#GOSH tho I'm pretty sure 2 out of his 3 major breakdowns were done in front of Hawkeye | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lukeskqwalker · 2 years

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my feelings towards bj are absolutely wild because he really truely is Just Some Guy and also Genuinely Good on so many levels but every time he breaks it's in a way that implies he's masking at All Times. combine that with him lying often (and well) in canon as well as how he smiles when he's cruel and you just have a man that I'm frantically trying to uncover as I sniffle and wail over the agonies that occasionally and unwillingly bubble over

#GOSH tho I'm pretty sure 2 out of his 3 major breakdowns were done in front of Hawkeye #and the first one we saw.... Hawkeyes face makes me think he's done it in front of him before #GOD I love that the focus is on Hawkeye in that scene too #he's just leaning forward with a heartbroken and empty face on as bj slowly gets louder until he's screaming at the sky and kicking the dirt #then you visually see bj compose himself. walk back to Hawkeye. and then says that he's ready to go back.#screaming crying #GENUINELY I can't talk about the second breakdown I really can't it's. oof.#and the THIRD ONE.....#that entire episode was a lot #hawkeyes absence would louder than his presence.#especially with the way and context that bj said 'I love Hawkeye'#IM SOOOOO NORMAL #mash #bj hunnicutt

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