the more nervous and uncomfortable Ekim looks.

"I know about your old guitar. The one your grandfather got for you. Aziz told me that your father... Anyway, I know this one cannot and won't replace what you lost. It's also probably not as good as..."

Kanat doesn't give Ekim a chance to finish. In one quick stride he closes the distance between them and cuts her off with a fierce kiss, his hands bracketing her face. The guitar is trapped between them though and doesn't let Kanat to get as close to Ekim as he really wants to. That's why he pulls away. Ekim looks up at him in a daze and whispers:

"Hey".

"Hey", Kanat says and suddenly feels a little choked up.

"I take it you like your surprise?" Ekim asks with a smile.

"I love it. I love you".

Ekim's eyes soften and she answers with her own:

"And I love you".

Then she takes a step back and offers the guitar still in her hands to Kanat.

"Why don't you check if it's any good?"

Kanat takes the guitar with a smile.

"I'm sure it's perfect".

"C'mon, play something for me".

"Okay, okay..." Kanat agrees with a laugh.

He sits down on a nearby chair and places the guitar on his lap. He runs one hand over the instrument with reverence. It looks remarkably similar to the one that was his grandfather's gift. The flashes of memory - a horrible memory where something so dear was smashed to piece right in front of him - bring hot tears to Kanat's eyes. Kanat squeezes his eyes shut and feels the tears roll down his cheeks slowly.

"Kanat?" Ekim says in a tentative voice.

Kanat opens his eyes and looks up at her. Ekim's face crumbles when she sees his tears.

"I... I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have. It was a bad idea".

Kanat shakes his head.

"No. You haven't done anything wrong. More than that, you've done something great. Noone has ever done anything like this for me".

Kanat carefully sets the guitar aside and extends his hand to Ekim. She comes willingly, grasping the offered hand and when Kanat pulls on their joined hands, lands on his lap with an "offf". Through their mixed laughter Ekim asks:

"What are doing? Are you crazy? We're at school, you know".

"Almost everyone has left, nobody is going to come here", Kanat counters.

He pulls Ekim closer and buries his face in her neck and Ekim relents, wrapping her arms around his shoulders and leaning her head on his. Eyes closed, Kanat presses his lips to Ekim's neck. Her pulse picks up. And right here, with Ekim's erratic heartbeat on his lips, her scent and her warmth surrounding him, her breath ghosting over his face - this is where Kanat wants to stay forever. But he knows that nothing lasts forever. They have only now, only this moment. And in this moment they have each other. So Kanat breathes Ekim in and keeps his eyes closed.

[r69manova]

«Kanat, I'm in a huge darkness because of you! Please get me out of here!».

[turkishcouples]

My new wallpaper I made.

[ozdemirdmtt]

[atamerdis]

[xxjblackr0sexx]

[an1992an]

Livivng for any kind of jealousy plots!

[afragileflameaged]

ekim güleryüz ✗ you’re on your own, kid

[inthebleakmidwnter]

“In all of his worst nightmares,  [ he ] is dying. [ He ] is  fading away in his arms, helpless and whimpering, while hot, dark blood spills over his fingers. This, he tells [ him ] . He doesn’t tell [ him ]  that his hand holds the blade.” The Drowning Faith, R.F. Kuang (inspiration;; ekko and altan on no mourners)

[r69manova]

[happinessworld]

And Allah made her life happier than ever✨

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[dangermousie]

OMG, in the time I peaced out of Kardeslerim (I planned to get back to it but as always got sidetracked and missed most of s2 and it’s on s3 now), they added a lot of draaaaama to my fave ship - aka AyBer and put the two biggest and favoritest psychopaths of this drama, Berk and Tolga, in a love triangle for my queen Aybike?!?!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I AM SO EXCITED!!!!! 

Also, man Kardeslerim is still mega popular. I’ve seen the official charts of tracked popularity for ships on social media (I think they track tag mentions etc) and this week the top 3 were all Kardeslerim (AyBer being n2 behind AsDor). Impressive! (And EkKan was n4 yay for Duy Beni!)

I need ten eyeballs so I could watch all these shows at the same time!

[timedoesnotgoback]

EkKan🥺❤️