#I didn’t get silly with my tax return except for planned purchases. I can handle this just fine. I need to stop treating myself like a baby | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

plexippusangel · 2 months

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I hate my life. So much. I’m gonna have to take my retirement out if I want to make it through until I get another job. If I keep skimping on groceries I’m only going to get sicker and then I won’t have the energy to find a better job and I’ll have to take it out anyway so like. I should probably start that process now and not get more behind and actually give myself room to feel well. This fucking sucks.

#faer personal files #everything fucking hurts. I’m so sick of my body and I’m sick of this place.#my worry has been that I won’t be able to handle the temptation to get silly with the extra cash but like. I’m a grown up.#I didn’t get silly with my tax return except for planned purchases. I can handle this just fine. I need to stop treating myself like a baby #I have decent impulse control and I need nutritious groceries I can actually eat for fuck’s sake #my roommates have also quietly stopped sharing dinner when they make it so I’ve had to up the grocery budget #they could’ve just said something instead of putting onions in EVERYTHING jfc. and I don’t ask for food unless they offer to share anyway #it didn’t need to be a whole thing I get that I’ve been doing an unequal share of cooking since I’ve been sicker they don’t have to feed me #this weather has been fucking brutal I just haven’t had the coordination to use the fucking stove #it’s embarrassing #sorry for talking out my financial decisions on my blog sometimes I just need to say things out loud

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