#I am so tiredddd heheh

[timidpumpkin]

Can’t sleep (Stucky x reader thoughts) Little Light universe blurb

(Basically I can’t sleeeeep so I apologize if there are mistakes but I wanted to write it :))))❤️💙❤️)

(It’s very fluff ✨💙✨)

Just thinking about reader not being able to sleep (like absolutely cannot fall asleep) and trying to sneak into Steve and Buckys room to tell them. But bucky hears you before you even make it to the door. You know you’re supposed to be in bed, and you expect him to reiterate that to you. Instead, when he finds you staring up at him, stuffie and blankie clutched tightly in your arms, he swiftly picks you and asks “what’s wrong doll? Can’t sleep?”

You’re not sure if he can just read it on your face or if he’s—somehow—able to read your mind. That notion continues when he asks you if you’d like to watch something in the living room. It’s late. Much too late. And you’re more than positive that if Steve was awake he’s be marching you back to your crib. Most likely.

Yet, Bucky quietly closes the door behind him, and with you still in his arms, carries you to the couch. He settles you perfectly with him. Laying your body across his feels more comfortable than any memory foam bed. (certainly more so than the one you’ve been tossing in for hours and hours)

Your favorite show plays softly, the lights are dimmed for your sensitive eyes, and Bucky rubs his warm hand across your back, ever so slightly rubbing tender spots as he goes. Though it feels amazing, and relaxes your body into his, you’re just still not sleepy.

“Daddy?” You turn your body around to him, gazing up as his blue lit face. He gives you all his attention, silently telling you to continue. “I’m sorry I can’t sleep” you say, guilt lacing your face and tone. He caresses your head then.

“That’s okay, doll.” He says, giving you a soft and genuine smile. “Sometimes,” he pauses, looking back to the tv absently. “Sometimes Daddy can’t sleep either.” He says seriously, almost somberly, before turning back to you and giving you a reassuring smile. A small one. One that you know tells you ‘don’t worry about daddy doll.’ Yet still, your face drops, eyes laced with concern, as he continues to pet your head.

You glance to his shoulder, the one where skin meets metal in a mutilating fashion. You know he doesn’t like to talk to you about certain things. Things you know have hurt him. It’s not like you haven’t asked. But he always distracts you with kisses or toys, telling you those kinds of stories aren’t for little girls like you.

You give him a tender smile, before climbing your way up so you can wrap your arms around his neck. He readily accepts this gesture, engulfing you with his arms, squeezing you just enough. As much as he can without hurting your frame. He could hold on to you forever. Just like this. His little girl was all he needed.

Of any of the reasons to be up much too late—you—you were the best one.

[jamesbuckybarnes19174]

message to james: it’s soooo cute texting u james !!!!! hehehe :) jamie baby is serious :| and i’m all :) :O :D heheheeee :) anywaysssssss i miss u!!!! still !!!! >:( i loveeeeeee ur selfie :) <3 u are sooooooo handsome and cute ANDDD i love u !!!!!!! :) hehehehe <3 i’m tiredddd i wanna cudddddleeeee with u!!!! miss cuddling with u :( i love u soooo much !!!!! :)

voice message to james: hi baby…. mmmm you sound little sleepy tooo… it’s cute… *chuckles softly* ‘m happy you’re okay… ‘m okay too james… just miss you baby… *hums* did you see my message? tried to make it silly and cute… *giggles softly* i hope it umm made you smile james… just always wanna make you smile… and feel happy… hmm oh yes i was comfy but i would be comfier with you james… wanna cuddle with you… mhm, i promise ‘m being safe james… i swear, i don’t know what you told bruce but he makes rounds or something… *giggles softly* ‘s nice though, he likes to bring food over sometimes… but having you around would definitely be better… *sighs softly* i miss you… need you too baby… umm am trying to be silly… *chuckles softly* to try and distract myself… ummm *sniffles* oh james… i miss you so much… *chuckles softly* god… am about to c-cry thinking about cooking with you… and cuddling with you again… and k-kissies… so many kissies… *chuckles softly* just always feel so safe and warm in your arms… and warm… and happy… you make me really happy… i can’t wait to be with you again… it’s going to be so amazing james… seeing you again… i think we should just… be together… always… like two peas in a pod *giggles softly* mmmm feel fuzzy with you too… *giggles* you sound cute n sleepy… mmm… think you’re magic baby… make me all happy n i just… i feel brighter around you… *hums softly* we’ll be together soon baby… before you know it lovey… i love you honeybear… i hope you’re okay lovey… i really love you… ‘m so happy i got you… and you got me! *chuckles softly* i’ll give you my love always jamie… you got it… and i got yours baby… i’ll take care of you always baby… i love you.. i love you so much, i’ll see you in my dreams… i love you… i love you so much forever…

message to kitten: I’m not trying to be serious :) my cute baby, I love you too. I miss you a lot. Thank you baby, you’re really pretty, always are! I love you :) wanna cuddle you so badly baby, been thinking about it a lot.

voice message to kitten: hey…y-yeah I was sleepy…sleepy now…’m uh…fine..don’t worry…’m glad you’re okay…I miss you too *sighs shakily* yeah baby I saw your message…it was cute and silly and it did make me smile baby…thank you *chuckles slightly* I w-wanna make you smile and happy too…I-I hope I do that enough…w-would be much comfier with you…t-the bed still sucks here…c-could really go for a cuddle with you. Uh…y-yeah I mean I told him to check on you frequently *chuckles slightly* he’s takin’ it very seriously…I know havin’ me would be better…I miss you too…*sighs shakily* I r-really need you honey…*hums, then stays quiet for a little, sniffling* I really fuckin’ need you baby…’m so…tired and…stressed and I just want you s-so bad baby…l-like I miss and I n-need when you help me relax? W-when ‘m upset or mad at somethin’ you just uh…y-you’re really good at makin’ it all calmer and…better…a-and I need to hold your hand…*sniffles then clears my throat* i w-want kisses too…a lot of ‘em when I come back…y-you make me feel really warm…needin’ that too…’s a bit cold baby…I can’t wait to be with again…I h-hope it’s amazin’ *chuckles slightly* ‘m gonna be exhausted but…I’ll be happy to b-be back with you…two peas in a pod? Okay…attached at the hip *snorts* mmm…well I hope you like my voice in this message too baby cause ‘m sleepy *chuckles, sniffling after* very soon…I’ll be home and I’ll cuddle you really close and you’re gonna stay in bed with me for a while *chuckles* I love you baby…hope you’re okay…I always got you…I’ll always take care of you…and I know you’ll always take care of me…you got all my love, that’s right…*hums* love you…love you so much baby…I love you…