#I cannot take any proper downtime. I cannot enjoy it I feel like I'm rotting
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
There is a glass between me and others, I can't explain how much I miss it I miss it I miss it I miss you
#'write a confrontational message' I can't I don't want. I only have affection. what would it do to attempt any move to make them feel guilty#I care for them that's all I want to say. I miss you and I care for you. I hope to see you again. I hope I get to hug you again#that's all that's all I swear#if I think about it too much I almost find it disgusting but I don't want to find them disgusting. I know I enjoyed our time together#this close to throwing everything compsci related in the bin and focus on music. I wouldn't be the first person I know to do that#I need to be devoured by something. things are going forward but they're actually not but also yes#don't mind me it's late at night and I'm going through it (as one does)#I cannot take any proper downtime. I cannot enjoy it I feel like I'm rotting#it's all about time it's all about time#my post
1 note
·
View note