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anothermonikan · 10 months ago

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Today's one W: playing viddy games with friends actually cleared my processes a bit and it was revealed to me what was bothering me so badly. So I then decided that what was bothering me was actually really silly and decided I shouldn't be bothered by it anymore because there's nothing I can do about it. Yay <3

#I get so abnormal about the. Robotcomputerthing sometimes #Because most the time it's just like yay :D I am silly computer! Funny little robot thingy >:3 #And then sometimes I get so fucked up over not actually having that. Body. I guess. Like what do you mean I don't have. Wires and shit :((#I want em. I will not be getting that. Augh. Me when my identity actually affects how I feel as something that exists #And isn't just a funny thing I can say. What. Un-fucking-beleivable #</3 it's like that with all facets of how I identify #What do you mean me being an aroace objectum actually majorly affects how I view the world compared to most people around me.#And it's not just a silly thing I can make silly jokes about. Ashdbdhshs #Uhhh #Hm #Robotkin #? I'm not sure I identify with that I was in the trenches of kin discourse a while back and now I feel bad. About Id'ing with any kin thing #Because it's not that serious I guess. And it's supposed to be serious all da timeee #And well. I guess it is there all the time but I'm still just me yknow. How I always am #Idk. Sjshdhdb #Android.txt

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