lakeaguilar51

[neztchi]

He wasn't having a good time

[cherry-jamm]

Okay so like I desperately need a butcher one fr, I don’t know anyone anyone else that could execute this, but once again I’m asking for one there butcher and the reader have a one night stand even thought they hate each other and then are very confused in the morning, and butcher is kind of conflicted bc he just lost becca and he refuses to confront the situation bc he leaves in the morning like nothing happened

It was worth it, I would do it again

・❥・description: after a one night stand, Billy has to face himself and his feelings for you. It's awkward.

・❥・word count: 1.3k

・❥・warnings: title based off ‘Awkward’ by Sza, angst with an unhappy ending, reader was not made for hookup culture (me either girl 😭), references to smut, plot devices that don't really make sense but it all works out

・❥・sorry I made you wait so long booboo bear I just couldn't get this right. But thanks for the request, you know how I love writing about my tragic situationships (I'm projecting)

You aren’t sure how long you’ve been staring at him. Billy Butcher in your bed is a sight you intended on enjoying for as long as possible. He had one arm resting on his stomach, while the other served as a pillow to you. His chest rose and fell with each deep breath he took. He looked so relaxed, his deep frown lines were gone from his face.

You ached to reach out and brush your fingers across his perfectly serene face, but you feared disturbing him, so you were content to just watch. You watched as the light turned from silver moonshine to the soft pinks and oranges of sunrise. His warmth enveloped you.

"I think I love you." You whispered to his sleeping form. You hated him ever since you first met him. It's easier to hate him, it's work to love him. Before tonight he'd never had known it, but over time you took on the burden of loving him. Slowly, but surely he'd won your heart and soul. He doesn't respond to your confession, but his brow twitched a miniscule amount. You felt yourself surrender back to sleep with a smile.

You didn't know what time it was when you woke up. You were greeted with the sight of his scarred back as he sat on the edge of the bed. You didn't say anything as you looked at his tense body sleepily. He sighs loudly and looks over his shoulder at you. You're compelled to pretend to stay asleep, just to see what he does. You feel his calloused hand brush your cheek before withdrawing quickly as if your skin had seared him.

He sighs again and his weight leaves the bed. You hear his heavy footsteps leave the apartment. You open your eyes and look at your ceiling. You felt as if he had just gutted you. Your lips formed a deep frown. Had he really just left? Without even saying anything?

Pitifully you pulled yourself out of bed and walked to your shower. Even after you two had cleaned up last night, you couldn't help feeling dirty after his wordless departure. As you walked your entire body felt sore, something you would've laughed at on any other occasion. You turned on the hot water and scrubbed your body until your skin felt raw.

Your bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of your soap by the time you were finished. You couldn't help regret last night as you wrapped a towel around yourself. You wiped the condensation off your mirror to be greeted by a dark purple bruise on the side of your neck. You fixed your face into scowl.

"Whatever." You huffed to yourself. And grabbed a bottle of lotion as you stepped out of the bathroom. You rubbed the lotion over your sore skin in silence. Clouds had passed over the sun. You went through the motions of a self care day.

You made yourself breakfast, got dressed in comfy clothes, and sat on your couch and watched the first movie you could find. It only served to make you feel more used as the man guided the main character on a romantic walk down the street. You rolled your eyes at the screen.

There came a hesitant knock at your door. You groaned as you got up to open the door.

"Hi (y/n)." Hughie greeted you. He raised his hand to an awkward wave. M.M stood behind him with his arms crossed, but he smiled politely at you. Frenchie had an arm around Hughie with Kimiko standing at his side. Butcher stood off to the side, you had to stick your head out of your door in order to see him. It made you sick.

"Hi Hughie." You said deadpan. "Why are you guys here?" You raised an unimpressed eyebrow.

"Mind if we come in?" Frenchie offered. You narrowed your eyes but allowed them in regardless. You felt the urge to slam the door in Butcher's face. You didn't, but you got a kick out of thinking about it.

"So? What's with the reunion?" You crossed your arms, only slightly embarrassed at being seen in your pajamas.

"Have you watched the news recently?" M.M asked pointedly, seeming very upset at something. You glance over at the TV.

"-But I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever. You and me everyday."

"Obviously not."

"The Notebook, eh?" Frenchie smiles.

"What's on the news and why does that matter?" For the first time it dawns on you that this could mean serious trouble. Especially with the way Butcher is standing at your counter completely silent and brooding.

"Our hideout was found. We weren't there at the time, but uh... we need a new place to stay." Hughie says. Your shoulders drop as your relax a bit.

"So none of us are in immediate danger?"

"Shouldn't be." Hughie replies.

"And you all decided to come to my studio apartment? I have two rooms total." You frown.

"It's just for a night or two, until everything settles down." Hughie tries to reason with you. It seems everyone else has already made themselves comfortable in your home. Frenchie sits on your couch and watches your movie while Kimiko sits on the floor in front of him. M.M holds a small trinket in his hands and looks at it curiosity. Butcher still stands awkwardly in your kitchen.

"You got yourselves caught in your last place, how can I trust you won't get busted here?" You asked.

"Just one night. Please." He said. You sigh.

"One night." You take the trinket out of M.M's hands and set it back down. You send a glare in Butcher's direction. He looks at the floor regretfully. You feel almost satisfied at the idea of him feeling bad for leaving you, almost.

A silence falls over the room as everyone settles in. You step into the kitchen. "We need to talk." You hissed to the tall man.

"'Bout what?" He says distractedly.

"Not funny." You grab hold of his jacket and pull him towards the bathroom, the only private room in your studio. You bring him in and lock the door behind you. "What the fuck?" You start. Suddenly the bathroom seems cramped. He doesn't say anything. You lean on the shower door to put some space between the two of you. "No seriously, what the fuck? I trusted you last night, you know how much stuff like that matters to me and you just left?" You felt vulnerable and exposed but continued to wait for an answer.

"What do you want me to say?" He starts gruffly. "You want me to say sorry?"

"Yes, Billy. That's exactly what I want you to say." You say, exasperatedly. "An explanation would be nice too." You cross your arms over your chest.

"I don't owe you shit." He huffs. He wants to say something else, if he didn't he would've already left. "Especially not an explanation."

"Billy-" You start.

"You reminded me of Becca." He confides. He might as well have punched you in the gut.

"What?"

"I said you reminded me of Becca." He really didn't need to say it twice, you're sure it would keep you up at night for the rest of your life. "Waking up next to you, just seeing you-" His voice cracks. "I couldn't do it." You looked at the floor. He looked into your mirror.

"So that's all it was? Just a way to pretend I was her?" You ask softly. He doesn't respond, and that's answer enough. "Okay." You whisper and move towards the door to unlock it. He caught your wrist before you did.

"You're more than that." He says but doesn't elaborate further. He unlocks the door and walks out.

[lavaflowe]

JTTW READING CLUB CATCH UP

@journeythroughjourneytothewest

Chpt 1 Thoughts:

I forgot to write them down, but

���the fact that Wukong makes friends with all the animals on the island before he joins the little monkey troop is so cute to me, he is one with nature

•The palace in Water Curtain Cave was hella occupied, feels like the people left hours before Wukong jumped in there🤨

Chpt 2 Thoughts:

•Puti also taught Chan Buddhism👀

•Yippe Autism Creature Wukong (reading he was on all fours immediately conjured this image)

•Frustrated at metaphors ( listen, I’m not saying he’s canonically autistic but…)

•Puffed up scared Wukong (so cute)

•He literally Just made people laugh and got expelled 😭 Puti seemed worried but then condemned him, makes me sad cause it’s like someone you look up to saying there is no good in you :(((

•Lots of outfit descriptions

•his hair goes back onto his body wtf I don’t remember that

•Wukong covered in baby monkeys

•small suns, tiny suns🥺

Chpt 3 Thoughts:

•”I could buy these things but it’s much cheaper to steal lol”

•not all clones are made equal…interesting…

•”heyyyyyy neighbor” LMAO

•”why the fuck are you so strong *SWEATIN MF SWEATIN*”

•the Ruyi bang is glowing, it responds to Wukong, golden hoop on each end with black iron in-between

•”bro I need an outfit” “I don’t have one” “just give me one” “I don’t have one!!” “HOW DO YOU NOT HAVE ONE” “I JUST DONT” “THEN GO FIND ONE” “FINE, FUCK, DONT HIT ME”

•”😋sorry!!” “>:( you’ll hear from my lawyers” (he did not hear from their lawyers)

•THE LITTLE SUNS ARE SO CUTE “biting their fingers and sticking out their tongues ‘O father it’s so heavy!’” HAJDJSJAJDJD

•Wukong made lots of friends UwU

•Bull King, Dragon King, Lynx King, Macaque King, Garuda King, Orangutan King- THE FRATERNAL 7 BABY RAHHHHH

•tied up and dragged off but immediately kills his way into the palace and fucks up the monkey ledger💀

•KSITIGARBHA?!?! (I literally went on a researching tangent about this bodhisattva like 2 weeks ago and they have the audacity to pop up in the fucking 3rd chapter of JTTW)

• The Ten Kings basically go to him and are like “we got bullied :(“ and Ksitigarbha goes “dw, I’ll take you to Heaven and talk to the Jade Emperor with you UwU” (excuse me Jade Emperor, they asked for no pickles)

•I’m imagining the monkeys trying to shake awake Wukongs dead body until his soul snaps back into it😭SOBBIN

•”Listen, hes basically human, It’s way smarter to give him a job than try to fight him” “ah yeah that makes sense”

•Wukong so polite fr

[eviltiddyproductions]

Vincenzo: Episode 15

We’re finally on 15

also I forget HOW much happens in one episode. they had the pig’s blood thing in that one too

Inzaghiiii !!! the pigeon 🐦

omg her crow era, generally crows remember and attack

she got her whole gang here! I thought Chayoung was going to come to rescue him but the pigeons actually make it more funny

such an unserious show actually

look at Inzaghi blink back omg motherrr

Inzaghi is a boy pigeon?

my beautiful red head art director is about to die

Evil CEO doesn’t scare me at all actually. He’s just physically violent. Evil lawyer lady terrifies me more. She’s so !!???

Bodied Ms Choi

I feel for the art director. My babie

I guess the mother knows that’s her son

When I saw Chayoung alone I thought my girl was going to be attacked

awww their little fist bump

eugh I have a bad feeling

no he’s speaking about the guillotine file

BUILDING PEOPLE RELOCATE !!!

honestly I’m actually really confused by this. I thought the double crossing rn still had a point like he’d come clean about another plan or something. this is just greedy and weird. why change now 💀

oh I think she knows that’s his mom

Oh I assumed she clocked on that fish snack detail

so what was in the letter 🤨

I feel like they drink as much coffee as I do

I KNEW HE HAD THE FILE ON HIM !!!

little bro why are you here. oh he got them a gift

they know about the gold. evacuate the building 😭

I know he’s a little devil in the making but he’s seemed more at home and happy here in 2 minutes than the entirety of his time in the Babel monstrosity. get your shit together little bro !!!

noooo I hope the mom and building people are going to be okay 🙏

I feel like these two evil dumbasses are about to figure out that Chayoung is the way to hurt him

our man looks sooo good actually. his swoop has become permanent since the last episode. I love it

lmaoooo they really think he can play a shaman?! okay slay

he voted for her to be the shaman lmao. look at his laugh 😂

well he’s the shaman regardless

has no one started passing around Vincenzo’s pictures though lmao. art galleries, auditoriums, shamans, he can just show up anywhere and they don’t recognise him at all

Mr Nam managing to be in a get up everytime they do this is actually SO FUNNY

THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD

is this adrenaline but make it traditional

the flower on his ear !!! my baby girl fr

A beautiful man

the damn pigeon

these three 🤣🤣🤣

a flair for the dramatic, I love these 3 like the whole fan and writing sequence. chef’s kiss

I want this sequence framed. MY BEAUTIFUL BABIES.

him fanning her. a true gentleman 💀💗

Evil brother CEO is actually insane like wdym he killed 4 of his classmates when he was young ???

little himbo evil brother SAVE yourself. get out of there

not Ms Chayoung’s anti drug agenda 💀😭 #real

Kdramas sometimes go full Indian TV with the amount of things that happen in 20 episodes ngl

probably one of the first times Jung is experiencing someone switching up on him at the last moment. that's what your company does all the time lol, you deserve it 😘

honestly who could believe our man was a corn salad (even i can't spell his job lmao) in Italy and part of the mafia. look at him acting for like the 800th time. the shaman is the best performance till now though! 10/10

'fate smiles most generously on brave souls and frowns mildly on those with no backbone' bars

the life page looks so good except i think Babel will gun for this man

adore this shaman track because i get to see my man with a small flower 🌼

I saw a car trying to run over Mr. Cho again and immediately thought evil lawyer lady was around

slay Mr. Cho slay

no they're going to go after his mom no no no 😭😭😭 (kinda surprised it took them this LONG to dig into his personal life lol talk about being overconfident)

take someone else instead for now. that lady barely has a breath left omg nooo. let one parent and child stay goodbye

Evil Lawyer lady and CEO when I get my hands on YOU

At least they know about Babel knowing about the building and the file

Oh no is Mr Cho about to die....

NO NO NO NO NO IT'S MR AN I AM GOING TO HURL NOOOOOOO

wait no it's just the media guy oh my god thank god

[lovelyunholyc]

hi hi :) i just wanted to say that ur choso fic was GODLY. it was so sensual and intimate while also being the perfect amount of sweet and loving !! the way that reader was so gently dominant towards choso was just— IT WAS EVERYTHING!! the pet names, the endless affection and praise… ahh 🥰 i feel like it’s so rare for reader to be on the giving end of that in fic so THANK U SO MUCH. 🫡💗 bc i am a shameless lover of those things. it hit so much esp bc choso deserves it all! u did such a good job. so, so good love ☺️

my favorite parts!! i really enjoyed the way choso pleaded for readers spit—my soul legit left my body. the specific line, “when he looks at you again, you think his eyes hold the stars in them for you, sparkling in his irises and falling across his cheeks.” it’s absolutely breathtaking and so gorgeous and poetic (which i’m sure u are irl). there’s so much more i could say but overall i adored this fic and it’s precious and special and you are an amazing writer. so very talented! i am going to read the rest of ur works heartily and i’m going to love u forever MUAH

my luv......my sweet angel.. 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

stop it rn i'll fr fall in love with u ��� ngl i let this marinate in my inbox for like a day just so i could stare at it and giggle and kick my feet and twirl my hair periodically throughout the day 😳🤭

thank u so much for ur kind words abt my lovey dovey writing 😭 sometimes i feel like maybe it's too much and like...too flowery?? etc but i literally cannot help it so i'm vv happy it evokes such emotion and happiness for u too, seriously, that touched my heart 🥹🫶

as for choso, i also couldn't help it, that's babygirl and he's a little bit ridiculous so i wanted him to be just a little bit obsessed and pathetic for u which i think is kind of within his character hehe i loveeee writing willful and gently dominant reader bc i agree it's kind of rare to see and i love reading it too!!! and as they say, if u don't see enough of it, might as well take it into ur own hands ya know 🤭 i'll definitely be writing more like it bc there r many babygirls that i feel it would come naturally for too 🤭

hope u have fun w my other stuff too ilu bb mwah mwah <3

[ferg0s]

Bestie I’m at my limit with your Aomine fics 💙 I need him to break my headboard and I’d say thank you 😭

Me after letting Aomine beat me to a pulp and dislocate every joint in my body.

But fr tho, Aomine is the type of mf to establish a safe word and then never use it. It would be something you can spot easily, something like “chicken bone”. Moaning chicken bone would definitely catch his attention. And it does - when he’s doesn’t have your face buried in pillows while he rams his hips into your ass. You had to get on the pill for medical reasons, and when you carelessly told that to Aomine - hoping he’d be worried about your health - his eyes lit up. After making sure you were okay he began to initiate some private time - which led you on his bed, face in his pillows while his hand held your ass up, nails digging into your hips.

He was too scared of teen pregnancy to even consider fucking you without a condom - even going as far as taking off and putting on a new one for another round - but when he got the confirmation that you were on the pill, he released up all the pent up desires. Fucking you raw was his version of heaven - finally feeling your walls, and not through some plastic barrier, feeling every jolt, every twitch from your pussy - Aomine completely forgot about you and began to chase his high.

His face flushed, cheeks eminentaing a deep shade of red, chest tight from panting as his lungs tried their hardest to keep up. He had turned into an animal. Hips snapping into you at an inhumane speed - a speed you knew would causes some internal bruising of the cervix - and by how hard he was holding you, you knew he wasn’t done.

You were on the verge of your 5th orgasm. You were sure that in the state that he was in Aomine knew that he had made you cum, let alone 4 times already. You were doing your best to keep up, throwing your ass back into him - but as you arrived your climax, your body began to go limp. You found yourself lose control, your body melting at the feeling of another orgasm wash over you and shake your nerves. Screaming into the pillow, you began to say the safe word. Hoping he’d hear. But he was too far gone.

The only thing keeping your body in the position that it was in was his hold on you. You felt your soul leave your body as Aomine began to speed up. You were overstimulated to a point where your body wasn’t even responding, to engulfed by the pleasure. He leaned forward, an arms snaking down to your stomach and hooking onto you as he leaned his weight onto your back. You felt the bed shake - it had been shaking the whole time but this time something was off - you didn’t have time to confirm your suspension when you heard Aomine moan to your side.

His thrusts became erratic and within seconds his dick was shooting out hot strings of cum deep inside you, the final few thrusts making sure to give your cervix a kiss goodbye.

As your body rejoiced, you heard a creek. Brushing it off thinking it was Aomine shifting on the bed - you let out a scream when you felt the bed tilt down - yelling curses when Aomines shoulder dug into your back.

The constant rattling caused the screws to get lose, and then move around in the hole and wear it out over time. Today was the last straw, since the screws came out and the right side of the bed Frame came apart from the head board. The left side was holding on for dear life. The repair was going to be quiet cheap - but in the end he decided to stick with the floor since you can’t break the floor… right?

~

[pacifymebby]

Okay so I’m back from the date/hanging out and it was amazing! I didn’t make a fool of myself and he held my hand the entire time and didn’t let me fall down. So he’s definitely got sds energy he kept doing the like the hottest thing which was unbuckling my seatbelt for me??? Like idk why it was hot but it was really hot! And then we ended up making out on the beach lol. He just keeps calling me cute under his breath and I’m like 😭 stooooop my poor little heart can’t take it. But then we ended up going back to his place and walking his dog and he said he’s gonna have to get used to walking the dog and holding hands at the same time and now I’m like 🥹 because like that means he wants to do that with me more.

And now for the grand finale! We didn’t end up having full on sex sex but we did go further than making out. And he made me feel so comfortable it was so sweet omg. He really does respect me and I dont know how I got so lucky! Like tmi but he asked if I wanted to go further and I said yes and I asked what he wanted to do and the first thing he says is I could give you head… lord have mercy who sent this man down from the heavens? I didn’t ended up agreeing to that though because I was too self conscious for it. I’m a little lost when it comes to grooming down there??? Do guys mind if you’re not like clean shaven?? But yeah for a first time I wasn’t as self conscious as I though I’d be so that was nice and he seemed to be into the same kinda stuff I am so that’s good. I definitely think I shocked him tho because I pulled out some groupie-like stops so thank you very much for that. Like for real I did the whole sucking his fingers thing like I’m pretty sure she’s done I think his soul left his body. Fr tho I’ve probably said too much already you probably don’t want to know all this 💀 But like really I feel like reading the groupie has prepared me for so much lol.

Oh my godddd bestie, angel, lovely this is all just soooo cute I'm dying reading these updates!!!fucking hell tho people doing up/undoing your seat belt for you kills me, I actually wish B would do this more often haha

That thing about walking the dog and holding ur hand is adorable, how did u not just die I'd literally have dropped dead on the spot. Who is this man he is doing the Lords work and all other men need to take notes.

And omg no that's not tmi at all!!!! Litterally tell me anything/everything it's totally cool with me.

Nah idk the whole shaving thing still gets me and I have no idea what men actually like because I think it's a personal preference thing? But like, don't feel like you need to shave if you're not comfortable with it?

I'll be totally honest here and say that I mostly just trim mine? Like I shave mine in like just more than a bikini style? Kinda like this middle one?

And I tend to keep the actual hair around my actual "area" (lol) shaven/short. But I wouldn't rec shaving EVERYTHING because the razorburn/growing back can be grim and like, not remotely worth it.

I think that like, I've asked B about what he likes before and has always just been like "not really up to me is it, it's what you're comfortable with" and tbh I think that's pretty true. Like, the only thing that occasionally happens is when he goes down on me he'll get one of my pubes in his mouth but we always just laugh it off and like, I get his pubes in my mouth sometimes too ya know? It's not really as deep as people make it out to be.

And I'm certain the whole fully shaven thing is only pushed by porn and waxing salons lolll

Also omgggg I can't believe the groupie is inspiring ur real live movess, I'm so proud and also, so proud of u haha, like yess bestie u go out and suck his fingers like a pro ♥️