#I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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my family . i love them . but good god .
#I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I MOVED OUT FOR A REASON AND THE REASON WAS NOT SO THAT THEY COULD COME VISIT ME IN MY UNI CITY#it's fine i'm normal and kind and a good child and sister .#i'm also going to kms if they try to get me to take time off work for them#after fucking being on my ass the entire fucking year about getting a job and how i needed a job and how i should be employed#i just want to live my lifeeeeeeeeeee i want to be free i want to not be asked by my dad at 11.45pm why i'm up because it's late#i feel like i'm losing my actual mind but ykw it's ok and i know it's okay because this time next week i will be back in my uni city#i understand that my parents try and i understand that my sister is 15 but i cannot be everything they want me to be and i cannot#deal with them hanging over me at every second i can't do it#and i need to get over myself i need to let my entire past go and just move on with my life#but it's like i was so so sick the other week and literally both my parents and my younger sister were all on me for things they#needed me to do and i was fully in a different country . completely . a different country where i live out of home btw#and i get i get that family is important and we need to have each others backs or whatever the fuck BUT THEY KNEW I WAS SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#what about having my back........... anyway i'm not bitter .#i do need to just let it all go though bc it's just how it is and there are many worse situations to be in and i am very grateful for my#life so it's all fine . i just feel suffocated . but it's ok because soon i will be in a different country to them again and they will not#know where i am and i will be living my life <333333
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